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   Crazdwriterposted 16 years ago

   are unknown! Went through all of that and they don't know what is wrong with me. Did the ultrasound and also the camera...yea you girls know what I'm talking about. And there is definitely something there, a mass that shouldn't be.
   
   I had to go back to my other doctor to give blood just to rule out pregnancy (even though I KNOW I'm not) or the pregnancy where the egg is attatched to the tube 9can't remember the name of it). So that will take 2-3 days. And then next week I have to make an appointment to see the OB/GYN and see what they say.
   
   So yea I am in limbo right now and have no idea what is wrong with me.
   
   But that ultrasound was pure HELL!!!!

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      NoRR4Meposted 16 years agoin reply to this

      Hello, I just saw this post. I hope I'm not repeating something that has already been mentioned before. I apologize if I am, but have you considered that it might be a Fibroid tumor. They are a common female problem, but they are not malignant (not cancer).
      
      I hope everything turns out ok.
      
      I'm praying for you.

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         Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

         They said that it could be that too but they don't know

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      lorlie6posted 16 years agoin reply to this

      I'll be thinking of you, Crazd-the waiting IS the hardest part!

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         Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

         Tell me about it...at least this weekend I'll be busy just have to stay busy the rest of this week lol

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      Stevennix2001posted 16 years agoin reply to this

      are you serious?  awww im sorry to hear that cw. i hope the test results come back with good news then.  (Hugs)

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      cosetteposted 16 years agoin reply to this

      
      
      
      i remember when i got the results my doctor called me at home, personally. the nurse said 'please hold for Dr. so-and-so and my heart was all fluttery...and everything was fine. i hope it all turns out well for you too sweetie.

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      Justine76posted 16 years agoin reply to this

      Ectopic pregnancy. They ALWAYS say that. It really is most likely a cyst. I have tons. they hurt like hell but are not life threatening. They will "go away" on their own. I hope you feel better the procedure is over? If you dont like what you hear, get a second opinion.

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         Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

         Thanks Justine...that is the weird part though it doesn't hurt at all when he was pressing on them so I don't know...

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   drej2522posted 16 years ago

   aw (((HUGS))) Crazd!

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   pinkyleeposted 16 years ago

   i know what you are going through though i refused to have any of it done because of money but the pregnancy you are talking about is called a Ectopic Pregnancy or tubal pregnancy ... my thoughts are with you and please keep me posted on what the results are hun **HUGS**

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   KCC Big Countryposted 16 years ago

   It'll be ok, Crazd. I just had the ultrasound and CT scan and bloodwork and they all came back sooner than they told me they would, so maybe your wait won't be as long as you think.  ((hugs))

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   wordscribe41posted 16 years ago

   Thanks for letting us know.  I'm sorry you didn't get the definitive answer today, that's very frustrating...  I'm glad you came back and reported, thanks for that.  I hate it when these things are drawn out...

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   wordscribe41posted 16 years ago

   Maybe this is a dumb question, but have you taken a home pregnancy test?

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   Crazdwriterposted 16 years ago

   Yes I did wordscribe before I went I did and it came back negative...

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   Crazdwriterposted 16 years ago

   And thanks guys for caring...
   
   it's sad! I posted this on FB and only a few friends commented...none family. Strangers and friends care mroe about me than my own family members (minus my mom and dad and hubby who of course gives a damn about my health) but all other family members...they leave me out of the loop of everything and then I talk about my health and no one gives a damn. go figure!

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      pinkyleeposted 16 years agoin reply to this

      when it comes to health no one should care more than family and close friends but like you said its sad that the reality of it is that sometimes the ones you would think wouldnt care actually do and at the same time its a blessing that complete strangers and not so close friends care.
      
      i wish you the best of luck hun and i sincerely hope everything is ok

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         Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

         thanks pinkylee I appreciate that and will keep everyone updated once I myself know more...

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   Hokeyposted 16 years ago

   BIG HOKEY HUGS!!!!

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      Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

      Thanks Hokey I appreciate that. Nice new pic by the way. I bet you have women drooling don't you?

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    wordscribe41posted 16 years ago

    Okay, so now you wait for the preggers blood results, right?  Then next week you go see the Heeby Jeeby doctor after your test results?  Right?  You have to wait... for what?

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       have to wait to see what is in my..there is a mass but they have no idea what it is....I just want this over with...

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          wordscribe41posted 16 years agoin reply to this

          I know that.  I'm just trying to figure out why you can't go see the OB/GYN right away?  What's the magic of next week?  The soonest you can get an appt. maybe...

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             Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

             it's because my doctor wants to get the blood test results back first as well as get the paperwork faxed from the ultrasound to him so then he can fax them over to the other creepy ppl.

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          pinkyleeposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          do you have pain if that area is pressed on? ... i did and thats why they wanted me to have the same tests done aside from the blood test

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             Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

             nope doesn't hurt at all

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                pinkyleeposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                i think thats a good sign

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                   Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                   I like that

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    blondepoetposted 16 years ago

    Oh Craz you must be beside yourself. Hang in there dear buddy of mine. xox

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       sadly I am beside myself not knowing...thanks BP I'm hanging in there

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          blondepoetposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          That is what I meant Craz beside yourself not knowing. I send you a huge cyber hug__________________________________________________________________________________________this big xx

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    Crazdwriterposted 16 years ago

    I needed that BP thanks..hubby keeps telling me not to worry but that's hard NOT to do

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    Three-Legged Dogposted 16 years ago

    Aww, I clicked on this hoping that it was good news... like, you just found out you were pregnant and had been trying to conceive, or just found out the sex of a baby or something.  Wasn't expecting this.
    
    Hope everything is ok!!!!!! Positive vibes!!

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Thanks three-legged Dog..appreciate that and yea wish it was good news too

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    lynnechandlerposted 16 years ago

    CW I will keep you in my thoughts. Waiting sucks. Hopefully, all will be well in the end.

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Thanks lynne yea I hope that it all comes out well too I hate waiting!

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    darksideposted 16 years ago

    Don't you love inconclusive results. Or results which make absolutely no sense.
    
    Last year I had a series of blood tests and an irregularity showed up. Which meant that I had to have used a particular type of drug.
    
    Having not ever having used recreational drugs in my entire life and apparently showing traces of this particular one in my system, it was quite bizarre.

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Wow darkside that is totally weird! sounds like they mixed up your results with someone else maybe...how strange!

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          darksideposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          I should bring it up next time I'm seeing my doctor. Whether its a mix up or contaminated testing materials. Knowing my luck though I've probably got some kind of mutant gene.

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             Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

             lol uh oh darkside. your a mutant? hmm so what is your special powers?

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    prettydarkhorseposted 16 years ago

    thats prolonging the wait, just hang on and I think that if the doctor suspect somehting is really wrong, she/he will not let you go home anymore-and test will not wait for some days but it should be immediate, but at the look of it--all should be fine, HUGS some more crazd,

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Thanks I hope so...

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    emievilposted 16 years ago

    Hey crazd, haven't been able to comment on the first but I've been following your posts. Had a non-invasive surgery once (I don't know if this is the official term) where they pulled out a 'blood mass' from me and they can't tell me what exactly that is or why it was there in the first place. The only thing they told me is that it's not cancerous or something. Guess I had to settle for that.
    
    You go girl. You'll do fine. Hugz and prayers your way and good luck.

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       They did what?!?!? talk about scary! glad you are okay
       and thanks

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    TheGlassSpiderposted 16 years ago

    Oh Crazd! I hate all this for you! You'll be in my thoughts and prayers! The majority of things like this are usually just scary annoyances, I'll pray that this is the case for you as well.
    
    {{{{{{HUGS}}}}}}}} Hang in there!

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Thanks TGS I appreciate it and thanks for the hug I love hugs even if they are virtual lol

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          TheGlassSpiderposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          You're welcome...If you didn't live plum across the country from me, I'd come make it a real one!

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             Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

             hehehe damn distance ooo new spider..pretty white spider

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                TheGlassSpiderposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                It's actually a "glass spider." Ohma found it for me!! I was completely enchanted.

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                   Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                   COOOL! So that is what they actually look like. very intersting

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    Beth100posted 16 years ago

    Hey Crazd!  Hang in there!  There is progress throughout all this, though it's hard to see while waiting for the results.  I'm sorry to hear about the family (but not really after what happened the last time....) but you've got me (and quite a few hubberfriends out here too). 
    
    All will be well!  Sending you huge, warm hugs and positive thoughts.  I'll be checking in to see how your doing!  xoxo

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Thanks Beth and yep you are right I have great hubber friends who do care and I appreciate that very much.

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    Dale Mazurekposted 16 years ago

    My friend, I know it will all be good.
    
    Of course I dont know you personally but your strength shows here like crazy.
    
    I do understand that sometimes its hard to keep staying positive.
    
    But dam girl look at the response you are getting from people who care so just say you dont care what it is because you will kick it in the ass.
    
    Listen to hubby, all us husbands know we are always right so there all is good now.
    
    Dale

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       all husbands are right thanks for that laugh Dale. I needed that one
       
       Thanks

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    Cagsilposted 16 years ago

    Hey Crazd, remember a couple of things...(a) you're still here, (b) you still have all your faculties, and last but not least, (c) no bad news is good news.
    
    Unknown isn't bad, it's just unknown. If you worry about the unknown, then you'll just about worry about anything?
    
    Stay positive, look at the brighter side of life and continue to enjoy it....and most likely everything will be just fine. Step by step, one day at a time.
    
    Even tomorrow is unknown whether or not it will come for you? It's not guaranteed as it is now. So, just worrying about it is going to age you dramatically and your body chemistry will get thrown off and you'll develop even more problems, which I don't think you really want.
    
    I hope I helped.

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Thanks Cags I'm trying to stay positive. I swear I am
       
       and yea I don't need more health issues so I'm gonna do my best NOT to worry so much.

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          Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          I am sorry, I took a nap, I was so tired. I am glad the other part of the ordeal is over. The waiting is the hardest part. I will say, it still may be fibroids. My sister-in-law had them and they spring up real fast. I'll go look for info.
          
          Anyway, don't worry at least now you can pee. Or pixar.

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          Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          A Song for you.
          
          http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PE9ZXh0Fuwk
          
          
          and some laughs, since you don't have to hold your water.
          
          http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3qqE_WmagjY

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    donotfearposted 16 years ago

    I can understand how unsettling it is to be in limbo like this.
    
    "Limbo is like fallen leaves outside the fence: in your yard - not quite; out of your yard, somewhat."
    
    I pray you have peace of mind, body, and spirit.

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Thanks donotfear I appreciate that.

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    sabrebIadeposted 16 years ago

    Stay positive!
    I know that sounds trite but it really is the best thing you can do right now.
    Just stop, take a breath and let it out like you are relieved it's over.
    Like I said, I go through this every 3 months.
    If I can do it, you can do it.
    
    BTW...I have to go back on May 13th, so about a week before that, e-mail me and remind me of all the positive stuff I'm saying to you....LOL
    
    Hang in there!

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    Stevennix2001posted 16 years ago

    come on folks, cw really needs our support right now. 

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    resspenserposted 16 years ago

    Good luck, Crazd. Hope you feel better soon.

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    Colebabieposted 16 years ago

    Is the mass in your uterus or on your ovary? And how big is it? Did they say if it was a solid or cystic mass? Why would you have to go to your other doctor for blood work?

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    Faybe Bayposted 16 years ago

    Absolutely. It's a waiting game, but we are here for you.
    
    http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HhE72XOuWMM

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    Stevennix2001posted 16 years ago

    yeah, i hope cw will be okay in this.  im kind of worried about her.

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       Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       I was going to write a worry/anxiety hub anyway. here goes.
       
       You decide what is the worst that could happen, then you figure out the odds, like look up how many people a year this happens to, then decide what you will do if the worst happens.
       
       That way, you are prepared for the worst, but you know the odds, so you can hope for the best. You compare the odds to say, lottery tickets, or the odds of pulling a royal straight flush without a draw.

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          Stevennix2001posted 16 years agoin reply to this

          yeah, i know what you mean.  im the same way.  plan for the worst, but hope for the best. that's always a viable option.

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             Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

             Yeah. I had to learn. Worry is worse for you than any actual illness it affects you body's ability to heal itself.

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                Stevennix2001posted 16 years agoin reply to this

                that's true.....

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    Faybe Bayposted 16 years ago

    So it is decided. CW Don't Worry! Everything will be fine, you will see!

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    Stevennix2001posted 16 years ago

    hope you feel better soon!

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    Crazdwriterposted 16 years ago

    hehehe Faye and Steven started talking after I had left Sorry guys but I wanted to try and get my mind off of everything by tracing on wood some things I want to burn into wood for my mom, dad, and cousin who is helping us look for houses and condos
    
    But I am back and back to thinking about it...actually writing a hub now

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       kirstenblogposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Wood burning sounds like a great way to get your mind off this worry. I wonder if you have a how to burn/carve wood hub? What tools you need and how its done, what you can create? Could be interesting and if ya need a project to keep ya busy that could be it

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          Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          I am actually planning on doing that to day hehehe...I have my camera ready and going to snap pictures and post them in a hub
          
          Get outa my head kirsten jeez Didn't I tell you to stay outa there?

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             kirstenblogposted 16 years agoin reply to this

             Thats kinda freaky n funny at the same time
             We got some weird voodoo goin on, similar dreams, me in your head reading your mind for future hubs, there must be a reason I like ya

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                Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                Note to self..learn to keep kristen outa my head yep there is a definte connection between you and me

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                   kirstenblogposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                   I actually thought of you the other day, had one wacky dream!
                   
                   I dreamt that I was pregnant and went into labor, it was a very easy one too as the child born was just a leg with a lot of weird excess cartilage?

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                      Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                      whoa that is totally weird and creepy too

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                         kirstenblogposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                         Very creepy I suspect its rooted in my desire to have a baby and my subconscious is just strange!

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       Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       I am glad you're writing! It's good. Did you watch the videos? Not that it matters, when you have time, I saved them on my favorites.
       
       the one to make you laugh, up the page, is out takes from Carol Burnett. The show was filmed live, but they would do two shows because they couldn't always put what really happened on TV
       
       I have more...

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          Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          oooo no I didn't go see them yet I'll have to go check it out

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             Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

             I hope you enjoy I have another, really funny. I'll get it since you don't have to worry about pee.
             
             here's one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sJIh70IZua8
             
             This one is a two parter, the scene and the outtake.
             
             http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bJLVgPPF40M
             
             The outtake:
             
             http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RqzclCLrP0

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                Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                dang that was horrible. then hubby was making me laugh on the drive over to my US yesterday. he was mean

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                   Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                   You didn't "Pixar" on  yourself did you?
                   
                   Here's another outtake:
                   
                   http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6RqzclCLrP0

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                      Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                      that was funny!
                      
                      And nope didn't pizar on myself

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                         Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                         Cotton pony!

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                         Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                         Anyway, I saw an interview and Carol was apparently a "professional who didn't like to do more than one take" So they were always trying to break her up. She had the power to fire every one of them and threatened to on occasion, but they knew she wouldn't do it.

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                            Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                            lol she seemed like a mean lady. Would have LOVED to have hung out with her
                            
                            sorry just got back from writing my hub..

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                               Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                               Oh is it finished? Published?
                               
                               I don't think she was mean but she really had drive. She's still working but in theater. I adore her. She looks a lot like my mom, especially when she is Eunice.

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                                  Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                                  yep finished and published arlready

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                                     Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                                     And you have two comments already!

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                                        Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

                                        I do? dang that was fast..hang on let me go see lol

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    kirstenblogposted 16 years ago

    Im off, dinner is almost ready (nachos ) and I am ready to drop. I hope to catch you again tomorrow with good news
    
    Come on good news!!!!!!!

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       I hope so too...talk to you later Kristen. We still have to hijack a thread together

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    Crazdwriterposted 16 years ago

    aaaa yay two comments hehe...ummm...what was up with the one chick talking in third person? kinda creepy if u ask me

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       Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       Yeah I noticed some do that on their profile too Silly woman.
       I brought more laughs.
       
       
       http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4bJoEfjHbvc

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          Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          hehe silly and creepy
          
          oooo yep that made me laugh

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       shazwellynposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       hiya Craz! x

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          Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          Hey Shaz hows it going chica?

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    Faybe Bayposted 16 years ago

    I gotta nap. Been suffering from Hubsomnia.

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       Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

       ooo that's not good! go nap I'm gonna go work on my hub about pyrography and actually do some ttyl chica!

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          Faybe Bayposted 16 years agoin reply to this

          k later. I want to read that, sounds cool. (hot?) okay

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             Crazdwriterposted 16 years agoin reply to this

             yea hot would be the right word

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    Rochelle Frankposted 16 years ago

    CW-- in your hub (after waiting waiting waiting) You wrote 'thyroid' where you may have meant 'fibroid'.
    And I think the comment you found confusing was because the poster is actually two people-- they write together.

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    yoshi97posted 16 years ago

    I'm putting $20 down on it being alien insemination. Had any strange alien abduction dreams lately? Maybe those weren't dreams.
    
    haha! ET made ya preggers!
    
    luvs ya CW! Don't hit me!

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    Faybe Bayposted 16 years ago

    Aw Rochelle, thanks, I forgot. I was quite sleepy, but I can't sleep now. CW I am an official HubNugget! Not a wannabee.

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