A girl coping with heartbreak and abandonement
"The slow overturn of rain, each drop breaking without breaking into the next, describes the unrelenting, syncopated mind ..." Jane Graham
I cannot see your love, but i can feel it in the wind...
Everyday I wake up with one simple goal: Find a reason to giggle. Laughter is the cure for the soul and doing it as often as possible is the best thing anyone can do for themselves. Laugh my friends!
Reach out to me as the world around you crumbles your very heart might burst in agony at the loss of what was too good for your simple mind to understand Reach out to me when it's too late for anything to matter when the opportunity to make a move...
Smoke lingers on the lips, fingertips still trembling Thunder rattles her core The patter of raindrops fail to splash away the pain lathered over her every hope. Croaks and scratches of critters outside the window rumba to a tune she recognizes__...
Left To old and new ways Of sadness and pain Without A care A hope For something better Despite the wishes Or prayers Or desires Empty determination Aching to move Forward But lagging Behind In the pits Of...
Again Cruising the night Guided by stars Steered by the moon And a hope That had no place Being there Leading the mind To a soft touch, And bitterly soothing words Left on an undeserving tongue Still Burrowed in the...
Leaving you forever Doesn't seem for real How could i ever Stop feeling how i feel To forget what we've been through Would be to spread a darkness in my world It'd be shading all the blue in my eyes left in this whirl The stars would...
I'd give away a lifetime to erase the memories of you Take away every tear and smile all the heartache and laughs too. Wipe out every song you ever mouthed my way Any promise that left your lips Give me back my sanity Take it all and let me...
Write, Write, Write until there is nothing left. Think, Scroll, Think continue to express. Stop, Pause, Breathe until you regain breath. Write, Write, Write until there is nothing left. More, Dream, More until a dream comes...
In her prime, So much forward left to travel. Eyes always on the prize, Emotions always unraveled. Caught in a mix up of desire and stress. Waiting on love, Won't settle for less. Tearing at the seams. Heart bleeding for...
His empty eyes fix to the page Pouring over the words of elegant superiors Enticed by the musical motion of the lyrics Carefully chosen and placed To shock Stun Soothe Seduce. Fingers brush the edges of the book Caressing gently...
Add to my diary of mistaken love only lust Another name or initials and falsley earned trust. Write it down in anger a fury of words, to keep shameful lips sealed and thoughts can be purged of wanting desires still unattained, ...
Cobwebs in the corners of a story yet untold Words left unwritten a statement bright and bold Tales just waiting to be lovingly read Until leftover chaos clears from cluttered head Love still lost emptiness leads the blind Wounds...
Against the whole world Even those you love Constantly searching for guidance above But no one there can help you my dearest friend the answer to your loneliness lies within it may hurt at first to admit it all at one time but...
So many men have lost their hearts on account of my love affair with beautiful words. They purge from lips of any and find their way straight to my soul sending shivers through my body. Some so luscious I can't help but wet my lips and brace to kiss...
I watch your brother struggle to read his letter to you. I can't blame him for having a hard time reading to someone that isn't there. Someone that he can't be sure will hear his words even though they mean the world and are from the very bottom of...
Fear overpowers your mind and stifles the love in your heart emotions have left your eyes blind since your faith decided to part. you can feel the change in the tides the breeze shifts and blows in a new day thoughts and memories you...
She smiled your direction which you grew fond of over time but at first you never approached her now you say be mine She brushed you walking by in the hallways, lounge, and lines you could only apologize and carry on now you say be...
"However far away, I will always love you. However long I stay, I will always love you. Whatever words I say, I will always love you. I will always love you." Adele's smooth voice streamed through Alexis' entire body as she sprawled in the sun....
For now i just want to be left alone Such a fool for you I just want some you Things will be a changin' soon Not to blue, but for the better I'm blooming into this beautiful Butterfly of pride and independence Called growing up. ...
All i need is loyalty to my true self, the real me. The faith and pride cannot hide the love i have left to give, inside. For one who someday will see, What I can dream and waht I can be. How great life is when you find The...
Got to pick myself up off the floor I can't go on like this anymore Fighting away tears each night and day Got to accept that you won't stay I don't need your hand to hold I'm strong I'm smart and yes im bold I'll make it without you by my side, But...
Lois lingers, like a lost lioness torn to pieces time takes a toll on. She was happy having her hand held hopefully, not ever needing to know if he was okay. The day danger deprives those weak without a whim, he will conquer the evil, ...
Hiding in the pages of novels between sexy words and wanted realities, A woman, strong and proud, yet overlooked, takes refuge. In the words of a realist, "there are no such things as happy endings." But in the eyes of a romantic, the...
Sunshine and torturous thoughts leave her in a melancholy mood. So much beauty openly spread around her, yet a swarm of darkness eats away at her thoughts. Free and beautiful run through her psyche alongside destructive and alone. Why would...
The world is a fucked up place sick with love and even sicker with hate Homeless going hungry Children getting abused Money breaking life styles Women gettin used People stealing from their own family and friends The lower class will...
Bong... Bong... thundered the drum. Hypnotizing rocking hips that Never skip a beat. Bare shoulders glide seductively Flexing the naked back Exposed to the anxious pack Of Predators stalking their Prey, Who Prays for the sway Her body creates to...
Staring into the deserted landscape covered in snow reminded her of how boring winter could be. Sure, snow is pretty when it first falls, but after that, there’s the sleet and the slush, and muck that follows. To her, the only good thing...
Everything he ever wanted in a woman, she was. Her vigor, her strength, and above all, her independence turned him on to no end. She had a way about her, of making him see who he really was. He was comfortable with her, had fun with her, and...
!!WARNING!! This piece is completely fictional. It contains touchy and strong subjects with sexual overtones of abuse and suffering. Please proceed with caution or simply move on if at all uncomfortable. Thank You~ your author_ Her...
They rush across the playground in a panic. The pirates are on their tails and they have the one and only ruby treasure. It holds the secret map to the hidden cave of gold. He grabs her arm to help her off the ship. Her heart beats quickly...
Her heart races at the thought of them. That seductive harlot will put her hands on him the way you used to. She’ll lay on your pillow, filling his ears with all the lies he wants to hear so he can forget about you. She will let him have...
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She shimmied from beneath his arm as he snored beside her, face pressed in the pillow. Carefully she shuffled off the bed and sifted through the clothes on the floor. Slowly she slid on her panties followed by one sock, and then the...
Her long dark hair trails behind her as she kicks her feet towards the sky, swinging higher and higher. Her miniature boots fly across the yard. A tomboy down to her bones, only 4 years old and hating dresses and bows in her hair. It was...
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I want so bad for this time to be different To be able to believe the things he says To know that all the time we spent Won’t end up a big mess His I love you would be genuine I wouldn’t be a game to play He would really want to...
How could I have been so wrong, To think I had the world by the balls? Only to put all I’ve had into a belief, And just lose it all. Play the sad song for me now, I can’t take it anymore. Nothing is worth really trying for, Now...
Oh your sweet words melt my heart and bring tears to my eyes, Even though sometimes you’re just a fairy tale, and other times you fill my ears with lies, You still manage to spill your soul to me And when the whole world can’t, you make me...
Watching the rain fall Splash, tink, sprinkle, squish Clouds gray as gravel lurking overhead Rumbling thunder rolls through her body Damp breeze chills his neck Cracks and flashes of lightning Tangle across the sky Rain drizzles into...
Her eyes are dried From silent tears cried In the dark, all alone, Because she's always on her own. Hair is a mess, day after day, Not a man in the world, chooses to stay. Smile only to hide, What's really inside, And no one knows...
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