What If Tonight Was Your Last Night Ever?
Death has a set appointment for you to be delivered to eternity. Not grub hub but a grub worms hub. Not Uber but a long last ride in a hearse.
There is a day or a night that awaits your dismissal from life itself. It is a given and completely inevitable, but it is a passage to another life without dea
There is a day or a night
that awaits your dismissal
from life itself. It is a given
and completely inevitable,
but it is a passage to another
life without death. Souls cannot
die, they just vacate the
crumbling dwellings of flesh.
So….What if tonight was
your last night ever,
wrapped in that shroud
of your sheets and blankets?
With no alarm to disturb you
come the next day because
you cannot be awakened.
What if today was your last
day ever. It would not matter
anymore to you if it was sunny
or freezing cold or rainy. All
feelings dissipate when your
soul is snatched in an instant
from your flesh. You would be
aware for anywhere from a few
seconds to a minute or two that
you had ceased to exist.
Just when you never suspected
that death is a fickle son of a hitch
He puts a big one in a lot of folks
plans.
He doesn't care much
if your young, old, pretty, rich
or healthy as a horse,
before the glue factory.
All creatures are slated to die
but we as humans are the only
species that are so
aware of it happening.
We are all afraid of it
but it should be embraced,
for it is only a step towards
the great beyond. We come
into the world through a
long dark tunnel where
we are expelled into the light.
We exit the world through
a long dark tunnel that propels
us towards the light. What waits
in that light remains unknown
to the remains left behind.
But the soul is flown through
darkness towards light,
and that alone should bring
us hope.
Death is not interested in the
light or dark of it. he focuses on his job
which he does very well.
He just snatches
all you have left
and you wind up
naked on a cold slab
in some morgue drawer
just east of your
fondest dreams.
I know this is true,
I have seen death's
calling card dropped
near me, far too often.
I have even stood there
when he came to collect.
Thankfully I was not his
latest victim.
I have seen boys shot,
folks ground up
in metal and glass,
I even went to help out
when my brother-in law
died in his his sleep.
His head resting on his arm
as if he was simply snoozing
but his bottom half of his
body was almost black from
the blood pooled beneath him.
All this after a huge
fight with my sister
and a storming off to bed.
no dawn for him and no
apologies nor even the
chance to make amends.
Just total oblivion here on
what once was his realm
into the kingdom of death.
His death still haunts her.
I have even removed
a pack of camels
from a man who went
out for a smoke break
and then collapsed on
his way back to work.
We beat on his chest
for what seemed like
forever and gave him
mouth to mouth
but he was beyond
the kiss of life.
He had spent his last night
the evening before and never
knew it would all go up
in smoke the very next day.
Oh, I have lived this
same scenario
four times where I tried
to bring back another
that death had selected.
I saved two and lost two.
it's the ones I lost
that prompt this write....
This rite of passage.
I have beaten death
myself several times
but he is not mocked.
he'll be beating on
my flesh soon.
So what would you do
if it was your last night?
would you kiss your spouse
before they went to sleep?
kiss your kids and tell them
that you love them??
shouldn’t we all be doing that
anyway nightly?
There's a grave
near my house
that holds the last
words of a man
who went out one night
to get some milk,
and never came home.
his grave simply says,
"I'll see you later."
Would he have said more
if he had only known?
Perhaps he will see them
later, much later but he was
taken for granite and that's
all that's left above him.
Are there secrets
tucked away somewhere
that you haven't gotten
around to getting rid of?
They will be found,
if you die tonight.
Porn under your mattress?
Another lover somewhere
who might just tattle when
you are no longer lovable?
Unpaid bills, taxes due or
a cancelled insurance policy.
There is a lot to be said for
getting your affairs in order,
but what if you don’t get that
chance. What are you leaving
your loved ones behind with?
Is your heart right with God?
Are you in good standing
or at least making an effort
to be on his list of those he
will call home if death takes your
earthly houses away?
We stop praying
"Now I lay me down to sleep,"
when we are still kids,
but maybe tonight
you just might fall on your
knees and rehash that
old poem.
There are a million
ways to go,
and your ticket's
already been punched
with the date and time
death just has to get you
on board but it's usually
a back board.
Oh, and don't bother packing
you won't be taking
anything with you.
All of your possessions
and money will be tallied
and parceled out according
to your wishes but only if
you have a will. Oops, got you
on that one.
Maybe that’s why it might make
sense to spend it now while you
can still enjoy all of the fruits
of your labors.
And what about your organs?
I know of a two year old
who needs a kidney,
and there's a whole lot of people
who are dying for a heart,
you going to let yours rot?
or live on in another
hopeful, persons body?
Would you let a Huge cut of
prime rib spoil and rot in a
refrigerator drawer when it
could feed and nourish some
one else? Some poor cow
already died for it, so why
not share your useable organs?
You won’t be needing them.
Give the gift of life as you die.
Don't close your eyes
and think about this
without thinking
about your corneas
which a blind person
could really use.
Do consider all those
who died because there
wasn’t enough hearts,
livers, kidneys and lungs
to transplant theirs and
save them. Talk about
earning brownie points just
before you meet your maker.
Are your underwear clean?
it won't matter,
your bowels let
loose when you die,
you also take a leak,
so whatever you
are wearing is fine.
Did you take your pills?
a lot of people don't,
and it's just killing them.
Have you been putting off
that doctors appointment
over that nagging pain
in your chest, your back,
your legs, wherever??
Pain is a warning sign,
don't just mask it,
expose it for what it really is.
Most of the time it's nothing.
but death hates
those early symptoms.
They drive a lot of folks to
seek help depriving him of
an early demise.
He likes to surprise you,
he does it a lot,
he's doing it right now
all over the world,
times thousands
who are spending
tonight as their last.
Are you in his
rol-a-dex of death?
does he have your number?
Go ahead and have
that extra piece of pie.
it won't matter if it's your last,
and it will taste sooooo good.
Make that decision
you've been putting off,
Tell your spouse or lover
you are dying to have sex,
lest you die before you do.
Settle any old fights or
arguments. Call them now
or sooner, now would be
better, before they pay you
a last call
just tell them you had
a premonition and you didn't
want it to come true,
without making things right.
Make a list of all
that you'd like to do,
and get it done.
It might be tomorrow
night or next month
or whenever, but live
like each night
will be your last
and then you will
be truly living.
whether death
comes or not.
“Knock Knock....
who's there?
tomorrow morning...
tomorrow mourning who??
tomorrow morning
they'll be mourning you."
Are you having fun??
Have you got
something better to do
than read this poem?
Then leave me a comment,
so that I can die happy
and so that I won't
think of you as rude.
but if you die before you do,
and than go enjoy the great
beyond and do something
you've always wanted to.
That's where I'm headed.
sermons over, I am preaching
to the choir so I’ll
see ya, on the flip side.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
What if tonight was
your last night ever,
wrapped in that shroud
of your sheets and blankets.
Never suspecting that
death is a fickle son of a hitch
he puts a big one in
a lot of folks plans.
He doesn't care much
if your young, old, pretty, rich
or healthy as a horse,
before the glue factory,.
He just snatches
all you have left
and you wind up
naked on a cold slab
in some morgue drawer
just east of your fondest dreams.
I know this is true,
I have seen death's calling card
dropped far too often.
I have even stood there
when he came to collect.
I have seen boys shot,
folks ground up
in metal and glass,
I even went to help out
when my brother-in law
died in his his sleep.
His head resting on his arm
as if he was simply snoozing
but his body was almost black from
the blood pooled beneath him.
All this after a huge
fight with my sister
and a storming off to bed.
no dawn for him ....no apologies
nor even the chance to
just oblivion on this earth.
His death still haunts her.
I have even removed
a pack of camels
from a man who went
out for a smoke break
and then collapsed on
his way back to work.
We beat on his chest
for what seemed like forever
and gave him mouth to mouth
but he was beyond the kiss of life.
He had spent his last night
the night before and never knew.
Oh, I have lived this
same scenario
four times where I tried to bring back
another that death had selected.
I saved two and lost two.
it's the ones I lost
that prompt this write....
This rite of passage.
I have beaten death
myself several times
but he is not mocked.
he'll be beating on
my flesh soon.
So what would You do
if it was your last night,
did you kiss your spouse
before they went to sleep,
kiss your kids
and tell them that you love them??
There's a grave
near my house
that holds the last
words of a man
who went out one night
to get some milk,
and never came home.
his grave simply says,
"I'll see you later."
Would he have said more
if he had only known?
Perhaps he will see them later,
................much later,
but he has been taken for granite
and that's all that's left above him.
Are there secrets
tucked away somewhere
that you haven't gotten
around to getting rid of?
They will be found,
if you die tonight.
Is your heart right with God?
Are you in good standing
or at least making an effort to be
on his list of those he will call home
if death takes your earthly home away?
We stop praying
"Now I lay me down to sleep,"
when we are still kids,
but maybe tonight
you just might fall on your knees
and rehash that old poem.
There are a million ways to go,
and your ticket's
already been punched
with the date and time
death just has to get you on board.
but it's usually a back board.
Oh, and don't bother packing
you won't be taking anything with you.
All of your possessions and money
will be tallied and parceled out
according to your wishes
but only if you have a will.
oops, got you on that one.
And what about your organs?
I know of a two year old
who needs a kidney,
and there's a whole lot of people
who are dying for a heart,
you gonna let yours rot?
or live on in another
hopeful persons body?
Don't close your eyes
and think about this
without thinking
about your corneas
which a blind person
could really use.
Are your underwear clean?
it won't matter,
your bowels let
loose when you die,
you also take a leak,
so whatever you
are wearing is fine.
Did you take your pills?
a lot of people don't,
and it's just killing them.
Have you been putting off
that doctors appointment
over that nagging pain
in your chest, your back,
your legs, wherever??
Pain is a warning sign,
don't just mask it,
expose it for what it really is....
most of the time it's nothing.
but death hates
those early symptoms.
He likes to surprise you,
he does it a lot,
he's doing it right now
all over the world,
times thousands
who are spending
tonight as their last.
Are you in his
rol-a-dex of death?
does he have your number?
Go ahead and have
that extra piece of pie.
it won't matter if it's your last,
and it will taste sooooo good.
Make that decision
you've been putting off,
Tell your spouse or lover
you are dying to have sex,
lest you die before you do.
Settle any old fights or arguments
call them now or sooner,
now would be better,
just tell them you had a premonition
and you didn't want it to come true,
without making things right.
Make a list of all
that you'd like to do,
and get it done.
It might be tomorrow
night or next month
or whenever, but live
like each night
will be your last
and then you will
be truly living.
whether death
comes or not.
Knock Knock....
who's there?
tomorrow morning...
tomorrow mourning who??
tomorrow morning
they'll be mourning you."
Are you having fun??
Have you got
something better to do
than read this poem?
Then leave me a comment,
so that I can die happy
and so that I won't think you rude
if you die before you do,
and than go do something
you've always wanted to.
That's where I'm headed.
see ya on the flip side.
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
© 2010 Matthew Frederick Blowers III