Ahh, Seeker7, I had the same dreams! I really thought I would have a few Academy Awards under my belt by now.
Sometimes I do wish I'd given acting a real chance, because I was actually good at it, and now I'll always wonder how successful I would have been. Would I have been rich and famous?!
But, there's no point in having those kinds of regrets - living in the moment is the only way to find real happiness and contentment with what we have - well, the only way that I know of anyway. And planning for the future, though without stressing about it. Who's to say that I won't win an Academy Award in the future - I'm not finished living yet!