There's a lot of things I don't remember, but I know that I've never been serious about this. I mean I told you what I think of hubbing.
Fans are not friends. This is not how it works in the real world. You are obviously the one person I've been spending most of my time with on hp and no matter what you think I think or I am, you'd be the only person I'd consider a friend if we were to meet in life.