If I Stayed
If I stayed
I wonder
Would we fall in love all over again
Would we ever make it back
To the place
Where we first fell in love
Before I lost you somehow
And perhaps lost myself a little too
For reasons I still can't grasp
I blame myself mostly
But perhaps this is as silly
As thinking I can control
When the wind changes directions
So I could stay and hope
That we will find our way back
To that most perfect kind of happiness
But I was never very good at hoping
And you were never very good
At giving me reasons to