We all have trouble, its just a part of life;
Hanging by threads and searching for light.
Yearning for happiness, to feel secure,
I only want love but nothing is here.
Seeing other couples, walking hand in hand;
Loneliness engulfs me, defines that which I am.
One day I want to find what seems so elusive.
Vexations all I get, regardless what I give.
Every morning, every night my mind is locked in prayer.
Still the sun sets with no one to share my fears.
Once again I lay my head in this cold and empty bed,
Dying internally with these thoughts inside my head.
A smoke a mirrors world, ready to deceive.
My heart is but a pawn that wants to be a king.
Never nearer to that goal no matter how I strive,
How do I succeed when it feels my soul has died?
Are my drams to be fulfilled or be always chased,
Repeating all the years, the lifetime of waste?
Do I not try to spread the laughter and smiles,
To make others happy, comfort them in trials?
Only just once would someone please save me?
See that I am broken and on my hands and knees?
Even in the sunlight the raindrops keep on falling.
Even as I pen this I feel my dreams withdrawing.
June 30, 2012
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