When nothing is everything

Looking at a broken glass
Thinking how long this feeling would last
Hoping one day I will hear your voice
It pains me to realize this was my choice

Looking at the falling leaves
Wondering how long shall I grieve
Hoping one day I will see your smile
It hurts to see you're not by my side

Missing someone like you is a battle
Knowing you don't love me anymore makes it even harder
Love this cold makes me quiver
Loving alone makes life so bitter

Heavens cried when I lost hope in fighting
This world's challenges and poisonous sting
In my desperation I found myself thinking
I need to stand up and learn to start a new beginning

Oh how I fell for a woman so dear
She makes me happy every time she is near
But heaven forbid me for loving her
Because I'm a woman as well and we can't be together

Loving God is hard but sweet
Lord help me control this fast heart beat
Please, if I meet love in this lifetime
I pray God you would guide me find the right man in time.

Sometimes you have to start again
Go back from where you began
You have to find your soul
To know your self more

The reward will be great
Once you meet your faith
Nothing can compare to a woman who broke the chains
Of nothingness to everything she can be because of pain

IreneTabangay