WIthout question - a fly on the wall. I get to observe, take notes, learn, and maybe even be "in the loop".
Being the center of attention is A.) not attractive by my "definition" or version of magnetic in the personality department B.) Too much pressure. I don't function very well in real time in terms of spontaneity, improvizational "cocktail-level" talk, nor can I multi-task or have much or any talent with the nonverbal stuff - which is (wayyyy unfortunately!!!) a huge part of the whole social thing. C. Too risky - see B. D.) Transient - you can't be on stage forever. E.) Hollow and unfulfilling - see D. ;)