Honey, I wish I had an answer for you! I really don't;( I've been sad and depressed for so long I have no idea how to love myself. I hope you're feeling better, since you wrote this ten months ago...lol...sorry I didn't have Internet. I really wish you the best, message me if u need to talk;) hugs
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