Higher than the Rooftop: Missing...
It’s fifteen after seven and darkness dwells everywhere. I stand here in this reserved rooftop just in time meeting the night. A puff of cool wind greeted my face as I come close to my favorite spot. I breathe in then breathe out the familiar air for several times. It's always so refreshing to do this, as if it invigorates my soul.
My choco crème frappe is almost empty but still there are no stars. Even my Mickey won’t appear. (Sigh) As if the sky tells me I can’t have a wish tonight. This night is so odd and incomplete…and the ambiance here is pretty unusual. Well, I don’t blame the starless sky. Perhaps, it’s just me who is feeling strange and incomplete.
This is such a heavenly feeling, being in a soaring place under the stars…higher than everything and everyone else. I look up the dark skies hoping to see my favorite star yet it’s just the moon. And from the countless of things, it reminds me of you…the way you’ve been there for me when there were no stars in the night…
And so I am standing here realizing the missing piece…tears started to fall as the gentle wind kisses my skin. But I couldn’t feel the chills. I miss you…my angel in the night…not because you were my lover but because you’ve been my best friend. I miss the times that I could just be me without the world to mind.
But I fell in love with you…and we needed to part ways. I know in any way and in any how I’ve said cruel things I never meant to. I want to apologize for that and I am sorry angel that I fell in love with you…I am sorry that I tried to hold you when you needed to fly away…And for this thing that’s happening to me right now, I know you understand. I know you’re just there ready to be a friend and an angel. I hope I could still find you when I’m ready to smile again…
And so I am standing here, in this reserved rooftop...
missing an angel...the closest to heaven that I'll ever be…
missing a friend, who accepted me as me…
missing the one who brought me here...
higher than the rooftop…
***about 730pm, 26112009
under the moonlight...
Higher than the Rooftop: The Complete Series
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