Brenda dear, If they think you "had it before", that could mean that just like before you will be O.K, again after this episode. Keep your spirits as high as possible, it's very important for your heart's calming down. Sorry, I am not much into praying, I just KNOW that you will be fine, and don't you dare to disappoint me. Look, we all love you, girl, isn't that great, tell your heart we need you back in a hurry.