I don't consider you wrong. But there are a few questions you should ask yourself. Can you afford the baby? You should only bring a baby willingly into this world if you can care for him/her. If you cannot care for him/her, then you are not ready or not focused enough to have a baby of your own. That is being irresponcible and foolish. Do you need the father's support? If you do and he does not want a child, the situation will probably go downhill. And if you don't care if he stay's or leaves, then why abort the others? If you are aborting the baby's just because the father doesn't want a child, that is a horrible reason. He should have kept his sperm to himself instead of giving it freely. Even if you keep making yourself pregnant by him, he is the one who gave you the sperm in the first place. But also why abort the baby's if you make yourself pregnant? If you have gone through all that trouble of getting yourself willingly pregnant in the first place, you should not abort. You are purposefully creating life to destroy it. What is the point of that other than creating stress and wasting time and anxiety?