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Ruined

Updated on October 16, 2013

Ruined in the mist of a dank cool day~

You said you loved me~

Time has staggered on~

What will it be~

I worry on.

Bankrupt with the awaiting doom of autumn~

You wanted me to have faith in you~

My gut hurt as I suspected your lies~

I work hard to be positive too~

As I slowly stressed die.

Insolvent rendered while the sun hides~

You took my kindness and compassion~

Cruelty I took with your excuse in hand~

All is so hard to fathom. ~

What happened to the promise you gave as a man? ~

I think me only left as your loving fan.

Broke like the Japanese lantern in the garden~

You told me of dreams together~

You smashed our hopes as you gambled~

My hands now bound and tethered~

As you sheepishly still babble and ramble.

Cleaned out while I sit just staring at the mold covered angel~

Your tears you said were sincere~

Yet still invective you spewed~

My mind drifts as my eyes peer~

I toss and turn so confused what to do?

Busted as the clay bunny’s ear~

You asked and asked for understanding? ~

Now you beg for time and your life~

This is a nightmare with the end pending! ~

You have led us to endless strife! ~

I still mad at me~

Muster the strength for you to continue defending!

Ruined in the mist of a dank cool day~

You said you loved me~

Time has staggered on~

What will it be~

I worry on, and on and on…


By

Lisa J. Warner

AKA

Lisa Luv

CopyRight10/16/2013@LisaLuvLLC

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      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      Thank you very much AUPADHYAY...Blessings..

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      ANIL KUMAR UPADHYAY 

      4 years ago from INDIA, UTTAR PRADESH STATE, KANPUR CITY

      What a clever way of exploring the hidden aspects, thanks Lisa Luv for sharing this hub. voted it also.

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      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      aviannovice Thank You! Have a wonderful day!

    • Lisa Luv profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      aviannovice Yes you are right... But sometimes it is too late... :(

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      Deb Hirt 

      4 years ago from Stillwater, OK

      You certainly described the offender. Once smitten by someone like this, you always look over your shoulder.

    • Lisa Luv profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      Ahhhhh so wise CrisSp....you are so right it too shall pass...but what I fear is what price I shall pay... Thank you!

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      CrisSp 

      4 years ago from Sky Is The Limit Adventure

      Sounds like another catfish in the pond and you've expressed it so well. There's certainly a lesson or two in this piece. No need to worry...this too shall pass.

      Love from the sky~

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      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      Gypsy Rose Lee Thank you so much...Prayers are needed...

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      Gypsy Rose Lee 

      4 years ago from Riga, Latvia

      Wonderful poem and no use worrying if the love is not there just move on. Enjoyed this.

    • Lisa Luv profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      Thank you Dear DeBorrah K. Ogans ......May you have a happy Friday!

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      DeBorrah K Ogans 

      4 years ago

      Lisa Luv DEEP! Marvelous, heartwrenching and thought provoking!

      Voted UP! Peace & Blessings Always!

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      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      Michael Achilles~~~Thank you so much for the read and your insightful comment... You really got it! I wish there was a way to connect with you further...Have a wonderful day!

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      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      Eiddwen Thank you so much!

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      Michael Achilles 

      4 years ago

      I loved the way you express the longing for love to continue.

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      Eiddwen 

      4 years ago from Wales

      Truly wonderful Lisa. Voted up and shared. here's wishing you a great day.

      Eddy.

    • Lisa Luv profile imageAUTHOR

      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      btrbell It is true therapy for me.. Thank you for your comment... Have a beautiful day!

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      Lisa J Warner AKA Lisa Luv 

      4 years ago from Conneticut, USA

      wayne barrett Thank you....I certainly do try... May you have an awesome day!!

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      Randi Benlulu 

      4 years ago from Mesa, AZ

      Lovely! Thank you!

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      Wayne Barrett 

      4 years ago from Clearwater Florida

      Lisa, this is such a powerfully poignant piece. You have scripted it so well. Voting up and sharing.

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