nobody is knocking at my heart. if somebody was doing that i would've been long dead, for the only thing my heart does is pump blood and repeated blows will most likely stop it as i am fragile physically.
a little too literal eh!
it is not me who is disproving your jesus, it is your bible itself and the work of unbiased historians. if it is god then it is my rationality, my functioning brain that disproves and the moment i get a temporal lobe epilepsy or a blow on my frontal lobe i may too think of god, as my functioning brain will be paralyzed..
truth is subjective, so is god too subjective, varies with person?
faithful to what?
hurt? who is hurt? nobody can hurt me unless i allow them to do so(except physically)