YOU ARE NOT ORDINARY.
There are times when I just sit back and just pray that you live long. Because there's nothing that I can do to ever express how thankful I am .
. Not even words can express important you are to me.
You completely changed me the moment you walked into my life.
I can't tell why I can't be mad at you for more than half a minute. I can't tell why am always missing you all the time. I don't know how you just keep me smiling all the time. I don't know ....
.. I can't explain it either.
I don't remember how we met . .
At times I forget my reasons to live, and I'll just remember that I have to make you proud someday. Other times I'll be so close to giving up and somehow you still keep me going.. Other times I'll work myself out thinking of what I have lost and somehow you still help me to my feet...
And you know sometimes I just think you are heaven sent.
Sometimes I actually think you are an actual fairy. Cause you seem to be doing my godmothers' job quit well.
And I can't say thank you enough. I don't have the words to say, I don't even know what to say. You are just a blessing I never get tired of counting. You are a reason I actually wanna see tomorrow. You are the reason an not broken just yet, the reason an still sane. You are the reason my hope is still intact.
Am sorry for being stubborn most times and am not promising that I won't be in the future.
You are more than friend. You are more than just family.
I want you to know that I'll always find my way back to you should I stray. I'll always remember you even when I dont know who I am. I'll always treasure and love you even if it might not seem like it most of the time.
I want you to know that a big portion of my heart is yours.
I want you to know you are not ordinary to me.
I want you to know...
You are special.
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