Where to start? We are all independent creatures, but we are brought up & thus, nurtured by others, )parents teachers society experiences( so we take on our experiences through this personal media of life's experiences.
As you mature, you may feel the need to 'break away' break the mould that has been surrounding you for eternity, since childhood.
You want to become 'unique' now you feel it is your time, at last, & believe me, you will upset others along the way, especially some close to you.
In summary, only you know what you want, what is best for YOU, & after all, this is your life, &, you must please YOU before you can please anyone else, along the way, you will be drawn to new kinds of like minded folk as yourself.
Go for it girl for you are a unique creature. AND DO NOT, IN ANY WAY, FEEL GUILTY FOR THIS GIFT YOU HAVE DISCOVERED
Hope this helps. Regards Dale