Last one to post is the Winner! (redux)

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   yes, if this dr gets me to myself again, I am coming back to texas, not to stay this time, but for a vacation..I need to visit a few friends I have there, besides u 2, I need to see Vince and his family ( the abbots ) and the Anselmo's )
   
   ps..I sent you another hubmail, something misty already knows Steven

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      Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

      oh okay.  i just got it. i'll be sure to call you sometime.  thanks.

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   please do not bring that up..one of my dearest buddies died on the way to the hospital at a club in Cloumbus he was performing with his nw band with..It still hurts me to the day, i have the original shirt he gave me in 1990 I was wearing that night when that f**ker shot him point blank

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   Its not been washed since his blood is forever soaked into it..and this shirt was when they ere not popular and was a cheap, 2 sided silkscreen promo the band members only had back then

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      mistywildposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      wow, sorry to hear that BC ((hugz))

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   the day before it happened , Vince and darrell came up, 60 miles from the hotel they were at to see me and my kid, whom they were ones of the first to visit her as a baby, we have a very long past together

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   thank you wsp..Im not sure if you meant it or not, but I am very upset now and that night and the day of plays through my head over and over and over now

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      wsp2469posted 15 years agoin reply to this

      sorry but i was referring to the classic CSNY song from decades ago when y'all were talking about OHIO

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         B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

         Ah, the KSU incident..yes , before my time..but I take that to heart too..that should of NEVER HAPPENED!

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   the Abbott brothers were very close to me, well, Vincent is, but to bring that up about darrells death and I was 5 ft away from him..dang..
   
   why do that , why say that

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   Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

   are you okay kerry?

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   His mom gave me one of his razor blade necklaces to be burried with also..it has deep meaning...
   
   Judas priest british steel got him into music, and he gave me one that I lost, he had 5..his mother gave me one ater his death to lock away and keep forever

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   someone said something really uncalled for and it is replaying over and over in my mind now

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      Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

      who?  what did they say?

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      mistywildposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      let it go, there's no reason to relive it over and over, you have enough problems right now, so take a deep breath, hold onto a good memory and let it go.

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    mistywildposted 15 years ago

    wow BC, so sorry to hear this terribly sad story. I have a similar one with my brother in law.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Next Visit to Texas, I will take misty and Steven if he wants to go and meet the Abbott family

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       mistywildposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       I would be honored.

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       sure, i wouldn't mind.  sounds like fun.  when were you coming down?

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    read back a bit, they brough up my friend who was shot and I remember the night, the day of and the day before..those 2 days I will forever cherish..and before the 'show"..we had a bit of fun and he was shot 5 ft away from me

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    mistywildposted 15 years ago

    let it go, there's no reason to relive it over and over, you have enough problems right now, so take a deep breath, hold onto a good memory and let it go.[/

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       mistywildposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       at least that's what I do when I find myself reliving Casey's death.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    There are many so called documentaries out about it, but I am in the real one, if a copy can ever be found again, not too many were made, I have one..mostly given to close friends, and family

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    depends if this dr gets me straight on meds to make me myself again and it will have to be after I get my income tax back, say around may or June

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       mistywildposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       party!!

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I would like to be able to afford May, because my birthday is may 19th..it would be a present..it could be sooner, i could call Vincent and ask if he could bring me down when I get feeling better

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       mistywildposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       I wish you weren't so sick

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    hey b.c., when were you visiting texas?

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       mistywildposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       pay attention may or june. hopefully may cuz that's when her bday is.

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          Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

          oh sorry.  i didn't catch that part.

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             B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             Possibly earlier, if this doc gets me right again on mymeds..Im sure Vincent, my friend, will pay to bring me down for a visit if it is sooner than me saving money to come myself..I ont know till I am better

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                Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                thats cool. i look forward to meeting you finally in real life.  although, i should warn you, im not as charming in real life as i am online okay.  so i hope your not disappointed or anything.

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    mistywildposted 15 years ago

    okay everyone, signing out. gotta finish what I started.

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    mistywildposted 15 years ago

    goodnight all, talk to yall tomorrow.

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       see you later misty.  take care.

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          mistywildposted 15 years agoin reply to this

          will do. Night.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I was special  to his brother, in a sense, I was not his woman, but his ONLY "Diana" if you know what I mean, he would never touch a groupie and was just a good hearted man..he had history, history that was not "shared " with other people, per say

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Night my Sister-Misty, I will still be here for awhile and be here tomarrow..and i will make sure to make an IM name justt for my special people

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    they tried to take that special shirt as evidence, yes..it had blood and a piece of brain tissue on it, but somehow I talked a nice cop into leting me walk away with it 12 hours later,after I was sedated and finally could give a valid statement

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    hun, stuff like that does not dissappoint me, as long as I am better, on the right combo of meds to be myself and we can have fun..it will all be wonderfull

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    you can not see it, but I will forever have either a few stripes of purple or magenta in my hair in his honor..in that picture it was a dark purple highlight..recently, I have been going with magenta, it shows better and wil last 6 months at a time

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    New topic , so when I  fineally go to bed I will be happy, not sullen

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       really?  whys that?

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    lyricsingrayposted 15 years ago

    me.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    get my mind off of Darrell, Im already going to contact Vince when I get this dr crap straight , and he can maybe get me to texas before may...
    
    
    If you read the posts, Darrell, Vincents brother and I were very , very "close"

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       oh i see. he was a pretty lucky guy then for a while.

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          B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

          I have been with 5 guys in my almost 33 yrs of life, but each guy way more than once ..darrell and I had a "special thing", it was a very close friendship that took the meaning "close" as close as it could get for many years..another dark secret Im not afraid to share

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             Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

             i see.  so what happened between you and him though?

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                B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                friends and sometimes lovers..there..I said it

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                   Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                   oh i see.  so i take it you guys are still fairly close, huh?
                   
                   oh by the way, thanks for the promotion.  i just promoted your latest hub for you.  hope you don't mind.

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    lyricsingrayposted 15 years ago

    me.

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       does everything need to be about you? 

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    and Steven left me again

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       nah, i didn't.  im sorry.  i was just thinking about what to say thats all.  sorry to make you worry like that.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    hehe..I just promoted one of your hubs..we have a movie I simply love to watch over and over on a hub you wrote..so I promoted it

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    or Ill say it this way..veryclose friends and when we could we were very close lovers....no DNA test was done, and I will not have it, but my kid is a musical genious, just like he was..so her father is her father, he signed the certificate, but there could be a chance and she will never know

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    now onto something else, Scott is her dad and will awlays be, but they ame up from Texas to see her on the day she was born and always , darrell and family sends birthday and Christmas presents, I also have a safe locked with his first guitar in it for her and a few other special items, when given to her it will be from Uncle Darrell, as she always knew him

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       thats cool.  how old is your daughter though?

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    dear, read my posts in this forum..Darrell was shot 5ft away from me in a small club in columbus ohi with his new band damagepaln on stage, they were just starting the ito to walk , the only song he continued to play from his pantera days..he has been gone for over 6 years now or more..I had nothing but friendship, and still do with his brother...no sharing, and his brother was not my type..when I met darrel in 1990 something we clicked..end of story

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       oh i see.  he must've been a very lucky guy at the time then. 

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I am a good family friend, but its kind of had to be close to a guy whos body is burried in texas

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Chey is 15

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Only child I could ever had, Scott and I tried to give her siblings, But due to cervical caner removal and lupus, I couldnt carry anymore children, and he never has wanted to have another with anyone..
    
    He is her father, said and done..he signed the certificate and she knows no different, he could be..we will never know and I do not want to know
    
    She was born when I was 17

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Only one of 5 I ever "shared" myself, my whole self with...
    
    so Thank You, I think, lol

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       i see.  so what happened with those other guys that caused you to break up with them though if you don't mind me asking?

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    told you I was very picky

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       oh i see.  so i take it a guy like me wouldn't have a shot, huh?

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    1 well, he conned me, 2. it just wasnt meant to be, 3..he was a liar and turned out to be a player..then there is Darrell and Scott..nothing since March, 2009

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    You might have a shot..we never know what the future holds, I like guys who do not get around, like fun, and are a bit shy

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       i see.  that's good to know.  i was just curious.  i should warn you, im pretty shy in real life, so i probably won't say much when we first meet.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    You will never know, nor will I , untill the time comes

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    dang, I musta scared you off

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       nah, im still here.  don't worry.  you could never scare me off. 

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Its ok..I used to be outgoing, but the breakdown of my back and the use of this dumb cane has made me an introvert..so I may not say too much myself..unless this DR gets me on the right meds

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       oh i see.  well hopefully he will then.  i'd be lying to you right now if i didn't tell you im a bit nervous about meeting you, but at the same time i'm also pretty excited too.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I started my schooling at Kent, then transfered to Ohio University in Athens, for my last 3 degrees in are

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    So after all this time do they even remember it there?

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       B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       Yes, I went there from 95 to 97..and it will NEVER EVER BE FORGOTTEN..check your hubmail, I sent you something about it

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          wsp2469posted 15 years agoin reply to this

          got it

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             B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

             I do need to add we need good, trained "FREEDOM FIGHTERS" for our people

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    Excitement and Surprises are a good thing

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       yeah, thats true.  i can't wait to meet you in real life then.  you seem like a real nice person.

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    I have sime places to take you and I have some places to visit..your gonna meet the drummer and his family from Pantera, then Damageplan, now he has his own band, "HELL YEAH" ( yep, thats their name )lol
    
    
    and you wll have to take me some places too, so will Misty and we can maybe catch a movie or something somewhere

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       ummm..okay.  sounds like fun.  what places would you like to go?

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    hmmmmmmm

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    B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

    anywhere

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       oh okay.  maybe we can all go out for a bite to eat or something.  my treat.  just be sure to email me before you come down though.

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          B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years agoin reply to this

          you will be one of the first to know Im con=ming..and if I get my malpractice settlement, my child might be grown and I might just stay a few months, rent a house or something

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             Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

             thats cool.  maybe it'll give us a chance to get to know each other offline if you do move down here.

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    wsp2469posted 15 years ago

    ohboy

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