Your Ecstasy
I wanted your ecstacy
So bad
I wanted it everyday
Everynight
You drew me near
I lost control
My love for you
Was suspended
By the strings
That held me
In mid air
It was a steady silence
That kept me there
Waiting
Waiting
Waiting
For you
Until I was driven insane
Couldn't take it any longer
The flesh of madness
Grounded up and beat up
Into nothing
Leaving me lost
In this dark hole
That you have left me in
My heart screamed out
NO
But you kept on
Until the madness was gone
Leaving me
Sinking into the ground
Farther and farther
Down
You left me to
Fend for myself
Take care of myself
Abandoned
In a prison
Behind these walls
I wait
For the sunshine
To come
It never does
The rain pours in
Covering me with
It's slick wetness
I hope it will wash away
What you left behind
Even the rain can't wash
Away the pain that you
Have dug deep inside me
An unborn child
That can never be born
I wanted you to take it away
You never came
You only stayed away
