The Reality Shifts as we ascend into higher consciousness and lead lives authentic in high vibrations a swirling reality shift projects into your Holographic light simulation matrix of quantum and mysticism....
Different beings have incarnated in waves for decades, only recently going Mainstream public. Yet, they dont even identify with the New Age Movement. All of these beings seem to have a higher understanding and like thinking and all with recent spiritual awakenings. So Let's explore the Starseeds.
The "unforgettable woman" in the Bible, Abigail.
Not unto thy anointed....
Narcissism is depicted in over 100 verses in the Bible. The Narcissistic abuse epidemic led victims and survivors to a platform of support not available. However, with the understanding of what happened to them, the demonic entities at work surfaced. This is an attempt to shed light on both.
Harsh Reality its not Democrats Vs Republicans, it's Evil versus God. When Biden administration can't deny border. Instead, witness the same crisis real time with Rep. And State its compassion and humanitarian depicting false reality knowingly witnessing the crisis. That's demonic and evil. Wake up
Now that TikTok has helped victims of this form of abuse find others who experienced same abuse, find information for understanding what happened and create awareness for society movement, the importance of breaking the differences down of the types of narcissists and the traits is Imperative
Understanding the Matrix and breaking free of human experience global slavery and control through the Matrix and Simulation.
Speaking out with my story for the first time as I have successfully been saved and resurrected to my authentic being after demonic narcissists killed me.
The moment the universe didn’t give us a choice, to find out exactly the difference with a TF and one that claimed they are. We were blindsided and it was never talked about after….But can’t forget either…I have had a part of him attached to me since…I wish I hadn’t have known
2023 Ushered in Mass Awakening Spiraling Americans into Depths of Truths Blinded to Before
The whirlwind of finding your soulmate…or was it an imposter that love bombed you and manipulated what you desired in your perfect relationship and mirrored your desires…Recognizing when you are with a narcissist, Understand who you married, Be the survivor and Gain Control through No Contact
Abandoned October 3, 2021: A view into her life a year leading up to her nightmare. The details that she had forgotten. And the reason he left was because she was the problem and she believed it taking it to heart and changing every little thing she could and he wouldn't come home...
When my husband left me, nothing made sense. I tried to fight to get him home. No one was right about him. No one? Everyone…you can’t fake love. Can you? What I realized is I’m the biggest target for men like him. I’m an empath with borderline personality disorder, I needed to accept what was...
The way you left gives me no option (as I know you did to avoid the truth) but to choose to give up fighting for you. Fighting for someone I had let go because I’m not chasing anyone. But you are so twisted and change things to fit your needs. If I am on day 4 of leaving? Before Going….truth…
The finality of the darkness
Leaving a relationship that isn't working is easier stated than what actually you may be enduring. Who is the toxic party? Is it actually your fault? How do I identify what's really the issue? These questions are common and can be answered. Don't leave the questions unanswered.
Recent releases of the Coronavirus Vaccine have many Americans concerned about its safety. Employers have discussed the implementation of a mandatory vaccination requirement; but what’s the affects of such a requirement?
What is home really?
Family Dynamics Surrounding the Borderline Personality: The Environment Factor in Nature Versus Nurture Arguement
You Cant break someone already broken and glued back together....
Living in my mind as I balance on the personality disorder tightrope. I always live on the Borderline.
“Everything looked and sounded unreal. Nothing was as it was. That’s what I wanted-to be alone with myself from another world, where truth is untrue and life can hide from itself.” –—‘Long Days Journey Into the Night’ Author: Eugene O’Neill
Dissociation is a mental process of disconnecting from one's thoughts, feelings, memories or sense of identity. The dissociative disorders that need professional treatment include dissociative amnesia, dissociative fugue, depersonalisation disorder and dissociative identity disorder.Jun 1, 2012 (
The pain enveloped throughout my chest and the anguished screams only I could hear.
In relationships; when they don’t see...
Me best friend and true heart and soulmate died October 2019 of alleged suicide. The death shattered my existence
Ending a dangerous relationship can be difficult for many reasons. When the relationship finally ends; both parties move on in there lives. What happens when one doesn’t let go? This is my true account of being stalked for years after I ended it.
Giving up on love
Deep down inside where no one can see...
When it’s time to let go...
You and I have all we need and maybe one day you will see
I pondered ways to show you how much you mean to me, maybe a letter written started slow and written open and honestly.
The one thing in my life, the only time I can not cry....
n Indonesia, a fourteen year old girl was using Facebook and was sent a friend request by an older male that she didn't know. Her curiosity led her to accept the man's request and he flattered her until they exchanged cell phone numbers and began texting frequently. The planned to meet in person at...
The social networking site that is linked to the cyberbullying that caused three teenage girls to take their own life in Ireland, during the last three months, is Ask.fm The co-founder of the website was contacted and denied.that social networking cyberbullying is on the rise. He was asked about...
Alexis Pilkington committed suicide on March, 2010. She was a student at West Islip Senior High School and already had a scholarship to college for soccer at Dowling College on Long Island. Nancy Lenz who is a spokeswoman for the district, commented that Alexis had already earned all of her...
Billy Lucas was 15-years-old when he committed suicide after years of relentless bullying. He attended Greensburg Community School District in Greensburg, Ind. Billy was a freshman at the local school where the bullying went on, without ever being addressed by staff, teachers, or administrators.
A child's early academic and social experiences in elementary school are important for long-term academic achievement. Not every child begins formal education on equal footing.
I didn't understand when you turned your back on me. I couldn't comprehend how my love you couldn't see.
The questions that have arisen have been in the structure of diagnostic criteria for Autism. Especially for the DSM-V because of the proposed changes of the current criteria in DSM-IV.
The soul connection of a twin flame when a demonic entity severed the soul
Your words were spat directly in my face.
The Times details an interview that is shocking but true, he is just the only one I have hard speak up about it. Dr. Michael Anderson in Georgia describes the kids he sees and the "made up" excuses that the kids need the medication and truthfully he does it so that the kids can do better in school....
What is Pediatric Bipolar Disorder? Pediatric Bipolar is simply the bipolar disorder that is diagnosed in a child. There is a lot of academic debate and disagreement as to whether this disorder is valid or exists or not, but with the amount of evidence and studies done,, it looks as if the...
Is it possible to change what 40% of was predetermined by your genetic code? According to studies done on this, there is significant evidence to suggest that changing your personality is nearly impossible.
Attention Deficit Disorder (with or without) hyperactivity, can be difficult to diagnosis in young girls. It is common for it to go unnoticed in the classroom by the teachers and thus is under-reported. Below is a list of behaviors that either separately or combined, can be a signal that ADD/ADHD...
There are many changes in children’s thinking as they grow and mature through childhood. Siegler (1994) illustrates the comparison of thinking in different childhood stages such as an infant, a toddler, and a child in elementary school. Further, research has had a focal point of the study of...
Ubiquitous is defined as “existing or being everywhere at the same time.” Religion is everywhere throughout the world, in all societies in some aspect or another. Religion has been pervasive around the world, shaping how individual’s behaving in their life through the formation of beliefs, values,...
In the novel Beloved, by Toni Morrison, an important thematic thread that is important is the dehumanizing behavior and tactics of the masters and the immediate and lasting affects. It illustrates aspects of a slaves "sanity" and how it affects the way the belief, act, think, and especially in...
I met you when I was only 19-years-old I met you when I was married and pregnant I met you when I left the Corps and you joined I met you when I need you the most.... But....15 years later...I think you have begun to forget:(
Does it still matter to you I quit college when I was fresh out of high school? You never would hear me, I wasn't ready, I was overwhelmed and lost. You ridiculed me when I enlisted in the Marines; but why? I had passion and drive; wanted to be a Marine at any, and all cost. W/ Current communicat
Tiffani Maxwell was 16-years-old when she became a victim of bullycide in January of 2011. Tiffani shot herself due to being a victim of bullying at school and rumors created about her. It combines cyberbullying and face-to-face bullying at her school. She lived in Portersville, PA with her family.
We are used to news feeds on our online world and it doesn't occur to us that we aren't hearing about these suicides that have been linked to bullying. We have seen Amanda Todd, Megan Meirs, and Kristina Calcos pictures and a blurb pop up on our recommended or news feed and find the stories...
Bullying statistics of cyberbullying and those in the LGBT community. Ranging from 2009- to a table of 2012 statistics. Some vary but the overall view to be considered is its a rising problem and in comparison to 30 years ago has increased significantly. Due to the rise in suicide due to teenage...
The first time I heard of a group called the Cappers was when a member of their group, Kody Maxson, had been uncovered by the hacker group Anonymous and allegedly was Amanda Todd's tormentor. WARNING THIS HUB HAS CONTENT THAT MAY BE DISTURBING TO SOME VIEWERS
Amanda Todd hit headlines and it seemed like just another tragic suicide. Prior to her suicide, she posted a very moving youtube video that detailed her incredible tormented journey. It has hit roughly 17 million views in less than two months.
Actors speak out about their early experiences with bullying.
With the rise in children committing suicide due to the bullying done today; it is important for parents and society to be aware and educated on the situation so we are better equipped to prevent more children from taking their own life. There are more avenues for a bully to inflict harm that are...
14-year-old Kameron Jacobsen, killed himself after he was relentlessly bullied through social media, thrown into lockers, and even experienced a broken jaw. He had only been in high school for four months before he hung himself.
Jeffrey Fehr's family still wonder's why he committed suicide. The look back on his life and they think they know why. The overall consensus seems that even though he had recently ended a relationship prior to taking his own life, the years of bullying was why he chose to leave this world. He was...
Tessa Middleton never came home on the bus. Derson, victim's uncle, immediately went to her school and found emergencey vehicles and his nieces body. She hung herself from the football stadium's bleachers. Friends last saw Tessa mid-day and no one from the school had called to say she hadn't...
Sexting is now a practice that teenager's engage in and encompasses taking nude pictures with their camera phones and sending them to other's. One girl from Ohio had done just this but it was only to her boyfriend so its safe right? Wrong. When the two teenagers broke up the picture she had...
Asher Brown was a 13-year-old boy in the 8th grade who shot and killed himself after being tormented at school for being gay that the school officials ignored.
Kristina started being bullied in the seventh grade that continued until she took her own life in December of 2005, when she was in the tenth grade. A boy would approach her daily stating things like, "you are ugly and nasty" and enlisted other kids to torment the girl by stating these things to...
Over 13 million children in the United States are bullied every year and according to the official website of The Bully Project, it is the most common form of violence among youth today. Sun-dance and an award winning film maker, Lee Hirsch, has filmed a new documentary "Bully". "Bully" was...
Phoebe Prince was a 15-year-old girl that attended South Hadley High School in Massachusetts, originally was originally from Ireland. Her principal described her as smart and charming. She was a freshman who didn't quite fit in. She became a victim of bullying. Ultimately, Phoebe took her own life.
Megan Meiers was 13-years-old when she hit the news because of committing suicide due to being bullied. Cyberbullied to be exact and it was a shocking story because an adult mother was allegedly involved and it really hit parents all over the nation over the idea an adult could do that to a child.
Social networks like Craigslist, Facebook, Twitter, and Myspace have increased in popularity rapidly. Along with the growing popularity for looking up and connecting with old friends, criminals have started using it as a tool to commit their crimes. Also, people have murdered others over their...
Different forms of technology are being utilized when a criminal is looking for their victim to kidnap. Smart-phones, Google, and Facebook are being used to kidnap these individuals. They create Facebook profiles and become familiar with their prey. After the victim accepts the friend request they...
In the real world we have accepted practices we call etiquette or social rules and norms that tell us what is appropriate and what is not appropriate when engaging in interpersonal relationships. However, when it comes to social networking we have an abundance of ideas of what is or isn't...
A developing field of psychology has arisen from the boom of cyberspace; cyberpsychology. It is the study of the human mind and a person's behavior within the context of human interaction and communication, encompassing both humans and technology such as cyberspace. It has intertwined a new culture...
The cause of Autism is still unknown and previously was believed to be only a genetic disorder. The vaccine controversy several years ago started and even thought the CDC denied other triggers, environmental factors has swarmed research studies. Now, they are theorizing the genetic and...
The boy next door was my first boyfriend. My first real best friend. A friendship that transformed to something else but never identified. I ended up walking away from him and he let me do it. 15 years have passed and he recently came out of nowhere. He is my soulmate no matter what capacity...
Divorce is hard no matter what spin you put on it. Adding children to the mix doesn't make matters any easier, and you truly aren't cutting the tie to this person you can't live with. Instead, you are saying you won't live together as man and wife, you won't share the good times together as a...
Bipolar is a commonly misunderstood mental illness that seriously can afflict people's lives that are diagnosed with this disorder. Many common misconceptions of this disorder exist as well as carrying a negative stigma as part of diagnosis within our society. Awareness of Bipolar is a necessary...
Domestic Violence exists in many forms: such as emotional, sexual, mental, and physical abuse. It can happen in both straight and same-sex relationships. Domestic abuse is considered a "hidden" crime as men don't speak out or report it in fear of society's views of how men are supposed to behave...
The thing with cyber-bullying is its ongoing and doesn't seem to stop, very repetitious and that is the dangerous part of the whole thing. It can last for long periods of time where the victim is in constant fear of what the bully will do next, what they will say, who will see it, and how far they...
Random Thoughts Of Living Life Without You
In the 21st century teenagers are facing many more issues that even younger parents didn't have to deal with 15 years ago. Many parents are unaware or don't understand what their child is going through and this leads to poorer communication. Educating parents is important for our teens today so...
The last time I saw you was so long ago Memories are still vivid in our minds I know. Sixteen years have passed, yet I still think of you I see your bright smile, it always makes me smile too.
The "boy next door" was my first love. He will always be "The one that got away".
I had to file police reports because I was afraid and I wanted to seal my personal information in my child support case so he couldn't gain access to it through them. The second time he threatened to kill me...
Autism is not caused by just one or two genetic defects as previously believed. Many mutations, hundreds of different mutations actually, are said to spontaneously arise. This is according to researchers that examined the genetic "underpinnings" of Autistic disorder of over one thousand families....
There are situations that we find ourselves in that sometimes we can not support ourselves in the traditional way. Finding a job or working full time may may be permanently or temporarily impossible. Due to a child's or your own disability you may be unable to work and it's necessary to support...
Post Traumatic Stress Disorder in regards to our combat veteran's returning from Iraq and Afgahanstan are in need of a more comprehensive and family integrated involvement syle program to evaluate, treat, and diagnose. This would be necessary in re-integration to civilian life especially if the...
Women have been integrated into the United States Military but are unable to hold MOS's or jobs, in front line and direct combat units. They are exempt from eligibility into recon and special forces. Yet, we have women in the military that have engaged in combat situations and died for their...
Look beyond what is in front of you Past the situation that has destroyed your life.
When we are not in peace time and have a conflict somewhere in the world that military members are serving, there are many things that people worry about. One that most don't want to think about with their service member or never crosses their mind...is that the men they send over aren't always...
The Army ignored his PTSD, forced the divorce, ignored pleas for help, and washed their hands of responsibility.
A study that has been causing chaos in the media, fueling both sides of the autism and vaccine link controversy, and causing Dr Wakefield to lose his medical license in the United Kingdom has been the center of controversy. Dr. Wakefield is Interviewed regarding the scandelous charges.
I used to be sorry for all I thought I had done to you For any wrong I did, for anytime you felt I wasn't true. I took the blame for the end of the dreams we had I even said I am sorry for the times you saw me sad.
Why can't my recent ex-husband; who is experiencing dramatic symptoms of supposed PTSD, not allowed to say he doesn't want a fourth round of Anthrax due to the possibility he may be having adverse reactions? Truth is if he refuses he probably gets dishonorably discharged from the United States Army.
I noticed the PTSD before he did but I wasn't sure how to discuss it. He was in Iraq the second time and he was starting to have really noticeable memory problems. I received an email from asking me to call our insurance company USAA and ask a...
Combat PTSD is on the rise in the Army and has affected so many families and veterans. My soldier and my family was one that was affected in a serious way and the Army failed us.
Just when I fell yet again there you are. Can you tell Emotionally broken new scar?
Down deep you feel that strength you will need just once more, Last time he extinguished that fire; he the one your love burned for. There is nothing left but pain; that emptiness running so deep, Losing myself, my mind, my dreams; leaving only residue in cracks does seep.
Lost, Alone, and with a broken heart Terrified, Uncertain, of exactly where I start
Autism resources for military families
Dr. Wakefield faced allegations of fraud by the British Medical Journal with his study findings showing that a bowel disease seen in Autistic children was correlated to the MMR Vaccine.
An intense debate had aired between Anderson Cooper and Dr Andrew Wakefield regarding the declaration recently that Dr. Wakefield's report from 1998; linking the MMR vaccine to regressive autism was " an elaborate fraud". Mr Cooper did some background on Dr Wakefield's study of 12 children linking...
It is a heart wrenching moment when your child is diagnosed with Autism. Many emotions and questions never stop swimming through your mind and heart. There is more hope than you initially feel and may know. Raising a child on the spectrum is a life changing moment and they can develop past what...
Kennedy spoke to bureaucrats about such as the cause of Autism. He wrote an article for the Rolling Stone Mag. called "Deadly Immunity", to discuss Thimerosal as the factor for not just Autism; but many other childhood disorder's.This can include learning disabilities, ADHD just to name a few....
Jenny McCarthy has been labeled the "one to blame" for the vaccination heated debate raging and she has held firm on her convictions of the MMR being responisble for triggering autism in her son. Though on Oprah there was posts on discussion forums stating that she said his arm flapping began...
This starts the beginning of my journey through raising a child with Autism. By sharing my story I hope to help other's feel like they aren't alone and also raise awareness of what families go through so that more compassion and understanding follows.
I take Andrew into a well child checkup and he gets his DTaP. I didn't ever read the vaccination forms. But after he gets it he starts to stand there and just fall backwards. Head to floor. Stiff as a Board. His speech starts to go away and he isn't talking anymore. You can see the fear and...
As a parent we tend to have very strong views about how we raise our children. The fact is when you have a child on the Autism Spectrum you no longer can parent the way you used to. You have to adapt and change for the child.
A list of the symptoms of Autism Spectrum Disorder
Autism Spectrum Disorder's affect an increasing number of children each and every year those numbers are rising. Information is available to become educated on the disorder and you will be able to identify what is Myth and what is Fact.
I have a child with Autism; diagnoses at age 6 in 2007. I had heard it was just a speech delay, possible PDD-NOS, maybe even Asperger's Syndrome; and one time I actually got a shoulder shrug and "I Don't know.” All I wanted to know was what is wrong with my son.