Why Me?!
“Why me?!” in anger I scream out
Why did I need to lose so much,
And have everything become so hard?
Why must I relearn to crawl?
I now need pain to feel alive,
Doubt pleasure ever will arrive
Some must live, but I moan “Why Me?”
Life just hurts, what is the point?
Confusion has become my king
To kill or die I now must choose
Suffocating in a fog of black
Death is now my mind’s one track
Oh dear God, what is this for?
And what has become of me?
What did I do to deserve this?
My whole life simply isn’t fair
Tell me how come this came to be
Lord, hear me shout at you “Why Me?”
While healing- sorrow was the norm
These days I’m great…no make that fair
I’m blessed to be here, nonetheless
I see many who are not this way
How does God decide who will or not?
Why have I been given what I’ve got?
Oh dear God, what is this for?
And why am I even me?
What did I do to deserve this?
My whole life just isn’t fair
Tell me how come this came to be
Lord, hear me cry to you “Why Me?”
Although misplaced I was never lost
Though hopeless all I did was kneel
In the depths I cried to God for help
My burden gone, my mind’s set free
God has chosen me, and calls me “Child”
So I whisper out “Why Lord, Why Me?”