These two questions are not to pry. They are creative asking questions. Just to move away from the solidness of life and to invent/imagin for a moment. I know my imagination needs exercising. In other words if you could do or have all, and those plans fell through, what could your fall back plan B be?
My Plan B would be to take myself off to my favourite lake. Grabbing a simple cafe latte and meandering the shoreline being nurtured and hugged by the trees and the shade they give Loving, seeing and hearing all the kids and their pet dogs going on their walks, too. Love the smell of the water and its shorelined seaweed. Love, love this walk. Love the peace and gentleness I feel while I'm there.
@threekeys -- Ah, ha! Now I understand. Thank you. The only thought that I could share is for both of us to Design a Plan B, First, to eliminate the fear and hectic energy that involves seeing our plans go up in smoke.