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Higher than the Rooftop: Missing...

Updated on October 6, 2011
photo credits: Irargerich's and 96dpi's flickr photostream
photo credits: Irargerich's and 96dpi's flickr photostream


It’s fifteen after seven and darkness dwells everywhere. I stand here in this reserved rooftop just in time meeting the night. A puff of cool wind greeted my face as I come close to my favorite spot. I breathe in then breathe out the familiar air for several times. It's always so refreshing to do this, as if it invigorates my soul.



My choco crème frappe is almost empty but still there are no stars. Even my Mickey won’t appear. (Sigh) As if the sky tells me I can’t have a wish tonight. This night is so odd and incomplete…and the ambiance here is pretty unusual. Well, I don’t blame the starless sky. Perhaps, it’s just me who is feeling strange and incomplete.




This is such a heavenly feeling, being in a soaring place under the stars…higher than everything and everyone else. I look up the dark skies hoping to see my favorite star yet it’s just the moon. And from the countless of things, it reminds me of you…the way you’ve been there for me when there were no stars in the night…



And so I am standing here realizing the missing piece…tears started to fall as the gentle wind kisses my skin. But I couldn’t feel the chills. I miss you…my angel in the night…not because you were my lover but because you’ve been my best friend. I miss the times that I could just be me without the world to mind.




But I fell in love with you…and we needed to part ways. I know in any way and in any how I’ve said cruel things I never meant to. I want to apologize for that and I am sorry angel that I fell in love with you…I am sorry that I tried to hold you when you needed to fly away…And for this thing that’s happening to me right now, I know you understand. I know you’re just there ready to be a friend and an angel. I hope I could still find you when I’m ready to smile again…



And so I am standing here, in this reserved rooftop...

missing an angel...the closest to heaven that I'll ever be…

missing a friend, who accepted me as me…

missing the one who brought me here...


higher than the rooftop…





***about 730pm, 26112009

under the moonlight...




Higher than the Rooftop: The Complete Series

1 Fallin'...

2 Missing...

3 Lost in the Rain...

4 The Guest...

5 Alone Together...

6 Your Silence...

7 The Kiss...

8 The Haze...

9 Fireworks...


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    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      Missing an angel...yeah I miss mine right now :) Cheers!

    • always exploring profile image

      Ruby Jean Richert 

      8 years ago from Southern Illinois

      Oh, i loved this one too.missing an angel, been there, done that.

      Cheers

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      That's the roofie effect moi friend ;) My market are rare people, elite, and ace LOL I'll take a bow for a fellow unique poet here :)

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      Cathy Nerujen 

      8 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

      OMG Blaise, I am so totally enjoying myself in here. I am quite "immersed" now. Ha. Seriously, I think I am the "market" you "write" for, moi friend. (Listen to me now gone all frenchy.) LOL. XOX

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      I'm back to my roofie thanks for bringing me :) I wrote this one for someone who'll always have my heart (she knows who she is) and I love her damn a lot. I'm glad you're enjoying reading this series of hubs moi friend. XO

    • Astra Nomik profile image

      Cathy Nerujen 

      8 years ago from Edge of Reality and Known Space

      Lost in here and captive and reading, and so amazing... :)

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      Hello Awful Poet! Thanks :) Ah moons.. tell me bout your moon ;p

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      David Walston 

      8 years ago from The Large Magellanic Cloud (LMC) (m-M)_0 = 18.41, or 48 kpc (~157,000

      Brilliant.

      Ahw Our Moons

      How They Make Us

      Weep At Times.

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      i love ya my friend :)

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      Micky Dee 

      8 years ago

      You are so loving!

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      really? you're on the second..hope to see you again on the next..lol THANKS!

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      Run Down Battery 

      8 years ago from UK

      OK... you have me hooked now!

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      very often.

      because that's part of falling in love, "to take a fall"

      it's like a hurricane, when you're trapped, you don't care bout anything else because of the heavenly feeling..you don't care even if you wont escape in the end, whether it's gonna kill you..you just don't care anymore..becoz all you care about the most is just to collide with him while the twirl is still on :)

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      brandonfan 

      8 years ago from Mid West

      How often though, does it seem that maybe the whole " falling in love" parts job is to only frustrate and tease with what we will never truly have?

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      Thanks Dark Heart :)

      I never apologize for falling in love, I love falling in love. And I never regret ever falling. I was just sorry that things kinda messed up at the time I discovered I'm already fallin..

      Things like that happen sometimes..fear, confusion..but anyhow those things are powerless than the heart..

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      Dark Heart 

      8 years ago

      This is so beautiful Blaise.

      Don't ever apologize for falling in love.

      It happens on its own sometimes.

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      :) thanks again Keira. It means a lot for being my friend.

      We're not really back together..but I'm happy for whatever we have right now. TC and God bless :)

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      keira7 

      8 years ago

      This si so beautiful, I wasn`t sure if I had to comment or leave you in private with Angel in the night.:) Anyway so happy to see you back together. This is lovely hub and a lovely comment to you from Angel. I am really happy for you 2. Wish you all the best. God Bless you guys.:) Thanks for sharing. Have a wonderfull weekend.

    • blaise25 profile imageAUTHOR

      Fehl Dungo 

      8 years ago from close to you...

      thank you Angel...I know you're just there...and I kinda feel I can't face you yet..for the things that I've said and wronged..I know this will pass...I miss you badly.

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      Angel in the night... 

      8 years ago

      Blaise, i'll be right here waiting for you.. i know i was a fool to let you go and things were meant to work out differently. Time heals all pain and when this process is over.. i will be here waiting for you. You know who i am by the way i write so don't question it.. i miss not talking to you.. i just hope things work out the way they should.

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