Last one to post is the Winner! (redux)

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   pinkyleeposted 15 years ago

   me right now lol ... bouncing my foot

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   B.C. BOUTIQUEposted 15 years ago

   nothing is actually shakin...except my nerves, but that is common so I am just ignoring it , as usual

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   pinkyleeposted 15 years ago

   it will be ok things will get better somewhere along the line

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   Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

   yea, you just have to think positive as you never know what tomorrow might bring.

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      pinkyleeposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      very true

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   Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

   hello? anyone here?

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      Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      I couldn't sleep

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         Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

         wb

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            Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

            thanx anxiety over new hubs.

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               Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

               Maybe I should take it down.

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                  Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                  why? is there something wrong with them?

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                     Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                     I am scared of what people will think or say or ask., in forums

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                        Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                        hmmm....what makes you think they'll say something?  if you want, i can read it real quick to see what your talking about?

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                           Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                           http://hubpages.com/hub/The-Abuse-Anonymous-Hub
                           
                           Hate to take you away from all the fun of the forum

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                              Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                              nah, it's okay.  besides, i was actually just killing time anyway between having writer's block for my latest film review.  lol.  so it's no biggie.  brb okay.

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                                 Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                                 thanks

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                                    Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                                    back. well, I can see why you might be so nervous about publishing it.  however, you shouldn't be ashamed, as NOBODY on hubpages would ever make a forum to mock you or make fun of you for it.  we're not all children for pete's sake.  if it makes you feel better, i have a good friend of mine that also wrote a hub similar to yours and she published it too.  however, nobody  made fun of her in forums or said anything to her about it on forums.  no, people on hubpages aren't like that. sure, you might have a few pompous and arrogant blow hards, but they're not tyrants.  however, you shouldn't be ashamed.  it's good that you're able to convey so much of yourself like that, as sometimes just telling someone your story can be liberating in a lot of ways. 
                                    
                                    However, if you're still unsure if you want people to read it, then you can always unpublish it.  I'm sure anyone who's read it already besides me, will understand.  afterall, it's never easy giving away so much of yourself when writing something.  especially, dark pasts that haunt us.  however, if you want my opinion, i think it'll probably give you a lot more positive comments as many hubbers, besides myself, love it when we can relate to someone else's emotions and story.  however, its up to you. if you want, here's my friends link if you want to read her story which was a very good read i might add.
                                    
                                    http://hubpages.com/hub/FromOnePersonsPerspective

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                                       Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                                       Thanks this means a lot maybe I will sleep after reading this hub. Thank you. I know it needed to be done but it is scary. going to read now and take my mind off myself.

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                                          Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                                          your welcome.  i'm glad i could help.  i hope you'll feel better soon, as you seem like a real nice person, so i hope you enjoy the rest of your night in case I don't see you.

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   pinkyleeposted 15 years ago

   im here im here ... had to pee then forgot i didnt put the roast in the crock pot and make terry a lunch for tomorrow so had to handle that lol

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   tipperaryposted 15 years ago

   Hello from Ireland!

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   Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

   hello?

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      Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

      sorry, I read and thank you very much I feel much better now.
      still not sleeping, I should though.

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         Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

         oh its okay.  are you alright though?

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            Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

            yeah, just trying to get the anxiety gone, I feel it leaving maybe one more cigarette.

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               Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

               oh i see.  well for what it's worth, I"m sorry to hear about your past though.  i'm sure it must been very difficult for you, let alone write about it on here.  However, i'm sure people  will have nothing, but great things to say about it, as hubbers love hearing stories that come from the heart.  anyway, i hope your life has gotten better though since then.  look if you ever need a friend to talk to, then you're more than welcome to e-mail me anytime you want okay.  i promise i'll try to help you out.

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                  Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                  Thank you, I know you would. I have been riding the wave of the manic for three weeks now and knew as soon as I started making friends I would find people that needed me. It was a hard thing to realize I might need help too. I have had it together a long time and will again. Another hubber and I came up with the idea for an anonymous place to spill our guts. For all of us have been betrayed at one point or another by someone we trusted.
                  I e-mailed HubPages and asked if it would be okay to do this. Two days later they say it's okay. I e-mailed the other hubber to say it was up and running and still have no reply.
                  
                  That was why I got scared. My life is an open book. I have been frank whenever there was a need to be. I know it is silly, but I needed to hear back.

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                     Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                     oh i see. i'm sure they'll get back to you soon though.  he/she might just be busy with work or something.  however, i'm sure they'll contact you soon enough.

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                        Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                        I had mail, not from hubber, but hubpages, on both of my new hubs!
                        Sara Tonin likes my what good can come from misery hub.

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                           Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                           Now I will be too manic to sleep

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                              Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                              lol. i'm sorry to hear that then.  well, im glad you got a response then.

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                                 Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

                                 Leaving you the last word I promised you earlier. Goodnight Stevennix.
                                 Is that nix, or 9

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                                    Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

                                    no, it's nix.  trust me. its a bit of a long story on why my screen name is stevennix.  maybe, i'll write a hub about it someday.  anyway, i hope you have a goodnight faybe.  you take care.

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   Rafiniposted 15 years ago

   hehehe
   
   my turn

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    motricioposted 15 years ago

    Estaba por aca y BUMP!

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    Laura du Toitposted 15 years ago

    Hi fellow winners

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    I want to win!

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    Cagsilposted 15 years ago

    Bump the pretty lady! She isn't allowed to win in this thread.
    
    What's up Sophs?

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       sophsposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       How rude! I will win! Muah haha! lol Hey Cags! Hows you?

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    bumps!

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    bumps

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    bojanglesk8posted 15 years ago

    Bump bump bump bump.

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    bumps

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    Bump bump bump bump bump!

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    Buuuuuuuuuummmmmmpppp!!!!

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    KayMacposted 15 years ago

    Don't know what I'm doing but whatever

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    hello  room!!!!

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    

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    waynetposted 15 years ago

    I've won for a second or two!

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    I WILL win!!!

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       waynetposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       nah me so win win!!

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    Me no think sooooo!

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       waynetposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       me no fink so toooooo!

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    Lar dee dar

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    lol 
    
    It's finally me... last at last!! 

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    Noooo meeee! Hehe

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Not!  lol

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    no, i win!!!

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    sophsposted 15 years ago

    

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    No winners here!  Just li'l ol' me! 

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    lol.  that's cool.  hey beth, hows it going?  long time no see.

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Hey Steven!  Let's just say, I've seen better days....  but, I'm here for now.  How about you?

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       i've been doing okay,  i guess.  just been busy with the new school semester starting back up.  so are you feeling any better though?  i've been kind of worried about you since i heard you were sick.

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    How's the semester so far?  Heavy subjects??
    
    Oh, I'm feeling kinda blah.  Not really here, not there either.  Just plain ol' blah.  Won't bore you tonight. 
    
    Need some light and smiles....
    
    Thought that maybe i'll hit the 300 marker tonight...but those last 4 are hard to get!!!  ha ha ha  Guess  I need a new, larger and improved hook!

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       lol, beth, why would i ever get bored talking to one of sweetest and prettiest girls on hubpages?  besides, your the main reason why i like coming to forums. 
       
       anyway, i hope you feel better soon.
       
       No, there not too heavy.  right now, i'm only taking two classes as I'm trying to increase my efforts to look for another job.  i was thinking about applying at some other online job sites to write reviews for.  however, i'm sure something will come up.

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Sounds like a plan.  Did you try that link I sent you?  There's quite a few on-line writing jobs there.  Some are assignments, other permanent.
    
    I'm just in a rut....spinning and spinning and getting no where.  UGH!!!  (Did you hear me scream?)
    
    Oh, no?  Here, let me scream louder:
    
    U-G-H-H-H-H-H-H!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       yeah, i have.  in fact, there's one i was thinking about trying that pays you like 20 dollars per entry submission.  however, it limits you to only a certain number of words and topics.  which i don't know if i can do that.  lol.  however, i'm still looking into it though, as well as other online sites.
       
       thanks for sending me the link though beth.  it really helps me out a lot.  so hows your situation going?  did you ever hear back from your employers? 
       
       anyway, im sorry to hear your still in a rut.  lol.  if you want, i can give you a hug if it'll make you feel better. (hugs beth)  is that better?

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Thanks Sweets. 
    
    Nope.  Never heard back.  So tired of people (?) company (?) who are disrespectful of your time.  What is it with this new attitude?????  In this day of computers and email, it wouldn't take a minute to bang off a reply.  It's not like he didn't have my email...he emailed before, so that's not an excuse.  Nor not having my number....  Sorry, ranting off a bit. 
    
    Thanks for the hug. 

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       your welcome.  besides, you know how much i care about you, beth.  plus, its not everyday i get to hug a girl like you.    besides, i hate seeing you this worked up.  well, i hope they get back to you soon, or at least you'll have a better job by then.  i'm kind of sad there's not much i can do to help ya, but i know you'll be okay.  your one of the strongest people i know, so i know you'll fine.  Anyway, if you ever need to talk to anyone, you're more than welcome to contact me through e-mails okay.

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Thanks. 
    
    I'll be fine....still working until the end of this month at least.  Then, I'll start panicking if I don't have something else in place.
    
    If I disappear, it's because I'm sitting on the blah pot.  Maybe if I sit there long enough, I'll tire of it....or shall it be playing with the remote's "pause" button (check out MPM's poem on that one...)
    
    You have me grinning... thanks.  I did read your tribute again today...a couple of times...cheered me up.  Thanks for that.

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       mpm's poem?  is that one you wrote?  what's it called, so i'll be sure to check it out.  i must have missed that one of yours. 
       
       well, i'm glad my tribute to you helped cheer you up.  to be honest, i was working on another poem for you, since i know your going through some hard times, so i thought it might cheer you up.

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    zzronposted 15 years ago

    Yippeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ! !

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    Sorry, I meant Manlypoetryman's poem. I haven't written a poem in months.  hmmm...that's sad.  oh well...
    
    ur writing another one for me?!?  Really?  Oh, you're so sweet.  I feel so special!  Thank you!!  xoxo

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       xoxo
       
       your welcome.  besides, you know how special you are to me, beth.  i know there's not much i can to do help you out since we don't live close to each other.  however, i don't mind writing stuff like that for you, since i don't mind cheering you up.  besides, you know i'll always be there for you if you ever need me okay.  (Hugs beth again)

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    Beth100posted 15 years ago

    xoxo  catch ya later sometime.  gotta catch some zzz's.  xoxox

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       Stevennix2001posted 15 years agoin reply to this

       xoxoxo  see you later beth.  you take care okay.  i'll miss you.  try to get better soon okay.  have a goodnight.  xoxox

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    Cagsilposted 15 years ago

    Bump!

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       Faybe Bayposted 15 years agoin reply to this

       Cagsil you always make me laugh.

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          Cagsilposted 15 years agoin reply to this

          Well, at least it's a positive effect.

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    Stevennix2001posted 15 years ago

    bumpity!!!

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    Cagsilposted 15 years ago

    Up you go!

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    cashmereposted 15 years ago

    I win!

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    Cagsilposted 15 years ago

    

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    cashmereposted 15 years ago

    

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    Hmrjmr1posted 15 years ago

    

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    Faybe Bayposted 15 years ago

    Sneaky, coming in here with the shades on.

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    Hmrjmr1posted 15 years ago

    That cause my futures so bright!!

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