Stargazer – Black hole
I miss you…
And I dunno if you ever realized you are wrapped inside my heart.
Like for the long time you’ve been gone, I sort of couldn’t feel it beating anymore…
The gentle wind was blowing as twilight was near to end. I almost shivered feeling the chilled air still puffing. I missed the palm of your hands, how you warm up my face whenever I’m cold. Ha, cold…Nights just gets colder and colder. And you’re not here. You’re nowhere near me.
I miss you…
And I dunno if you ever realized you are wrapped inside my heart.
Like for the long time you’ve been gone, I sort of couldn’t feel it beating anymore…
Like there’s some kind of a black hole twirling like a hurricane digging my heart.
The cold breeze kissed my skin and brought back my sanity. OK Jewel, you’re here to stargaze and continue this little book. You’re here to your place, but that doesn’t mean you’ll think of him overnight. I sighed…
Am I crazy for trying to kill the thoughts of you? We are damn fine but I hate missing you. You’re nowhere near me. I hate this. “Perhaps I’m just crazy…” I told myself.
“Crazy about what?” a husky voice suddenly interrupted.
I was sitting on the grass with my legs crossed. I turned around to see who it was. My eyes rounded when I realized it was the rude guy in the rain the other night. What’s he doing here this time?
“You are?” I asked annoyed.
“I believe I told you. I’m Jake. Umm the guy the other night…the guy who acted a little stupid and is apologizing for that now.” He answered politely.
“Okay..it’s all cool now.” I muttered looking straight at the horizon.
“I’m glad.” He chuckled as he sat beside me. “So I told my name twice…but never heard ‘bout yours.” He teased as I was contemplating what to do…how to behave…perhaps how to exit.
“Uhm, I’m Jewel.” I told him flashing a smile.
“You must be so precious, Jewel.”
“Excuse me?!” I blurted.
“I..I mean lovely name…you’re precious. Sorry it seems my polite manners always suit yours.” he replied smiling.
“Nah. You just appear in my worst mood in a perfect timing.” I told him laughing now.
In a while between the gloomy moments in that place, I noticed the stars started to sparkle. In a while, I felt like I was in a different place, under different stars. My clock has ticked without a minute about you.
“Now I know why your name is Jewel” he told me sweetly.
“And why is that?”
“Um, I’ll tell you after you tell me about your WORST MOOD” he assured me, emphasizing the last words.
Suddenly, the dark skies covered the stars again. Back to myself…back to my thoughts of you.
“Oh, I..ah..I’m just missing someone…so much that I..ah..it drives me nuts.” I responded. I was surprised at myself telling him that but I felt better though.
“I know the feeling. When it happens, I try to reverse it. If it doesn’t work, well I... (he sighed as he looked up above the dark skies) I just try to look at a brighter star. Life is so short to be depressed ya know.”
“Reverse it?” I asked.
“Reverse it. Like if you’re missing someone, put in your mind that he’s missing you, too.”
“Ow.. A bad boy hunk talking in an epic manner.” I said humorously.
“Snap it out. I was talking serious.” He laughed. “I have a heart, too ya know. You just didn’t notice. I’m like that little star..you never notice me because you’re looking at the moon.” He joked while pointing at a tiny star.
“Enough. Mr. Jake. Your turn to tell me why my name is Jewel.” I joked.
“Oh, snob girl is a smart girl. I’ll tell you next time I see you again.” He stood up smiling at me…leaving me here.
I grab my things and started to leave, too. I left the starry night without caring ‘bout the black hole…
This one is dedicated to Cathy and Cassy. Thanks for being so supportive.
My HP sky would be so gloomy without you guys. :)
Cathy a.k.a. Astra Nomik, you flatter me so much. You’re freaking fantastic! Moi hugs can’t thank you enough. XO
Cassy a.k.a Cheeky Girl, you’re an ace! I respect you so much. XO
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