Love has changed me, it has brought new meaning to the way I look at things. Yes the world can be full of so many mis fortunes that all you can do is just say, NO MORE WILL I TAKE!
But now the only thing that I can say is that I am changed, I see the beauty once more in things, I see why creating life is art in it self. But that is another long story that I will grace my self with later... My one true love on earth is my family My one ultimate love is GOD, the relationship at times have weakened in both areas, due to disappointment and neglect on my part. But somehow I have got to get a handle on things or else how will it all end up? One day I was walking in the store minding my own business when this man comes out of no where asking me a question that changed my life forever...Literally. He says"Have you seen the ladder?" My reply was no. I did not know it then but I had been choosen to be with this man for the rest of my life. I had seen him before but had never taken the time to really noticed the type of person he was or could be to me. It was not until I truly noticed him and that was when he almost hit my car, although if you let him tell you the story I almost hit his car, funny how we perceive things. At first I just wanted to be his friend because he seemed to be able to carry an intelligent conversation. Intelligence to some women like myself is the most attractive thing a man can have, even far more better than the physical side. You can always make yourself compatible to someone physicall, those are easy changes to make but to be intelligent, really intelligent is truly extrodinary. When I would conversate with him he could see deep down into my soul. He truly understood me and I understood him. We has a lot of things in common but one thing that we had in common that was truly, truly beautiful was the love for our children. I had no idea how a man like him could be so dedicated to his sons. They way he talked just mesmoriezed me. Still to this day he continues to amaze me!
When our lips fist met for the first time it was explosive we were locked in our dance for nine whole minutes, I felt that this was too good to be true. We continued to spend time together I met his sons and he met my son. The three of them seemed someone confused because his children had never seen him with another women and my son knew that I did not spend so much time with another man unless I was serious. My son had seen this before and knew that the last relationship was a disaster, so he had one eye on him at all times.
I was a little scared to jump right in but there came this day when there were words that needed to be spoken three words that I needed to say, so he could know that my feelings where genunie. He called me as well to say that he had something to say. So we met at my house. We both were nervous not knowing what the other person would say to one another but then something happened, We sat on the edge of the bed and I told him that he could go first, he said that I can go first. But I was scared I was nervous really nervous. But I sat next to him on the bed and then I said what I had to say and that of course was I love you! He paused for a moment and then he said that he loved me! I was so happy that he said that, from then on we have been inseperable. Not just me and him but the five of us have been together now and forever. Our boys are now brothers and have been for the past 8 years and my husband and I get to enjoy each others company for the rest of our lives!
