I'm really going to miss you Dad.

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   lyricsingrayposted 13 years ago

   How horrible things must have been for you to decide to go.
   
   I only hope wherever you are now it's no longer horrible.
   
   I'll never forget our laughs.  Ever.
   
   Missing you already.
   
   I love you.
   
   Goodbye Dad.
   
   Still, Your First Born.
   
   To clarify they found him this morning dead by suicide.

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      prettydarkhorseposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Oh lyrics, are you ok, what happened to your DAD, HUGS, I love you friend

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      Mikel G Robertsposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      I am so sorry to hear that hun. It is always so sad.
      
      Mikel

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      shazwellynposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      OMG Lyrics!  I am sooooooooooooo sorry!  The pain you must be in!  This is a real life changing situation you are going through... just know people are here for you.  If you want to talk, just call x

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      Uninvited Writerposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      I am so, so sorry. How awful. Sending you good thoughts and hugs.

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      TheGlassSpiderposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Oh Kimberly. I am so so sorry. I know that no words can ever, ever make a dent in the pain that you feel or make sense of what has happened. But please know that I am sending positive thoughts, healing energy, and all the comfort I can imagine directly to you.

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      falcon64posted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Im so sorry to hear that Kimberly. My sympathy to you and to your family.

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      Friendlywordposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Sorry for your lost. I hope you eventually find peace with your fathers decision.

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      Crazdwriterposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      I am truly sorry for your loss, lyrics and for the pain I know you must be feeling. *HUGS* I wish that I could take away your pain

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   ForKicksposted 13 years ago

   What's going on?

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   lyricsingrayposted 13 years ago

   my father committed suicide and they found him this morning.  Sorry, wasn't trying to be so blunt

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      prettydarkhorseposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Oh Lyrics just HUGS for you many many HUGS

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   BeccaHubbardWoodsposted 13 years ago

   Oh no, that's horrible. I hope you will be strong through this, Wishing you much love! <3

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   ForKicksposted 13 years ago

   I never approved of suicide, nor will I in the near future.
   
   But R.I.P.

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      lyricsingrayposted 13 years agoin reply to this

      Please don't post again with your views, you don't know the situation nor the deceased.  Have some   f**king   G*D   D*MN   RESPECT
      
      Mr know it all
      
      Back the hell off.
      
      NOW!

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         ForKicksposted 13 years agoin reply to this

         The situation doesn't matter in the least bit.
         
         I repeat
         
         I never approved of suicide, nor will I in the near future.
         
         But R.I.P.

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            torimariposted 13 years agoin reply to this

            Piss off.
            
            Not only did you repeat your irrelevant-to-the-topic opinion again, you are being ignorant of the poster who is in pain and who already told you to back off.

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               ForKicksposted 13 years agoin reply to this

               The topic is her dad was suicidal.
               
               I stayed on topic.
               
               I went against my views on suicide and actually gave her father a quick minute of "respect =/".

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                  Mishaposted 13 years agoin reply to this

                  Would you shut down please. You better leave now.

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   drej2522posted 13 years ago

   Sorry to hear that, Kimberly.
   
   *HUGS*

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   Mike Lickteigposted 13 years ago

   I am so very, very sorry.  Please care for yourself during this time, and know that a lot of people care about you (including me). 
   
   PLEASE be good to yourself.
   
   Mike

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   torimariposted 13 years ago

   This is terrible to hear. I can't even imagine myself in your shoes, but I'll keep you and your family in my thoughts.
   
   <3

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   livewithrichardposted 13 years ago

   I'm sorry for your loss Lyrics. I hope you can be strong through this terrible time. You do deserve some peace. My prayers are with you and your family tonight.

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    The Ropeposted 13 years ago

    Lyrics, huge hugs headed your way.  I am so,so sorry.  Blessings my friend for you, your family and for all of those whose lives he touched.

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    Mishaposted 13 years ago

    Oh, Kimberly... My thoughts are with you... poor girl...

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    logic,commonsenseposted 13 years ago

    Condolences.  Thoughts and prayers are with you.

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    Ohmaposted 13 years ago

    Lyrics, I am so sad for your loss. I sincerly hope that if not today someday it will at least make sense for you. Be true to yourself and to the memory of your "Dad".

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    Sara Tonynposted 13 years ago

    So very sorry to hear about your father. Take care and know that you have many friends here for support.
    
    You have my deepest sympathy.

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    efeguyposted 13 years ago

    so sorry for the loss.
    
    try and live on.better times ahead

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    ASHWINSPGAposted 13 years ago

    Miss Gray...poor you. Im truly sorry for your loss. May your Dad rest in peace. I will pray for you.

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    wyanjenposted 13 years ago

    Your grief was not his intent.
    Give yourself space and time to grieve, and heal.
    
    I'm so sorry for your loss, Kimberly.
    
    Jen

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    Ghost32posted 13 years ago

    Sorry, Kimberly.  Anything Pam (my wife) or I can do, please feel free drop an email my way.  Not that we expect that, but Pammie did lose her younger (and only) sister to suicide when the sis was 31.  Also, I once offered employment to a good man but discovered the next day that my business was going to go down the tubes...called the fellow and explained...and he went by suicide a few days later. 
    
    One thing is certain:  As Wyanjen noted, "Your grief was not his intent.".

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    lyricsingrayposted 13 years ago

    I am overwhelmed and so many many times this community has carried me onwards.  I choose to believe he can read these posts right now and see the support I have been gifted with.
    
    Thank you so kindly everyone.  Truly.

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    blondepoetposted 13 years ago

    Lyrics, I send my love to you on this day I'm sure your Dad is now dancing with angels looking down upon you. x0x0x0x

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    VioletSunposted 13 years ago

    Lyrics: I am very sorry to hear this; be gentle on yourself as your grieve the loss of your Dad. May he be at peace.

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    charanjeet kaurposted 13 years ago

    Oh lyrics, I am so sorry about it. A warm hug send your way. So sorry for the loss will keep you in my prayers for giving you strength. Take care dear.

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    Pearldiverposted 13 years ago

    Bloody Hell Kim.... You are Due Some Excellent Life in your near future... Maybe tommorrow Girl. So, so sorry for your loss.  Crank up the Black Crows and be at peace Kim.  You have my email, if there's anything I can do.  Take Care of that special person (You) at this time.  Hugs.

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    emievilposted 13 years ago

    So sad to hear about your loss Kimberly. My prayers go out to you and your Dad.

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    blondepoetposted 13 years ago

    

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    kirstenblogposted 13 years ago

    Lyrics, I am so sorry to hear about your loss . I hope your father is being given the job of being your guardian angle right now. Losing anyone to suicide is very painful and I hope that in time you may come to understand why he did it. Take care of yourself *hugs**hugs**hugs*

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    NaomiRposted 13 years ago

    I am so sorry to hear this (((HUGS)))

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    glendoncabaposted 13 years ago

    Death in any form is heavy, heavy stuff
    You miss your father so much...so very much
    The pain of loss when cold the vacant chair
    Mixed with memories of every favourite year
    
    
    Charity covers multitudinous sins
    Forgiving all errors love graciously wins
    Love prays in the darkness for slayer and slain
    God's gift inside us that overcomes pain
    
    Love dreams of a rainbow, and sunshine so gold
    Love crosses the river, may we be so bold
    Heavy with mystery, and sacred I know
    Love anchors at last where all prayers go

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    blatvaposted 13 years ago

    I pray for you and your family in this trying time.
    
    My condolences, I can not even imagine what you are feeling.
    
    My thoughts are with you. I'm very sorry for your loss.

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    WriteAngledposted 13 years ago

    I'm so very sorry, Kimberly. I only know you through the honesty and openness of your writings on here, but I hope that is sufficient for you to accept the love and sympathy I am sending.

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    NewYorkerposted 13 years ago

    I am so sorry for your loss. You should know we're all here for you. Again, I'm so sorry. I can't imagine how tough this must be for you.

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    jimmythejockposted 13 years ago

    Nothing I could ever say would be of comfort to you today, Kim my thoughts are with you and your family .....jimmy

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    Flightkeeperposted 13 years ago

    Oh Lyric, this is a terrible shock for your and your family, I'm so sorry. Please surround yourself with loving people as you get through this.  AND DON'T BLAME YOURSELF FOR ANY OF IT.
    
    [Hugs]

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    lyricsingrayposted 13 years ago

    Thank you, each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart.

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       shazwellynposted 13 years agoin reply to this

       you are going to need a lot of support in the next few months.. know that there are people thinking of you and wishing you well x

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    Mamelodyposted 13 years ago

    Girl am so sorrie for your loss. There's nothing more painful than when a family member take their own life.  My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family xx

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    rebekahELLEposted 13 years ago

    kimberly, my heart to you. (I wrote this when my father died.) 
    
    I don't know
    what day
    or night
    may bring
    will I cry
    or should I sing
    
    fragments...
    all around me
    pieces torn
    from pages
    of a life
    lived full
    
    peacefully
    go
    into the night
    arise anew
    shining
    bright.
    
    May he rest in peace. love, light to you, rebekah

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    Niteriterposted 13 years ago

    Kimberly, I feel for you very deeply. Such a tremendous loss is hard to bear but I know you have the strength to see it through. You have already proven it in so many ways. My thoughts are with you in your time of grief. Best wishes to you and your family.

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    tantrumposted 13 years ago

    I'm so sorry to hear this,Kimberly !
    Nothing I can say can better this situation. If you need to 'talk' you can e-mail me, whenever you feel like it.
    Sorry, sorry, sorry, again !!!

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    caravalhophotoposted 13 years ago

    Kimberely...
    
    My heart goes out to you my friend. A girl losing her dad at any age and in any form is a hard pill to swallow. Please know you have so much support and the love for you has been shown here on this forum...you, my friend are not alone.
    
    I am sorry for your loss...

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    Greg Cremiaposted 13 years ago

    Make sure you take the time to take care of yourself. This is not yours or anybody else's fault.

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    Ms Chievousposted 13 years ago

    I am so Sorry!!  please take care of yousrself

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    Dale Mazurekposted 13 years ago

    Kimberly I am so sorry to hear about your father.
    
    Suicide or not, you still lost your father.
    
    If you need to talk please feel free to email. 
    
    I sincerly believe it was many great people here at Hubpages who helped me get through the death om my father in October.
    
    Anyways just take one breath at a time and you will get through this.
    
    Just remember Hubbers are real people who love to help.
    
    Dale

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    theirishobserver.posted 13 years ago

    sorry to hear this terrible news.....you are in my prayers right now....God bless...

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    IzzyMposted 13 years ago

    ((((Kimberley)))
    Big hugs girl! I am so sorry...

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    torimariposted 13 years ago

    Bullsh*t and disrespectful. Nevermind, I'll stop feeding the troll.

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    ForKicksposted 13 years ago

    Cool.
    
    Then no problems then sir?
    
    @ torimani

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    Madison22posted 13 years ago

    Lyrics, I am so sorry. Love and hugs to you.

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    wyanjenposted 13 years ago

    Kimberly, just blow that guy off.
    
    Don't think that one jacka$$ speaks for the rest of us.
    
    Take care of yourself and your family hon. Think of our support for you if you need a place to find some strength. Nobody can get through this alone, but you are not alone.
    
    <3

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       IzzyMposted 13 years agoin reply to this

       No you aren't, Kimberley. We are all here for you xx

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    readytoescapeposted 13 years ago

    Lyrics,
    
    I offer my heart felt condolences for your loss.
    
    There are no words I can write to assuage your grieve, but know many of us will be here to console you when needed.
    
    You and yours are in our thoughts and prayers.

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    europewalkerposted 13 years ago

    Kimberly, my sincere condolences.

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