The Monster "Id" (Poetry)

I waited for you
Three long years
Believing this was a test
And there would be an end to my tears.

I thought if I loved you hard enough
If I endured for so long
That one day you would come to your senses
Return back where you belonged

But this wasn't a fairytale
There would be no happy ending
I would never be good enough
No matter how far I tried bending


I tried to let go
I tried to move on
But living life without you
Felt so wrong


Total darkness
Love turned to hate
The depths of my scorn
Evil could never recreate

"I HATE YOU, I HATE YOU"
I said over and over again
I dreamed of a thousand ways
You might meet your end

I replayed in my mind
The exact moment of my revenge
From the words "I'm happy for you"
To the executioner's syringe

I smiled for you would pay
Pay for what you did
You murdered the man who loved you
And gave birth to this monster "Id"

I tried to let go
I tried to move on
But living life without you
Felt so wrong.