Last one to post is the Winner! (redux)

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   Cagsilposted 15 years ago

   Up you go!

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   wsp2469posted 15 years ago

   Aw dude!  I was looking forward to being next to Kim!

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   Cagsilposted 15 years ago

   Don't worry. I'm pretty sure Kimberly likes you better than me anyways wsp2469.

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   wsp2469posted 15 years ago

   Don't make her choose, dude.  I think Kim just might have that 60s free love/70s love the one you're with attitude.  besides neither one of us is gonna get to Canada anytime soon no doubt

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   motricioposted 15 years ago

   Such a long day,
   Surrendered by strange people

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   hi all ..decent day?

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      motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      Nop

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         B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

         I am very sorry to hear your day was not good..

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            motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

            Yes but yours can make me happy, tell me so I can forget mine

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   I do not know why, but for some reason I was worried about you today wsp?

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      wsp2469posted 15 years agoin reply to this

      because I'm cute and sweet and shy and like girls whose names begin with consonants and have dark hair that isn't short?

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      wsp2469posted 15 years agoin reply to this

      It might be because right now my two oldest kids don't have time for me.  it all hinges on my daughter's schedule actually since I am not listed on my oldest sons birth certificate.  Anyway, I have not seen either one of them since September because my daughter calls the shots n she is often too busy--which is okay--but he also has an attitude now thanx to her mother talking shit about me to her over the years.
      so i e-mailed n texted n finally her mom said sorry the kids are busy. i simply texted back merry christmas n love to the kids i dont send cash through the mail n maybe we can get together in jan.  we'll see what happens.
      Least i have my youngest son with me and others who care about me
      anyway the point is--are YOU all better?

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   Today was good for me because I saw my younger cousin, who had some issues ( see we were adopted by our grandparents, 3 of us cousins, because both our moms were single moms who were not good at being single moms )and has been in prison, then a half -way house for a year..today was his first day of freedom..we hugged, he is better, and I cried , cried, and even cried more..but it was happy

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   So I got both my adopted siblings again ( its all thats left of my blood family besides my daughter..)
   
   
   I wish I could live this day over  many times..he will never drive again, but I know where he lives ( no phone ) and plan on going to visit after chemo on weds.

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      motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      Great for you, I couldn't travel to my hometown, trapped in this cold city with a bunch of people. Disguising my face with a fake smile.
      But tonight i can't sleep.

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         B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

         I am very sorry to hear this, see I do not live in a city, I live in a small town of less than 350 people and the closest Walmart is a half an hour away..lol..
         I did not go to my hometown, but my older sibling/cousin has an old mobile home she lives in ( she does not have much ) but we were all together, about an hour away at her place and we had ham, potatoes, corn caserole , and sweet potato pie..
         
         I can not wait till weds., it seems he got an apartment 15 min from here in a different small town and its on the way to my oncologists..   

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    to me that was better than any material object anyone could buy me or even better than winning the lottery..
    
    he really is a good guy with a heart of gold when it comes to humanity, he just made some dumb choices because of a bottle of whiskey in his hand that he held since the age of 16

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I got something way better than material, both adopted siblings, my daughter, her father, and my neice from my older adopted sister all under one roof..
    
    it just makes money seem very petty

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    motricioposted 15 years ago

    I know you were sick and you got so much troubles due to a doctor,
    Read a forum back a few days ago.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    we would of had you if you could of come..we are a mix-matched patchwork family, so another person to join would of been great

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       motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       Have been so long time without sleeping well
       Fighting against myself.

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          B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

          no sleep?, may I ask why

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             motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             Someone make a mess of my dreams,
             and also broke my heart
             and also misused my money for nothing

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                B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                oh my goodness, that person will get what they deserve back to them , ten-fold, always remember that, you will find your way back to yourself again..I promise

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                   motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                   It has been so hard!

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                      B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                      I truely have been through this..it is not easy, whith time things start to fade away and you will be the one to succeed and move on...just remember, you may not have someone beside you, but you always have us, even though I know it really does not help you much at this moment

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                         motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                         IT DOES!
                         It really means a lot!

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Oh, motricio, another hub please....Feel was beautiful....write another!!! 
    
    ((Hugs)) for you tonight 

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       motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       Thnx very much Beth, really needed one

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          Beth100posted 15 years agoin reply to this

          my pleasure motricio.  You're never alone out here 

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          tantrumposted 15 years agoin reply to this

          HUGHS, HUGS, HUGS, FROM ME TOO  !!

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             tantrumposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             OK I'm off to bed !
             I hope my hugs help as well

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                motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                Yes! Kiss for u,

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Merry Christmas starme77, but you're not the winna tonight

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    nope, try another night

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Heya Tant!  *bows to Princess Tantrumness*

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       tantrumposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       hi Beth !! I'm off to bed. C U tomorrow !

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Good nite Tant!  Sleep tight and c ya 2morrow!

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Express yourself through your writing Motricio.  You do it so well, and it will help you through.  I'm off for the night, so until tomorrow, many, many (((HUGS))))

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       motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       I will Beth, I will

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          Beth100posted 15 years agoin reply to this

          @ Motricio -- This is short, but for you --
          
          The sun begins to rise in the morn'
          Cautiously eyes opening we find
          Newly healed our heart not so torn
          Leaving painful memories behind
          Beginning a new path not so worn
          Sweetness 'n lightness intertwined
          Giving to life like it is newborn
          
          Good night Motricio.  xx

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             motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             Thank you Beth is so beautiful!
             Check I wrote another hub!

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                Beth100posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                I did Motricio...left you a comment.  I waited for you tonight...like I said, you're never alone out here. 

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                   motricioposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                   Thnx Beth, It means so much for me to see that you read my poems.
                   I have to leave to try to sleep. Tomorrow is another day so I can keep fighting, Kiss for u.

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    Cagsilposted 15 years ago

    Good night Beth!

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Good night Cags!  See you in the morn! 

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    hello all.  merry christmas!

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Merry Christmas Steven.

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    merry christmas to you too beth.  hows it going? did you have a great holiday?

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Good.  Still walking off the turkey...or am I walking the turkey?!?    You?

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       lol. just talking to a pretty girl right now.    so did you do anything special for the holidays?

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          Beth100posted 15 years agoin reply to this

          Just the tradional things...except for walking that turkey!  Little exhausted...it's the 26th here already.  Gonna turn in soon.

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             Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

             oh okay.  well i hope you have a great weekend then in case i don't see you.  you be sure to take care okay.

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    To be or not to be

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    @ Motricio -- Don't fight it...embrace it.  Hugs and kisses for you too.  C u 2morrow! xx
    
    @ Steven -- Don't work too late and take some time for the weekend. I'm sorry that you had to work today...that's terrible.  I hope you had some time with your family, at the least.  I'm heading off for la-la land now, so enjoy the rest of your night.  Good night!

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       good night beth.  hey...don't i get a hug and kiss too?  lol.  just kidding. you take care.

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    @ Steven -- Thanks for recommending my hub.  Hugs.  Nite!

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    bumps

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    bump?

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    earnestshubposted 15 years ago

    G'Day bumpers.

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    g'day Earnest!  Long time, no see.  How's ya doing?
    
    Bumper - tag
           - up
           - cars
           - posts
           - bumps
           - rails
           - strips 
    
    :lol
    
    Last post for me tonight!!! (Really, this time. Honestly... )

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       lol.  wb beth, i thought you were leaving.

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    merry christmas to all and to all a goodnight.

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    yo

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    yo

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Yup, I am now!  G'night!

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       if you say so.  (hugs)  goodnight beth.  lol

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    yo

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       yo yo yo!

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    last ... last...last...LAST post for tonight.  Really.  Honestly. 
    
    Don't laugh at me Steven...

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       i won't i promise.  besides, i could never laugh at a pretty girl like yourself anyway. 

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    yo

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Im back..lol..and Steven, you BIG flirt..LMFAO!

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       hi b.c. hows it going?  long time no see.  how was your holiday?

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I got to see my adopted brother and sister ( who , by blood are actually cousins, but Grandma adopted us )..
    
    You big Flirt..hehe

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Steve does not discriminate, he likes all the ladies, all shapes, sizes, and ages

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    lol.  don't tell me your jealous now are you? 

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       B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       Me, I do not get jealous..you are a flirt with all ages and types of women..
       
       can not hide the truth dear...

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          Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

          oh i see.  is it that obvious?  lol.  maybe i should cut back on flirting for a while.  what do you think? 

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             B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             Its VERY OBVIOUS....and I wont get into it but you even flirt with the "older" ones...

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                Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                lol.  i don't know.  i guess i just love the attention too much.  although, i should probably stop it though.

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    Kerry, did you see my earlier responses?
    Are you better now?

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       B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       Im ok dear, and I got some communications done and some people interested, you will need to forward me manuscripts, they do not need edited, I just need the raw work on paper

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          wsp2469posted 15 years agoin reply to this

          Ok.
          The important thing is you're okay now.  (I never knew you were in a wheelchair.  That's funny and I'll be happy to tell you why i say that sometime but not here in a forum, okay?)
          
          You serious?  You want some of my hub writing on paper?

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             B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             I mostly use a cane, but at times I have to use a chair..and yes, I need some rough writing on a starter manuscript to go through me and be forwarded to someone ..I wont say, but you just might get your break again dear

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                wsp2469posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                Well, I'd be happy to write up a few music pieces and send 'em your way if that's all you need.  I could make copies of old feature stories but most are 3000 miles away buried somewhere in my parents' home.
                Look, you don't have to say anything.  I'm flattered every time a pretty lady pays attention to me AND especially my writing.

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       B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       unfortunatly, I was reporting the harrassing emails and did not get to see your responses from earlier..I will have to go back and look , but it probly wont be till I wake up tomarrow dear, I took my morpheine and my 8mg xanax and my 8 mg kolonopin, cause I missed a dose earlier..so I am best at reading your serious writtings to me after I wake from sleep 

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          wsp2469posted 15 years agoin reply to this

          no i just meant here if you saw 'em you're up to date/damn you really need all that medication, huh?
          Maybe you should wait til you worry about me and my writing okay?
          You sure you're okay?

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             B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             I have 17 diagnoses..all in a book I have to keep where ever I go incase anything happens to me..nothing is contagious or communicatable..some is genetic, and some could of been prevented if done properly by my last doctor who screwed some things up in me for life...that a$$hol*

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I give you alot of credit for not discriminating

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    just watch out, some women who are desperaate will stalk you, like the astronaut who wore the diaper to take out the younger woman...lmfao

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       nah, i doubt it. besides, most women tend to avoid me in real life, so im sure once they meet me, they'll be like going the other way.  lol.  (joke) besides, i just flirt on here for fun anyway.  i doubt seriously any girl takes me that seriously when i flirt with them. sure there are some that might, but i won't say names.   however, a part of me is skeptical about that too.  besides its all in good fun anyway.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I did not even have to use the cane till 2002 and I am 33

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    eh, I got busy a missed a dose, so I doubled up..heck my dear, I have 6 narcotics and 4 non -narcotics that are maintence drugs..my body is so tollerant they had to give me medical cocaine when I died on the table , 2 times in 3 minutes cause the ephinephrine did not work, nor did the paddles when I was in my "accident"

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       wsp2469posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       holy sh*t
       wow
       remind me to tell ya about my one friend who has to live in a wheelchair if you ever get depressed.  it's inspirational.
       Good night!
       (Yeah; i coulda done without that image in MY head, too!)

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    so your not a name giver..lol
    
    
    
    ok
    
    
    
    sometimes its best not to give names , just take them

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       lol.  are you saying i should steal people's names?  lol

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    no , silly..
    ever heard the term, oh hows it go, kick butt-take names later....or something of the sort..lol

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       oh okay.  lol.  i get you now.  lol.  is that how you roll?

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