When I was a young[er] man some of us wore t-shirts or jewelry with the letters "PBPGIFWMY" meaning Please Be Patient God Isn't Finished With Me Yet.
Saul of Tarsus - the apostle Paul - was spiritually gifted from the beginning. He had been a Pharisee, one of the leaders of the Jews. Jesus threw him off a horse, blinded him, had him baptized, and sent him off into the wilderness to be schooled. He had to learn as he went.
He is one of the greatest Christian scholars of all time. Be patient, listen - really listen - to what God is telling you. Call out to the Holy Spirit to indwell you with knowledge.
Nobody jumps on a bicycle and just rides off the very first time. They literally learn "as [they] go"
Blessings, Peace, Shalom
~ Wayne ~
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