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Higher than the Rooftop : Lost in the Rain...

Updated on January 11, 2010
Photo credits: Yuliya Libkina's and 96dpi's flickr photostream
Photo credits: Yuliya Libkina's and 96dpi's flickr photostream


It’s almost eight and I’m cheerless because I wouldn’t be in here longer than I want to. My day has been terrible not only for the mishaps I've met before going here but also for forgetting my jacket. Right about now, a mist of cold air whirls around me. Oh, God please don’t let it rain just now.



As I look up above, a droplet fell directly to my grande…I realized it’s a mocha latte I’m holding. Seems one mishap is blessing in disguise. I guess it’s heaven’s hint to start sipping it while it’s hot. Hmmm, maybe I should indulge to latte these coming days.



This is such a heavenly feeling, being in a soaring place under the stars…higher than everything and everyone else. Though tonight the stars are hiding…Yet I don’t care. I’m not in the mood to make a wish because I don’t know what to wish for…



Been here in a hundredth…and thousands of confusions have been cleared on here… thousands of overjoyed been thanked to the heavens…thousands of anguish been screamed…I’ve been here, in this reserved rooftop…but somewhere between the hundredth, the rain never poured until now…



And so I am standing here, in my rooftop, under the rain. I’m all wet but I’m fighting the shivers. This is my first rainy rooftop moment. And I never thought it’d be this crazy…it feels good but I know it’s gonna make me sick...



All my life, I lived by rules...followed them, broke them. I lived my dreams…aimed them, reached them. I chased my wants…got them, lost them. Right now, it feels like I don’t know what I want anymore. But it’s kinda nice not knowin’ what am I gonna do next…



And so I am standing here, in this reserved rooftop…

lost in the rain…the only thing that washes my longings…

lost in the rain…the only thing that stops me from pretending I’m tough…

lost in the rain…like I said, it feels good but I know it’s gonna make me sick…

lost in the rain but higher than the rooftop…



***about 9pm, 01122009

under the rain...



Previously on Higher than the Rooftop:

1 Fallin'...

2 Missing...


Up Next:

4 The Guest...

5 Alone Together...

6 Your Silence...

7 The Kiss...

8 The Haze...

9 Fireworks...




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    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      Perfect words for the rain :) Thanks moi friend

    • Astra Nomik profile image

      Cathy Nerujen 

      8 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

      Wonderful and melancholy and chilled yet always controlled and brimming with emotion. Aaah, great! :)

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      =) thank you Mik

      you drive so fast, couldn't catch you :)

    • Micky Dee profile image

      Micky Dee 

      8 years ago

      "Lost in the rain but higher than the rooftop"

      That's poetry! Thanks

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      I know, coz I read you before and I'll be back reading..rain on a rooftop, ahh crazy beautiful! :) thanks!

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      Justine76 

      8 years ago

      ive stood so many times, in so many kinds of rain. it is amazing. But ive never been in the rain on a rooftop. This is beautifull.

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      thanks Lance ;p

      yeah, I just love the cool breeze kissin my face..fantastic feeling! :)

    • lancelonie profile image

      lancelonie 

      8 years ago

      Breathtaking photos. Cool rooftop moments. Have you felt the breeze on your face? I just love that! :)

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      thanks shamelabboush! ;p

      yeah, it does mean a lot..but it isn't a dream

      hey, Poet L! :p

      thanks for dropping by.

      literally, I was..LOL

      you should, it's awesome to have one ;p

      Thank you James! ;p

    • James A Watkins profile image

      James A Watkins 

      8 years ago from Chicago

      I enjoyed your poetic words expressing your thoughts while up on the roof, standing in the rain. Great stuff!

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      poetlorraine 

      8 years ago

      it sounds like you are washing away all the cares of the world,,,,, must find a rooftop

    • shamelabboush profile image

      shamelabboush 

      8 years ago

      It's a romantic moment, and highly philosophic. Seems like a dream..

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      @Invictus

      thank you..I'm so glad you read them and my other hubs :)

      @Pixie

      thanks for being here..and there..

      yeah, I concur to what you said bout rules. it's just me, goin crazy sometimes LOL

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      CiscoPixie 

      8 years ago

      absolutely stunning.. sometimes it's better to live without rules and sometimes you need them..

    • I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s profile image

      I*n*v*i*c*t*u*s 

      8 years ago

      I just love your rooftop moments! I missed one, 'missing'... Thanks Blaise! :)

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