I haven’t been on here it a little while. But, this web site has helped me in my journey. I have gone to a new doctor who has put me on a better set of meds and my therapist has been helping me with getting on the right path and loving myself. My husband and I have been doing a lot better. I still have that major issue with forgiving myself but I am trying real hard and I am more insecure than ever but I am able to hide it at times. I basically lost it and I am slowly putting myself together again. I have noticed A LOT of fears in my life now like I can’t lie (which could be a good thing ), so afraid of being alone ( like the fear of my husband leaving me or people in my life dying or me dying and being alone.), I don’t want people mad at me. Just a lot more worry than I used too. I know it is something I should be working with my therapist with but I lost my job in may and have not been able to afford it right now. I love all the support that is out there
When I was going through similar things I I just read a lot on different subjects that pertained to fears on the internet, as well as love quotes, positive quotes, moitvational and leadership videos on you tube, and read lots of articles on spiritual stuff. I even found a meditation group online, that has helped significantly! Just some ideas!
It's nice to meet you, amber, and welcome to Hubpages. Take a deep breath, and try to relax. One thing I've found to be usually true is that life is all right when you let it be all right. There are many decent people in the world, and you're one of them. Take care, and go easy on yourself.
by SapphireGreen13 months ago
When and how does it end up that you have a lot of friends and then eventually you turn around and you are alone because you are not happy with yourself? Shouldnt that be a time where your friends are there the most?
by schoolgirlforreal5 years ago
I grew up in a large family where I could always go to someone.I have stayed with family part of the week, to get a break from my apartment.Now that situation is challenged and I've been trying to adjust spending more...
by schoolgirlforreal3 years ago
This is sort of a touchy subject for me.I have been in relationships non stop for about 15 yrs until 2 yrs ago.I have spent time with myself but I still find it challenging to be completely alone.I don't know why. It's...
by sassygrrl322 years ago
First, I want to say I'm back writing articles here on HP. After being home for a few months and on the road travelling for a year and a half.I would like advice on my conundrum.I'm not sure this belongs here. Here's my...
Copyright © 2017 HubPages Inc. and respective owners.
Other product and company names shown may be trademarks of their respective owners.
HubPages® is a registered Service Mark of HubPages, Inc.
HubPages and Hubbers (authors) may earn revenue on this page based on affiliate relationships and advertisements with partners including Amazon, Google, and others.