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Who I Once Before Today

Updated on August 2, 2017

Assalammu alaykum, Wr. Wb

Dear Uriel.

Right after reading your Let Us Cry NOT ALONE

I started typing the words which flooded inside my restless thought

But then I found myself fall asleep in front of my Laptop

Realized time almost midnight

Because my Baby Kitten already nested in one of her favorite spot to sleep at night

Inside the arch on the back of my neck

I tried to continue

But my Kitty decided to interfered

She jumped and lied on top of the keyboard

With her big innocent eyes asked for full attention

I had no choice but to give up

And gave her the bed she wanted every night


Just like always ( :D )

The next day I tried to continue

But oh, how weird

It become too long than I ever intended

But hey, I think it’s all right

Beside it is not me who have to read it ( :D )

This is your homework, Sister!

Don’t stop before you done! I warned you! :D :D :D

I am 33 years old, far older than you

A woman who hardheadedly choosing to be single

Inside I just growth

From baby, suddenly turned into 100 years old

My life was too easy, they said

East princess with all privilege

I was long paralyzed under trance

Hypnotized by the love of those who hold me as their favorite’s one

But damn, what others had seen not always the truth!

I failed to understood what love really is

I got mislead when had to built

Real human inside that beautiful spoiled lady

So when the world falling apart

The princess frozen by fear

Finally she realized

That she never had any wings

How to save herself?

How to save all she had?

How she will able to live

If she couldn’t able to wear that irresistible crown anymore?

At that moment

There is nobody wanted to cry with her

Since all of them chose to Mourned

Over the failed of their sweet little Princess

Knowing this then

She was death...

No storm will able to wake her ever again

For sure...

for sure.


Hmmm... I want to tormenting you by pushing you to read further but somehow, I feel terrible, mostly because you said you didn't have much time even only for scracth. Hehehe... (Hey, the offer still open widely! Which hand you need? Left or right? ;P )

To be honest, it is because my Baby Kitten already staring at me with full of hope. How I can refuse that sweet meow? Hhhh... Bed time now and I need to surrender to her need. Hehehe. Beside, it is more fun if you have to visit me again tomorrow so... see you tomorrow, beautiful one! :D



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