my dad used to say that people's biggest fear was fear itself. You always fear the unknown. If you knew it, you wouldnt be afraid.
my whole idea about god:
choice number one, he does not exist. GREAT, live your life and be happy and when its over,its over.
Choice number two. He does exist. Maybe Christians arent GOD? He must have created us for some reason? Do the best you can, if he actauualy really loved you, thats good enough.