I Need Prayer Warriors

Romans 15:30

I urge you, brothers, by our Lord Jesus Christ and by the love of the Spirit, to join me in my struggle by praying to God for me.

Oh how I need your prayers. I love to write, it helps me to vent, it helps me to help others that are going through the same things I've been through or am going through. Right now I feel so overwhelmed. I have stayed in chronic pain for years, I feel I'm addicted to the narcotic drugs. I have problems and we all have them. I have heard that the closer we are to God the more Satan will attack us. I am so concerned for my daughter she is trying to get her son back and the dad has him, he is being so mean, he knows we can't afford a lawyer, we have tried legal aid of all kinds and nothing seems to help. We have contact social services, free consultations, friend of the court, and so many others.

All my daughter did was drop the child off to the dad so she could work, well she lost that job..now he won't give her son back..he got papers from a lawyer that says she can't take the child over 100 miles away as she visits him, this hurts because he lives in Michigan and we are in Ohio. She had to move back here because she was homeless. She was born in Michigan and we moved to ohio in 2005. I just don't understand why this is happening, she is not a unfit mom.

Also I am caregiver to my 70 year old mother, she has alzteimers and this is overwhelming for me, she is hard to get along with..she lives with me to..I'm trying to hold my marriage together and deal with alot of things within me. I know God has answered so many of my prayers and I feel I have failed Him somewhere down the road. I 'm sorry I'm letting this all out on here but where there are prayer warriors there I am, because I need all the prayer you have to offer. I stay sad but have to put on that happy face, I am dieing inside I think sometimes..Sometimes we let the trials of life get the best of us, but I feel that God has a plan for all this and the hard part is waiting.

In His time He will give me the answers I'm looking for. At times you may see a poem on here that is me venting, that is me crying. I yearn to run but I have to stay, I can't hide but I want to..thank you for reading..please pray for me..pray for my mental state, I feel so so tired..

Love BettyB