If I were to die today, my consequence would be clear and I would have no fear.
We all have free will.
No I am not suicidal, just have a clear mind.
I know how I walk in my life and what I do with my life.
I do plan to LIVE as long as I can on this planet.
But the thing I am not afraid of is "dying".
Now I know this is social media and people might take this the wrong way, but it is NOT to be taken in any bad way as I speak.
People may live their lives the way they want.
Women may sleep around to get the things they want and do what they want it is their decision.
People use people to get things in life.
I know I may not have much, but if I was to die with nothing much today, I know I can die with a smile on my face because I know I would have truly lived the life I want.
So I am not afraid to die.
I know that I live the life I have always wanted to live.
I don't mind working for things, because it cleanses my soul because I know I actually worked for things in my life.
I know that I am fully a capable human being and a woman that can achieve the things I have always wanted to do.
People are afraid to die and I can not say why some people are.
I know that when the end is the end that is it and I know there is something afterwards.
Not everybody is going to believe in things I believe and you know what, that's ok.
I knew ever since I was little, one thing was for sure is, I am not afraid of dying.
Once again, this has nothing to do with suicide and yes I must state that, because this is social media and people might get the wrong idea because this is not what I am writing about.
What I am talking about is, I live with a "clear consequence" and don't feel guilty with anything i have ever done in my life.
I am very lucky though and as corny as this may sound, I do see the "light".
The way I make my way in this world is by hard work and it is very freeing for my soul.
I know there are very easy ways to do things in life, but I have much more satisfaction living my life the way I did.
If you think about it, when we all die, you can not take anything with you, and actually you can't even take your body with you because it really is only a shell right?
Even to be the richest person in the world, when your time comes and you have all the money and the best house and best car and best clothing none of that is going to go with you.
Yes, maybe it is nice to live in a lap of luxury and have things handed to you and am I going to say that isn't nice but it is the truth.
The thing is I embrace the fact that I will only be here on the planet for so long in the form I am in and I know the day will come when I will be set free and not by my own doing.
I just feel that I am set free by embracing what I embrace and not scared to believe there is something after this world.
I just believe that after this world, there is no pain and no hurt and there is something beautiful beyond this earth.
Now once, I repeat this is social media and I am in no way trying to push my belief upon others, it is something that I believe inside of my heart and soul.
I think in believing what I belief with the beyond, once again if I was ever to die today, I would not feel guilty with anything in my life and would be ready for that day when I am no longer of this world.
So each day I live to my best ability and when I can get chances to do things I always wanted to do in life, I am just going to go for it.
There is two magical words I like to keep in my mind.."FREE WILL".
When we choose to do certain things in our lives to do, our paths we were given free will to do it.
II know this is a good way to think because thinking of those two words has helped to enlighten my own progress in my own path in life.
When we make bad decisions, it just teaches us lessons and then we can learn from them and just move on.
We do have the freedom to decide what we want to do with our lives and if some people are unhappy with their lives, most of the time it is their own doing because they don't understand about free will and knowing that they can choose to be "happy".
Some people have to keep filling their with "things" because they can not go a moment without being happy for just being happy.
The best kind of happiness comes from within one's self and being happy for no reason at all.
I guess the best way to describe that type of happiness is a feeling like you are "glowing" and on top of the world, like your flying and you just feel good.
That is the best way I can describe that feeling.
The reason I know that type of happiness is because most of the time I am happy for no reason at all and that is the best feeling.
Someone once told me to go be with yourself and discover yourself and be "alone" and get to know yourself.
That was the best advice I was ever given.
I have such a freeing from within myself which I could explain but actually there are no words at all.
I think having this freeing feeling was such a beautiful wonderful gift I wish I could pass on to other people.
Life is so very, very precious and we can only rely on here and now, because this is what we have, the here and now.
I am very thankful for today because today is really all that we have, so embrace it and enjoy.