Like Relache says, take your time, don't try to run before you can walk and read. I found the late Doreen Valiente's (sadly she passed away in 1999) books very illuminating. Maybe her words can be as useful for you too.
Don't try and get ahead of yourself and know that power attracts, but not always the people you want to attract.
"Eight words..." remember and you can't go far wrong.