Last one to post is the Winner! (redux)

1. 69

   Beth100posted 15 years ago

   I'm here, I'm gone, Maybe I'll be back...at last last  *sigh*

   replyreport
   1. 63

      Gemsongposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      *pats Beth on the head* Don't worry. It be otay.

      replyreport
      1. 69

         Beth100posted 15 years agoin reply to this

         Thanks Gemsong.    How's it going 4 u?

         replyreport
         1. 63

            Gemsongposted 15 years agoin reply to this

            So so. Time for this old lady to go to bed early on a saturday night. That's so sad, isn't it.

            replyreport
2. 0

   Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

   heya beth

   replyreport
3. 69

   Beth100posted 15 years ago

   Hiya Crazd!  Thanks for the mention in the Thank You thread by KCC.  Put a smile in my heart tonight.  How are you doing?

   replyreport
4. 0

   Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

   you are so very welcome and it's true you should be in that list!
   doing all right...just dealing with the ups and downs of losing my Papa (grandpa)

   replyreport
   1. 0

      B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      btw: you did not really lose him, just his body his soul was in, he is still with you and will always be :)not that what I said helps much in such a sad time..just remember, wherever you are he will be too...

      replyreport
      1. 0

         Crazdwriterposted 15 years agoin reply to this

         this is very true...of course i know i am gross and weird but it kinda creeps me out too because now he can watch over me...hello creepy right there if ya know what I mean?

         replyreport
         1. 0

            B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

            oh my dear, do not be creeped out by pappa, he just wants to be with you out of love and to be there when you need him...I wish I could enlighten you more right now, I will send you something soon that might help take away the creepy and make yu feel good and warm about pappa still being with you

            replyreport
5. 69

   Beth100posted 15 years ago

   Ya know Crazd, I'm here for you.  Just a click away...  ((HUGS))

   replyreport
6. 69

   Beth100posted 15 years ago

   Last for now...g'night!

   replyreport
7. 0

   Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

   thanks Beth have sweet dreams!

   replyreport
8. 0

   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   yes good night and blessings to you beth, sorry I got into something and did not say hello

   replyreport
9. 0

   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   and you are NOT gross or weird for finding or feeling creepy about this, it is just something you are not enlightened enough about to understand fully yet.

   replyreport
10. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    No the part I think about being creepy his him watching me ...I jjust hope he turns away when I go to the bathroom and stuff like that...that thought always creeped me out when ppl talked about people watching you from Heaven

    replyreport
11. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    my body has died 2 times and I remeber what my soul saw and did during the few minutes my body seized to thrive before the surgeons brought me back..
    
    I will have to enlighten you about this also, it really is not scary..now who is the one who people are going to think is creepy or gross..me, but I do not care if I can help someone by enlightening them on the subject

    replyreport
12. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    oh hun, he is not gonna watch you have sex, go to the bathroom, or anything like that..hje has stuff to o too..he will know when he is needed and those are the times he will be by your side, not at the times when he is not needed, he understands that...only the body seized to thrive, he did not.he still has many things to do like he did before the body he was in gave out.

    replyreport
13. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    thansk B.C. that does send some relief in me...even when I was a kid that creeped me out lol..sad I know but that is just how I am...

    replyreport
14. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I will try to help you anyway I can, even if I get put on the strangest, most hated by right wing hardcores on hubpages list..
    
    It makes me feel better knowing I might be able to provide some solice and Peace in such a troubling time you have had to take on.

    replyreport
15. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    eh I say screw 'em if they get all offended by what you have to say. I wanna hear it and that is all that matters

    replyreport
    1. 0

       B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       thank you, and if they want to condem me for it, then they are not really spiritual people because "God" does not judge others, so who are they to judge me?

       replyreport
16. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    Exactly B.C.! you hit that one perfectly

    replyreport
17. 60

    Hookahposted 15 years ago

    Well said BC!
    
    Oh, this has been an uphill battle. X.x I have been trying to catch up on my reading hubs here.

    replyreport
18. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    I'll never catch up

    replyreport
    1. 60

       Hookahposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       I hear ya, it feels like I'll never be able to.

       replyreport
       1. 0

          Crazdwriterposted 15 years agoin reply to this

          yep ppl keep writing I can't read THAT fast!

          replyreport
          1. 60

             Hookahposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             yes~ I feel like that old man in the old segment of twilight zone... where he is surrounded with books... but he steps on his only pair of reading glasses. The spirit is willing but the eyes need rest.

             replyreport
             1. 0

                Crazdwriterposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                OOOO I remember that one too. I LOVE the twilight zone!

                replyreport
                1. 60

                   Hookahposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                   The old classics of twilight zone were great! And far creepier than the new ones of today.

                   replyreport
19. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I think Im gonna have to write one tomarrow to continue on to help Crazd.

    replyreport
    1. 0

       Crazdwriterposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       ooooo what will it be on? on what we talked about earlier and what creeps me out?

       replyreport
       1. 0

          B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

          yes dear, it will..and if I am judged because of it..oh well, those who judge like that are the people who are hippocrites..they go to church and think that will get them into heaven, when they doo the opposite of what "god" wants as soon as they leave,,
          
          
          so I will write the hub so you can better understand and lose the creepy aspect of it

          replyreport
20. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    I know right? what is up with the new ones? ooo another good one was The Dark Side...

    replyreport
21. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    thank you B.C. you are the best!!!!

    replyreport
22. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    oh no, I am no where near the best, I just do what I can to help good people with what I can...and you , my friend are a good person who just needs a little bit of enlightenment.

    replyreport
23. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    this will also help you embrace and enjoy the times pappa comes to visit, so you can get the most quality time when he is with you

    replyreport
24. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    ooo that will be nice when he does come to visit. My nana and tata who also have passed don't visit much. Though I am thinking that they will visit again at the funeral.

    replyreport
25. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    hun, maybe they have and you just have not realized it..maybe after what I tell you and enlighten you with, it will make you more openly aware and accept that they are there...the first step is understanding, then comes opening and awareness and total acceptance..
    
    don't fret, I will explain it all in very much detail

    replyreport
26. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    thanks B.C. that would be great. I would love to notice when they are visiting me

    replyreport
27. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    no problem, and their souls will be in rejoyce knowing that you acknowledge they are spending time with you

    replyreport
28. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    that'll be totally great

    replyreport
29. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I really hope it is and I am always glad to help you, I may not have much materialwise anymore, and my body may be braking down, bt I have  my knowledge of things that many do not ubderstand ( and many on hubpages believe is blasphemy and dont want  to understand )..what they do not get is I belive in all religions and incorporate god with mother earth and nature..and I know of things from experiences, not just readings from a book that know one knows who wrote it and when....
    
    I just hope I can help you so you can get the most out of pappas visits

    replyreport
30. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    me too I would love to just sit here and have him sit next to me like it use to be. We had those great times when words were not needed and we just enjoyed each other's company. So peaceful and so nice.

    replyreport
31. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I can promise you that you will have those times again to enjoy, he may not directly speak, but you will , how can I explain this, know what he is saying by your subconcious, he will communicate with ou when he knows you are open and ready for it

    replyreport
32. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    will I hear his voice more in my head?

    replyreport
33. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    you could..I will have to explain, alot depends on how open, ready, and willing to accept him with you as a soul ...not a soul in a body

    replyreport
34. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    many souls simply will communicate by putting a thought in your head or replaying a memory

    replyreport
35. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    most will only do what they can for you to hear their voice if you are in danger or to warn you of something

    replyreport
36. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    Oh I am very open to hearing them. My Papa, my Nana, my Tata...oh how I would love to hear any of their voices again. I miss it so much.
    
    And I have another question B.C. because I know that animals are sensitive to spirits...will they know when one of my relatives are here with me?

    replyreport
37. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    yes, your animals absolutly will..and it souds weird, but believe me when I say this please, souls will enter an animal that is close to you if another persons soul is not in it and use it as a permanent body untill the animals body passes and it needs to find another...yes, it sounds way out there, but many animals are really hold the souls of people who were close to us and sometimes it is how we come to open our homes to a new pet even.
    
    Ninja, the abused black kitten that showed up at my home, came in and knew where everything was without that animal being in my home before..we do not know where it came from but it came shortly after My daughters fathers mom ( her grandma ) passed away from cancer...Ninja stays with my daughter and her father mostly, even though she occassionally rests with me.
    
    Ninja chose us, we did not choose her.She will come when you call out my daughters grandmas name , not just the pet cats name, and will not come to you if you say any other name

    replyreport
38. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    animals will let you know when someone is visiting or they will allow that persons soul to become part of them for the time being.
    It is up to the spirit of the person if they choose to be the animal or sometimes use the animal as a medium between you and the spirit

    replyreport
39. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Do not be afraid, it is perfectly normal and I will present some proof for you, please keep your mind open to this possibility

    replyreport
40. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    Ah yes I have read many stories about how a soul of one loved one coming back as an animal. I do nott hink that any of my kitties are any of my loved ones though....
    
    and I do hope they will let me know when any of my relatives come to visit.

    replyreport
41. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    Oh trust me B.C. I am very interested in the paranormal and parapsychology and do believe in everything that you have told me. I do keep an open mind about all of it. And no I am not afraid either...even when I had a spirit take over my dreams once..oooo that scared me but wanted me to learn more and experience more too

    replyreport
42. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Nana and Tata may allready be settled in the kitties, this may be why you have not sensed their visit..they may already be with you

    replyreport
43. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    no couldn't be either of my girl cats because Nana visited me in Hawaii as a huge dark moth. and Tata I have felt twice at his funeral 6 years ago and at my Nana's funeral almost 1 year ago. And Tiger I don't think is one of my relatives...

    replyreport
44. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Very interesting, yes it is common to have a spirit visit as a moth , butterfly or bird....I am very glad you have shared this, it means you are ready with an open mind to hear what I am going to tell you about good warm souls and spirits..
    
    however, I will not elaborate on what dark souls become or where they are trapped..remember what I helpedd banish that materialized in the photo that followed my friend for over 20 years and ruined every relationship she ever had....I will speak of all that another time, this hub will be happy and enlightening on your spiritual visitors because they were all of good heart and nature, I know this without having to have ever met them

    replyreport
45. 60

    Hookahposted 15 years ago

    Night BC and CW sweet dreams to both.

    replyreport
46. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    Night hookah have sweet dreams too chica!

    replyreport
47. 58

    dingdongposted 15 years ago

    Ding Dong Rings...

    replyreport
48. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    I never knew that spirits came in the form of a moth until one of the girls I had worked with told em about it since I had seen a moth hanging around the school where we worked. And that is when she told me. I thought it was very interesting and then the day right after my Nana passed away, I went outside and sitting on the window right beside our measter bedroom was the moth and it stayed there for a good four or so hours. it was great! I knew it had to be Nana saying good bye since I was on Hawaii when she passed and she knew I couldn't make it out there to say good bye to her in person.
    
    
    And yea I think I had met a spirit who isn't too happy with her situation...so she takes it out on the tourists who stay at the Queen Mary...ever heard of it B.C.?

    replyreport
49. 0

    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Please do not think Im crazy, but I can pick up many things about people and people associated with them sometimes simply by talking to them and then thinking about them..words, things that had meaning to them, etc...lol...I have a lady in Pennsylvania who calls me because she was a mail order customer I called her with a warning, i saw her before I even knew I was going to see her when I suddenly went into a complete black out..and everything I told her happened exactly as I told her..and that friend of mine no longer has the evil dark soul demonic thing stuck to her..I can pick up what she is thinking and about to say before she says it and can telll her what not to do when she is going somewhere if something is about to happen...I do not know how I got this ability and I have not mastered its full potential yet, but I will..lol...
    
    
    if I have to for you , dear Crazd 
    
    
    I have known I could do this for many years, even as a kid, yet never told a soul untill my 20's

    replyreport
50. 0

    Crazdwriterposted 15 years ago

    wow I do not think you are crazy but brave. I don't if I could ever deal with having an ability like that. Shoot I'm still getting use to being an empathitic person. you are very strong and I do hope that you can figure out a way to handle this gift better without the blacking out part...

    replyreport