hun, I am a bit off today ..like a little disorientated still, but much better than I was at 4 am when I "came too" and realized where I was.... it was my back that woke me or pulled me out of it..last thing I remember was talking to you all arounf=d midnight..then hurtin real bad at 4 am and realizing where I was and I was very confused..
I even had my coat on???
but I will survive , I always do Steven, you know I fight through it all..
Im just very sad about the slow sales, I really was hoping for my Christmas "volunteer" gift to be money so I could buy a new leather coat and get my daughter that new guitar and amp and those boots she took a picture of and texted it to me..
oh well, its just the beginning of december, can not lose all hope yet..
I am a bit upset that my "birth mother" got released from prison and has found me again and is trying to take all she can from me, even stealing my mail to get ss numbers of me and my daughter and somehow she was able to call Alltel and reverse a payment I sent them and get her hands on it ( this I did not know anyone could simply do..but I am not a conartist, so I wouldnt know the tricks, and I am now a phone payment behind and I have to keep my phone on for medical reasons and safety, plus my internet and the stores nternet uses my number..the owner did it this way so I could have it as a tax write off and it wouldnt affect my SSI..he had my phone put in his name and he will give me a gift once he gets his tax return back, but it doesnt help me any now..oh well
Im not gonna vent, I dont want what happened last night to happen again