Last year my grandfather died, I was on the otherside of the country with my new wife. I could not fly back because my wife was very ill. After Christmas she locked me out and two days later flew home. I flew back home, then back to Sydney. Packed up the house, put everything on a truck, waited six weeks, my car was also on the truck!
I tried to smooth things with my wife, I gave up trying to be her keeper and went to work. We had no home, she was bankrupt, her family hate me and never accepted our marriage. I worked three jobs and because her family could not be happy for her and accept us and also because my wife could not work through her booze problem, I gave up. I cursed at her and made it very loud and clear. She left. I got dragged into court for a violence restraining order, three times. I contested and won, sort of. It was dropped. It was painful and I felt used, abused and misunderstood. I was left trying to blame myself, then I would blame her and round and round. I left town to get away. I got hooked on cocaine and now I am home and still pissed off but I am better. My grandmother then died a few months ago. My dad has two lots of skin cancer, I found out a week ago. Part is on his ear and it might have spread, they are not sure. I am pissed off at the bank. They are stinging me for extremely high interest. They are unwilling to negotiate. I get angry in december but I am getting over that now. I have spent xmas in hospital a couple of times. I am OK this year but a whole lot of sh1t has happened. It is amazing really, I am doing better than usual. No help from the A@rSE0Le$ I keep running into!!