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You Are All I Ever Wanted.

Updated on May 22, 2019

You probably getting used to me saying sorry almost everytime.
At some point it might seem like am even toying around with you, maybe even treating you like a "by the way "..
And I hate that about me.
..
I don't like how messed up and selfish I could be at times.
I know that am easily distracted and tend to somehow forget what really matters.
I know sometimes you don't even wanna look at me leave alone text or talk to me.
And yes I know I screwed up , just because of some few insecurities in my head.
..
I don't like how I make you feel at times.
I don't like the person I am to you at times.

Am literally tired of saying sorry because am scared that someday sorry won't be enough .
Am scared that one day you'll just not be there to take me back.
.
Saying sorry right now doesn't even feel right.
I just realized that am a wreck when you are not around.
Am so alone in a way that I can't even describe.
Am so distracted without you.
And I hate it when you cry because of things I do.
.
Deep down you are everything I ever dreamed of.
I know it might seem like am trying to win you back, which is what am doing really.
I can't think of a future without you.
I can't think of me without you.
.. I can't see me without you.
From my heart, my soul, my everything ... You are all I want.
..
Have probably said many times, but I dearly and truly love you in a way I find hard to express.
.. You complete me in a way that makes my heart smile everyday.

... And have set my priorities straight, believe me when I say:
All I want is you.
.
Inkmade ™

© 2019 Amani Utembu

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    • Amani Utembu profile imageAUTHOR

      Amani Utembu 

      10 months ago from Nairobi -Kenya

      Thank you Brenda...

    • Brenda Arledge profile image

      BRENDA ARLEDGE 

      10 months ago from Washington Court House

      Lovely and heartfelt piece of work.

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