ArtsAutosBooksBusinessEducationEntertainmentFamilyFashionFoodGamesGenderHealthHolidaysHomeHubPagesPersonal FinancePetsPoliticsReligionSportsTechnologyTravel

The Layered Heart You Broke

Updated on November 11, 2011

It's Broken...The part of my soul that can give and always give to one that once flourished my very being,

Was there no recollections of love from our relationship...the span of good and bad times...were the good not enough,

You duck and dodge...sway from the hugs I tried to give...pushed my chest from reaching yours...denied and withering,

I tried to give all I could in the name of God's vision...a view for couples living out their lives to prosper peacefully.


But you fell from the grace he tried to offer...the angels send you a man that tries to show his loving personality towards you,

What with alcohol you had swayed your visions...emotional turmoils on every level of all aspects within your life,

Don't despair...I will continue to try to support you for I have corners of my heart that echo faint distinctions of love through the corridors,

I offer you a sense a being...of belonging...but you won't stop pushing away...telling me you can't even love yourself.

But with love who can you really love...the only distinction from love and lust is a passion for one another,

My embrace with yours...a kindled fire of bright orange and blue tint...but alas that was blown to the wind,

The forests went dark...winds whipping the thick rooted trees like representatives of Cupid on strike,

Houses of viking style heritage striking my heart like assaults on the mainland of Middle age Europe.


I want nothing more than to show you my love...my undeniable structure of willing compassion that only God understands,

But my fear is only that you don't understand yourself enough to fulfill our needs unconditionally,

Please Understand I will always strive to be close...but my outer shell may try to hide it...the full blown passion I used to have,

No more Corruption...less extracurricular activities of demise and instant gratification...Lets restart and begin anew...My Heart needs this Now.

Comments

    0 of 8192 characters used
    Post Comment

    • BakerRambles profile imageAUTHOR

      BakerRambles 

      6 years ago from Baltimore, MD

      Thank you

    • profile image

      Sueswan 

      6 years ago

      So sad. I hope and pray your heart gets what it needs.

    • BakerRambles profile imageAUTHOR

      BakerRambles 

      6 years ago from Baltimore, MD

      Thank you for understanding.

    • profile image

      Sunnie Day 

      6 years ago

      True love wanting so bad to rekindle what was lost, holding on no matter what it may seem..Lovely and sad poem..but one understood.

      Sunnie

    working

    This website uses cookies

    As a user in the EEA, your approval is needed on a few things. To provide a better website experience, hubpages.com uses cookies (and other similar technologies) and may collect, process, and share personal data. Please choose which areas of our service you consent to our doing so.

    For more information on managing or withdrawing consents and how we handle data, visit our Privacy Policy at: https://hubpages.com/privacy-policy#gdpr

    Show Details
    Necessary
    HubPages Device IDThis is used to identify particular browsers or devices when the access the service, and is used for security reasons.
    LoginThis is necessary to sign in to the HubPages Service.
    Google RecaptchaThis is used to prevent bots and spam. (Privacy Policy)
    AkismetThis is used to detect comment spam. (Privacy Policy)
    HubPages Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide data on traffic to our website, all personally identifyable data is anonymized. (Privacy Policy)
    HubPages Traffic PixelThis is used to collect data on traffic to articles and other pages on our site. Unless you are signed in to a HubPages account, all personally identifiable information is anonymized.
    Amazon Web ServicesThis is a cloud services platform that we used to host our service. (Privacy Policy)
    CloudflareThis is a cloud CDN service that we use to efficiently deliver files required for our service to operate such as javascript, cascading style sheets, images, and videos. (Privacy Policy)
    Google Hosted LibrariesJavascript software libraries such as jQuery are loaded at endpoints on the googleapis.com or gstatic.com domains, for performance and efficiency reasons. (Privacy Policy)
    Features
    Google Custom SearchThis is feature allows you to search the site. (Privacy Policy)
    Google MapsSome articles have Google Maps embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    Google ChartsThis is used to display charts and graphs on articles and the author center. (Privacy Policy)
    Google AdSense Host APIThis service allows you to sign up for or associate a Google AdSense account with HubPages, so that you can earn money from ads on your articles. No data is shared unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    Google YouTubeSome articles have YouTube videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    VimeoSome articles have Vimeo videos embedded in them. (Privacy Policy)
    PaypalThis is used for a registered author who enrolls in the HubPages Earnings program and requests to be paid via PayPal. No data is shared with Paypal unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    Facebook LoginYou can use this to streamline signing up for, or signing in to your Hubpages account. No data is shared with Facebook unless you engage with this feature. (Privacy Policy)
    MavenThis supports the Maven widget and search functionality. (Privacy Policy)
    Marketing
    Google AdSenseThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Google DoubleClickGoogle provides ad serving technology and runs an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Index ExchangeThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    SovrnThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Facebook AdsThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Amazon Unified Ad MarketplaceThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    AppNexusThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    OpenxThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Rubicon ProjectThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    TripleLiftThis is an ad network. (Privacy Policy)
    Say MediaWe partner with Say Media to deliver ad campaigns on our sites. (Privacy Policy)
    Remarketing PixelsWe may use remarketing pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to advertise the HubPages Service to people that have visited our sites.
    Conversion Tracking PixelsWe may use conversion tracking pixels from advertising networks such as Google AdWords, Bing Ads, and Facebook in order to identify when an advertisement has successfully resulted in the desired action, such as signing up for the HubPages Service or publishing an article on the HubPages Service.
    Statistics
    Author Google AnalyticsThis is used to provide traffic data and reports to the authors of articles on the HubPages Service. (Privacy Policy)
    ComscoreComScore is a media measurement and analytics company providing marketing data and analytics to enterprises, media and advertising agencies, and publishers. Non-consent will result in ComScore only processing obfuscated personal data. (Privacy Policy)
    Amazon Tracking PixelSome articles display amazon products as part of the Amazon Affiliate program, this pixel provides traffic statistics for those products (Privacy Policy)