I would now choose not to partake of the forbidden fruit. I now see how the darkness of separation from God is the essence of evil and any good within it is only a relative good, but not the perfect goodness of God's perfect love.
But that happened long before this body was created. Long before even the first Homo sapien walked the Earth.
I long to return to the Father's warm embrace. It's been far too long.
I have seen many miracles including one rivaling that of Moses parting the sea. I have glimpsed the Light of spiritual reawakening only to plunge back into the darkness which requires physical eyes in order to see. And God has given me the gift of discerning patterns. For decades, I used that gift to study electronic engineering and science. Then I gained a degree summa cum laude, and worked as a software engineer. But God also gave me the ability to create, and for two decades I had spent my time as a Hollywood artist, even working with two-time Academy Award winning designer, Saul Bass, producing background art for a film.
But then I discovered the real purpose for my talents -- to find some of the wisdom hidden in the Bible -- hidden for thousands of years.
I'm writing a book about my experiences and discoveries -- The Bible's Hidden Wisdom. http://igg.me/at/the-bibles-hidden-wisdom