There was a time in my youth when I felt so emotionally attached to our local movie idol here in the Philippines. She was so beautiful having strong "sexual appeal" not only because of her demeanor, perfect body but most especially she was so smart and assertive. I collected all the pictures of her that I found in any magazine and made an album of these. I followed all the articles about her; I liked her hairstyle, the way she walked, talked, socialized and how she carried herself in any given situation. I watched all her movies; this emotional attachment to her made me and act appear very similar to her that my friends and colleagues would call me "La Oropesa", well that was her name. But I had outgrown it especially when I learned about her messy love-life.