I Wish I Have a Boy...

I wish I have a boy
who calls almost every hour
just to say he loves me...

a boy who desperately hugs me
every time we fight...

who holds my hand and clasp it tightly
but gently...

he stares at me as if I’m gonna disappear...
and he'll sing me a song though he may sound
out of tune…

a boy who pulls me in the rain

to dance with him…

Lastly, a boy who would pull me back in his arms

after I’ve pushed him away

It’s been a year now since I’ve pushed him away. I don’t know how I did that, never thought I could either. But it ain’t matter no more because I did. And he never showed up since then. No phone calls, no messages, no coming back. I never tried reaching for him. Maybe it’s what it’s supposed to be…

He knew I needed a break. I loved him, but three years with him made me forget about myself. It was like my world just revolved around him. There were no surprises and twists anymore. Everyday just passed by perfectly. Maybe that’s the problem with me, I’ve missed the unusual stuffs, the unknown… I felt the urge to escape.

I had explored my world again, did my passion and discover another more.

Life is beautiful. But I miss having a boy…who calls almost every hour…a boy who pulls me in the rain…I wish he would pull me back every time I push him away.

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