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  I was born under the constellation of Aries, at 4years old I burnt down the family home where my Dad had to fight the neighbours to come and rescue my sister and me from the inferno, I grew up and spent my teens and twenty's surfing the globe got married at 31 had baby girl (my wife did) and now we are separated, and maybe my poems can tell some of this story. But I have found poetry during these terrible times and it has helped ease the pain and given me the strength to carry on and fight for the welfare of the most beautiful creation in the universe my Daughter.

 

2013

OK then, and since first joining hubs and writing about our suffering apart she now lives with me and we are building a wonderful life together, full of hope and adventure. If you keep your heart true and never give up you can achieve anything. Thank you for dropping in at my humble hubpage Simba

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  • If I had one breath
    5

    If I had one breath

    2 years ago

    I've cried inside for days now My heart has drowned in tears The strength I used to feel Now lost consumed in fear But my soul..... Was forged in courage And I will find my way One foot before the other Building...

  • Amber tears
    4

    Amber tears

    2 years ago

    The autumns now upon us I long for spring time nights When we wanted forever And held eachother tight But my heart is now falling Besides this season leaves Knowing that the amber tears Will tell me why I grieve ...

  • The words with soul
    2

    The words with soul

    2 years ago

    So many bad words said in haste So many said in fear Too many said just to hurt Kill all that we held dear But now were on the other side And all is said and done I've found the words that have a soul We're meant...

  • Clifftops and the Phoenix
    2

    Clifftops and the Phoenix

    17 months ago

    For you the feelings faded A long long time ago Last time I knew you loved me Was waiting for the snow Today now your heart is clear There is no love at all I tip toe on the cliff's edge Knowing that...

  • Yours must be the sun
    5

    Yours must be the sun

    2 years ago

    The water sparkled in the night As we left the olive shed First stars waking in the sky New dreams within my head All night long we laughed and spoke We played games with the stars A dawn of love came in...

  • My enemy the sun
    8

    My enemy the sun

    2 years ago

    Dark moon that broke my heart My enemy now the sun To wake each day now filed with pain For I know what I've done The new moon shines All through the night To torment my broken heart Together the sun...

  • loud silence
    5

    loud silence

    2 years ago

    I cannot bare the the void Present for all to see I'm longing for the smallest hint That you're in love with me A little word How was your day I hope your feeling fine Is all I need to start again ...

  • Spring time morning snow
    9

    Spring time morning snow

    2 years ago

    The gifts that you have gave me Your smiles and open heart Like memories of a past life Now fading in the dark When once I was desired Feels not so long ago Just temporary like a flower Or spring time...

  • Saphire eyes
    3

    Saphire eyes

    17 months ago

    People me tell what is beauty The wonders of this world But they don't how I feel Just walking with my girl Humming birds, the stars Hold little......nothing to me Your smile, and those saphire eyes Is...

  • Canvas and the moonlight
    7

    Canvas and the moonlight

    2 years ago

    Canvas, sandles, fires and moonlight Our shadows dance around the fire Making love throughout the night Mornings playing in the medows Our children in our arms Surrounded by their laughter Smiling eyes brighter...

  • It's so absurd
    7

    It's so absurd

    2 years ago

    Emotions make us children When we should rise above We hurt one and other Just because we are in love Loose tongues and poison words When we should know best Playing dangerous games With a bond that...

  • As tears caress this page
    7

    As tears caress this page

    2 years ago

    You cannot know the feelings That you create in me Your kind words and compassion For things I did not see Whilst carrying out your day My deeds are on your mind But you offer love and guidance Knowing my soul is...

  • Samantha Jayne
    3

    Samantha Jayne

    17 months ago

    The passion and the wonder Shine in your eyes so blue A spring tide born in rainbows Pull me deeper into you Our goodbyes feel like torture As we kiss with painful frowns I'd sooner die in your arms In your rainbow...

  • My shadow and my notebook
    9

    My shadow and my notebook

    3 years ago

    They thought we couldn't do it That it would be to hard The looks and all those whispers From Mums in the school yard But love has made it easy Our life is full of fun Nature made me your Daddy Though...

  • Cilibion Dreams
    6

    Cilibion Dreams

    3 years ago

    Hate is just a word To make you feel less When scorched love holds back the fears Your heart wants to confess You'll walk straight out of eden Into a world so cold So you can forget your sins Discard...

  • Collecting all the peices
    8

    Collecting all the peices

    3 years ago

    This is about my daughter and the tramatic life she had as a six year old child, she is now seven years old and living safe and sound with me.....her Father

  • coffee pots
    8

    coffee pots

    3 years ago

    I knew as I walked inside The signs were there for all Little things that scream so loud Bedsted far from the wall Two coffee pots still on the stove As I walked through the door Tell me someone stayed...

  • After everything in the room
    5

    After everything in the room

    3 years ago

    I saw the hesitation As you swalowed deep and sighed My heart burning for an answer To know how you feel inside Your eyes finally found mine After everything in the room Then you told me that you loved...

  • you're fine just as you are
    11

    you're fine just as you are

    3 years ago

    She runs through the back gate Shouting she stamps her feet It's not fair Daddy ! I want something to eat ! So I smile and I ask her What's wrong ? what is unfair ? Daddy I don't like glasses And I...

  • Charms of lust
    8

    Charms of lust

    3 years ago

    She kept his eyes fixed on her As her voice danced round his head Walking like a panther As she knelt upon his bed Sliding up towards him To put her lust to rest Biting her lips gently With a pounding in her chest ...

  • Was right in my backyard
    28

    Was right in my backyard

    3 years ago

    I searched for years For something..somebody Somewhere...sometime Never finding solace Peace for this soul of mine I crossed near every ocean And walked through lands so hard To find what I'd been missing Was right in...

  • I will tell you one last time
    18

    I will tell you one last time

    3 years ago

    Your words can't conceal How you feel for me Speaking just of freindship Englufed in jealously Have I read this all wrong Do you feel less Or should I once again speak out Once again confess ...

  • Arrows from you lips
    16

    Arrows from you lips

    3 years ago

    I cannot help but feel it As you smile hands upon your hips Your words sweeter than honey Whilst cupid's shooting arrows from your lips I've never been so happy To be stood in the pouring rain Now that I...

  • In a world you think is yours
    16

    In a world you think is yours

    3 years ago

    If I died tomorrow Would all you dreams come true Unshackled from the bad deeds You feel you have to do No lies bad for your karma New life... a fresh new start You could become the hero To mend a...

  • Castles of guilt
    36

    Castles of guilt

    3 years ago

    Guilt can burn the bridges When your directions lost Foolish words will feed the flames And pain will be the cost Guilt can build castle To lock your heart away Within those walls a prisoner With the...

  • Emotions dangerous land
    14

    Emotions dangerous land

    3 years ago

    Where did you think this road led In emotions dangerous land Would we reach the otherisde Holding eachothers hand We knew all of the bad things That we were sure to face But our souls begged us like...

  • Destined to winter
    12

    Destined to winter

    3 years ago

    There are many who have wished it To walk life by my side But the years with me They take there toll What they once felt slowly dies All my charms, my looks and smile No longer fill their hearts Our...

  • That moment
    11

    That moment

    3 years ago

    You smile You lift your shoulders You blink You bite your lip I sure I know your feelings Can't let this moment slip Is it all about the timing Will cupid shoot his bow Shall I taste your lips today...

  • Soul science
    10

    Soul science

    3 years ago

    Sometimes sun shines in my soul Others it's dark as night Together they make this man The mix of black and white Calling for one and other So soul can choose right from wrong These purest lovers of all...

  • The Choice
    13

    The Choice

    3 years ago

    Hey gang , I have not posted here for ages , but everything is cool and OK (for those hubbers who now whats been going in my life) Anyway found this from my scraps bye Simba

  • Kiplings Road
    6

    Kiplings Road

    4 years ago

    Keep you're head together Whilst all around are losing theirs Precious words from a great man For a soul who always dares To wear his heart on his sleeve Who gives to much too soon Confessing you've become his sun And...

  • last first kiss
    12

    last first kiss

    4 years ago

    Last night was just a glimse Of heaven and it's shores Already I know the truth It's you my soul adores A thousand questions spinning As my soul waits to depart Upon the voyage one more time Discovering your heart ...

  • I can't feel the rain
    11

    I can't feel the rain

    4 years ago

    Is it cold outside Outside this heart of pain Empty fear it haunts me As I walk in the rain No frightened of the thunder That shakes the cold dark sky It's the terror of my future Without courage to...

  • I caught you catching me
    19

    I caught you catching me

    4 years ago

    I think that you've been searching Started before it was called time Talking to all earths souls Hunting for for this one of mine Two halves tumbling through life Lost and unaware Falling right beside them Was the...

  • The word called things
    9

    The word called things

    4 years ago

    Things change so fast Am I still the man That wrote the word called things In natures wicked fickle ways Change is all that future brings So why hold on to feelings That hurt and burn your soul For...

  • My book of truth
    13

    My book of truth

    4 years ago

    I filled a book with my heart The words you cannot know Each page the pain I keep inside For you I just won't show These lines remain my secrect The story of my soul And you are the only thing That...

  • Your love is like the ocean
    16

    Your love is like the ocean

    4 years ago

    Your love is like the ocean All things that I adore But like the tides You come and go My heart the waiting shore Arms open wide Your love flows in To feel joy at my side But bitter sweet is your...

  • I heard you singing
    13

    I heard you singing

    4 years ago

    I knew it when I heard your..... Your voice singing those hard songs So I asked our daughter With Mummy what is wrong Don't think that I don't know it Or couldn't hear your tears I know that we are long...

  • Shoreline secrets
    21

    Shoreline secrets

    4 years ago

    Walking on the shoreline The sand between our toes Playing just like children Splashing each others clothes Trying not to feel it Skipping more than just waves Both yearning one and other Whilst trying...

  • The pain of four walls crying
    35

    The pain of four walls crying

    4 years ago

    I remember the feeling As I stood there alone The silence screaming loudly In the walls that we called home The walls pleading with me Where have they all gone Looking for an answer For a sign...

  • What your heart hides
    23

    What your heart hides

    4 years ago

    If I stay one more moment Forever our world will change For I've already fallen And I'm sure you feel the same I'll leave without you waking To do the thing that's right Remembering your beauty And the...

  • She Laid
    12

    She Laid

    4 years ago

    She walked through the doorway As I sat up in bed Thoughts of our wild night Spinning in my head Like a cat gliding towards me As I watched her hips sway With her mouth still hung open Her eyes still...

  • Come back to bed
    17

    Come back to bed

    4 months ago

    The sun god came to quickly As it chased away the moon Dawn was getting jealous By the saga in our room I can't bear to wake you Don't want to change a thing A vision of pure beauty As the sun kisses...

  • Small fingers
    8

    Small fingers

    4 years ago

    Lost in a deep sleep No feeling in my limbs No thoughts, just soft darkness A sleep peace only brings But then life returns to me Small fingers grab my nose I know what is coming next So I keep my eyes...

  • My Compass
    13

    My Compass

    4 years ago

    You carried me on an ocean The sea of hopes and dreams My saviour, my kind wind Compass of what life means You eyes have been the sunshine That helped me plot the course To calm safe shores upon which ...

  • Brown Eyed Angel
    15

    Brown Eyed Angel

    4 years ago

    For seven years of my life I was pulled through a living hell By a brown eyed angel The reason that I never fell Into the flames of terror That had become our life But the flames still took their victim...

  • I feel home
    11

    I feel home

    4 years ago

    I watch you growing quickly Too fast now that your gone Always wearing new shoes And singing different songs I never noticed you age Ignorant to all the bliss That happens when your not here These...

  • Six Words
    16

    Six Words

    4 years ago

    Impossible is the word That's going round my mind Tip toeing around feelings We expected not to find We pull each other closer Then shy..... we back away Frightened of offending With what we want to...

  • A soul born to a celt
    11

    A soul born to a celt

    4 years ago

    Heaven is a secret Destination of the heart A place just for the dreamers When your worlds falling apart But heaven's always waiting Building the utopia of your mind dropping subtle directions Hoping that you will...

  • Celestial Rumours
    19

    Celestial Rumours

    4 years ago

    Sunbeams kissed your shoulders As you stirred beneath the sheets Dancing on your sweet neck And caressing your cheek Your coffee skin turned golden With kisses of the sun Delighted by the whispers Of...

  • Before the rising sun
    9

    Before the rising sun

    4 years ago

    Confusion is a natural Emotion of the dark where logic wagers war on truth Between the head and heart The truth is what you feel Logic the reason why Your head want to protect you Your heart wants you to fly ...

  • Cosmic Hands
    5

    Cosmic Hands

    4 years ago

    I could feel your heart beating The rising of your chest Already at your journeys end A new age in the west We knew that it would happen That it had all been planned Not by us but in the heavens Souls...

  • Always Daddys girl
    21

    Always Daddys girl

    4 years ago

    It's late in the evening As I walk down the stairs I look into your bedroom But I know that your not there I pray that they can hear us Our dreams and all your plight To bring us back together And do...

  • Eight years have carried you
    11

    Eight years have carried you

    4 years ago

    Yearning for a strange land Out of reach for far too long Using all of your will Rescuing your dreams Never losing your hope Everything else all around you falling at the seems Waiting patiently for your...

  • The tears of the stars
    8

    The tears of the stars

    4 years ago

    Now the time is on us It's happened many times Mankind didn't listen Or read between the lines Of the oldest texts and records That we've seen this all before Dismissed as Chinese whispers But still carved in ancient...

  • Heavens Dawn
    9

    Heavens Dawn

    4 years ago

    I woke with a sharp pain Was it just a dream So with my eyes held tight I longed for the place where we had been Under sighing stars smiling Blessing love that they had seen As you looked into my eyes ...

  • Aquarian Eden
    5

    Aquarian Eden

    4 years ago

    In distant forgotten ages Was a story they did tell About a new beginning Drawn from mother natures well The whispers of the story Carried all the way through time Recorded in the stars When the...

  • Sleeping safe from harm
    11

    Sleeping safe from harm

    4 years ago

    I cannot find the words My mind and pen is dry To understand our problems How they came or why To you I can say one thing Which I know is true With the first breath that you took My soul belonged to...

  • Fathers Pride
    7

    Fathers Pride

    4 years ago

    Many years from this sad day You'll hold your head up high Walking proudly with your Father Full of the reasons why The reasons that you love him For all the things he's done That made you the special...

  • a tattoo of me
    7

    a tattoo of me

    4 years ago

    I love it when your waiting My Dad at the school gate Telling me to hurry up We don't want to be late For what I never really knew But it was always fun Holding on to Daddy's hand And down the street...

  • If they lived in our four walls
    9

    If they lived in our four walls

    4 years ago

    Some take it just through envy As green is all they see Without a thought of fear and pain They'll cause for you and me She must be right She's a woman Is the method how they think Despite the fact she...

  • The other sides shame
    7

    The other sides shame

    4 years ago

    This was written many months ago when me and my daughter were first torn apart, and is not how I am feeling now, but is a piece that reflects the turmoil and thoughts that go through so many peoples heads when life can...

  • Fathers how to go on for your children
    9

    Fathers how to go on for your children

    4 years ago

    disclaimer : this hub is not an attack on women but is solely written for the Fathers who are the better parent in the family unit and have been put into this awful position of fighting for the safety of their children....

  • I don't want a Weekend-Dad
    26

    I don't want a Weekend-Dad

    4 years ago

    You spot me in the Distance Start jumping on the spot For me the view is torture As I'm waiting for the clock The seconds take forever The hands they seem to stop One thousand thoughts of your smile ...

  • Seventeen cents of success
    4

    Seventeen cents of success

    4 years ago

    After a crazy couple of months refurbishing a school during the summer break I have had my first lie in interrupted by my Father tapping at the back door, Oh well lets see what he wants. As some of you hubbers will know...

  • Your Grandson
    6

    Your Grandson

    4 years ago

    Our Families all done great things Such deeds to make you proud But I've always been the black sheep That stands out in our crowd I've took too many chances And swam the seven seas While all our clan...

  • I hope you see
    17

    I hope you see

    4 years ago

    Your friends say that your sorry For rants and pain you caused And that you knew they meant well While you built up all those walls I can't help think you see now That your friends were not alone In a...

  • The seasons warning
    9

    The seasons warning

    4 years ago

    The nights are getting shorter As the summer says goodbye The stars appear more sharply When I gaze into the sky The mornings have a cool bite As the autumn shows it's near then soon it will be winter ...

  • Simba's Journey part II
    0

    Simba's Journey part II

    4 years ago

    Simba knew that his last journey to find his daughter would be the most challenging yet, not because of the route he must take, but to enter an old capital city which was now a famed for it's evil as any other in the...

  • Stopping time
    8

    Stopping time

    4 years ago

    Forever I am dreaming Wishing that I could stop time To make you always feel safe Wrapped in these arms of mine I think I've found the secret Hidden from us mortal souls A conscious way of stopping time ...

  • Burma's Angel
    4

    Burma's Angel

    4 years ago

    Forever we have heard them Through all our history The same four words repeated Set My People Free It started all with Mosses when he parted the red sea But we didn't learn our lessons So set my people...

  • Simba's journey
    1

    Simba's journey

    4 years ago

    Wake up Daddy wake up !!! With a falling sensation Simba jolted into conciousness, the fire had gone out long in the night, drip drip came from the overhang of the cliff he had called home for the past two full moons,...

  • Why Can't I feel Anger
    3

    Why Can't I feel Anger

    4 years ago

    They say don't show anger When they pour out all their lies To the Judge speak slow and clearly And look into his eyes Don't say bad things about the mother Even if it is all true Concentrate on your...

  • Your supposed to be Angels
    7

    Your supposed to be Angels

    12 months ago

    After she was taken To you I plead and pray But did you really listen To what I had to say You've left her in a cold land Small child still so afraid You've tied my hands together Won't let me save the day Your...

  • Fly Jeans
    5

    Fly Jeans

    4 years ago

    You say can we go shopping For what is my reply some new jeans that my friend just bought They make her look so fly I say lets go, do you know the store And please don't make me choose Before we go I'm telling you...

  • knowing I we be alone
    12

    knowing I we be alone

    10 months ago

    When my day is over And I approach our home My heart starts to get heavy Knowing I will be alone I have to take a deep breath when I open up the door With the memories of your smile As you're running down...

  • careless words
    4

    careless words

    4 years ago

    For years your soul's been weeping Wondering lands so cold and and dark searching for the pieces Of an angels broken heart Two careless words were spoken Which tore your life apart So running to your mother...

  • Drinking The Tears We Shed
    6

    Drinking The Tears We Shed

    4 years ago

    What did you run from When all our dreams came true Have you just been kidnapped By the other one in you Has she been there always corrupt whispers in your head Feeding on your life and soul Drinking all...

  • Subtle Signs
    1

    Subtle Signs

    4 years ago

    How did you feel Today looking at me Were you yearning for love Or content to be free Perhaps you felt strange things Humans call it guilt For destroying all the things That eight years had built As you...

  • The two you's
    8

    The two you's

    4 years ago

    Was it you that I fell for Gave my soul right from the start Or was it her that tricked me Not considering my heart Was it you that wanted children Put our family on the map Or was it her intention To...

  • Sinners and losers
    4

    Sinners and losers

    4 years ago

    A thousand times you'd smile Saying you were leaving me That you've found something better And that you want to be free But you've been crying wolf forever As my pain you loved to see After all of my...

  • Just tonight my Monkey
    7

    Just tonight my Monkey

    4 years ago

    Your smile lifted off the clouds As we approached our home You run and skip with such delight Around all you've ever known Can I stay up late please Daddy You ask with hope and grace Just tonight my monkey ...

  • At the bottom of your glass
    8

    At the bottom of your glass

    4 years ago

    I weep tears filled with the memories All the joy when we first wed When we'd stay up all night talking In our matrimonial bed We'd dream and plan our future Between our nocturnal fun Never thinking about sleeping...

  • The whisper of the stars
    4

    The whisper of the stars

    4 years ago

    We ran to Siam's islands To leave behind our shame Our souls were wounded angels Two looking for the same Born under the same heavens Where the stars played out their games Lets bring their souls together So she can...

  • karmas not your servant
    1

    karmas not your servant

    4 years ago

    You can't believe in Karma After all the things you've done And you can't believe in justice If you think that you have won You can't blame those around you Or say you had no choice And you can't say it was all their...

  • In the shade of a volcano
    10

    In the shade of a volcano

    4 years ago

    My friend's all said I was crazy When I fell for eastern charms But they never felt your sweet breath when your sleeping in my arms My kin they tried to warn me Rushed love will never last But you can't hide from...

  • My True Treasure
    3

    My True Treasure

    4 years ago

    I've been dreaming of some money And all the pain it brings I don't seek wealth and riches New cars and diamond rings But each week I buy a ticket Make wishes, dreams and hope Address it to your mother In a lucky...

  • Just call I'll come
    1

    Just call I'll come

    4 years ago

    I crossed the mighty water When I heard you call my name Found you waiting at a castle Where the Red Dragon breathes it's flames In the cold wind, rain and thunder You came running to my arms Screaming take me...

  • Lions and spells
    3

    Lions and spells

    4 years ago

    When you've grown much older There's a story I will tell About a wicked Mother Who put people under spells Do you remember when she took you And you know she made a plan In a coven full of witches Plotting to break...

  • Eight years filled an ocean
    5

    Eight years filled an ocean

    4 years ago

    It was two days from our first kiss I could not move from the bed Staring at the ceiling Sure that soon I would be dead But for three whole days And three whole nights You kept me in this world As I swore to myself...

  • Don't listen to your vultures
    1

    Don't listen to your vultures

    4 years ago

    Did you think my love was weakness or that I am not a man My heart was made from kindness I'll still help you if I can You tell me that your strong now and that you'll be just fine was it not me who saved...

  • All those late nights
    4

    All those late nights

    4 years ago

    Have you had one moment where you've stopped to think of me To wonder how I'm feeling about what will never be I am sure that I'm forsaken and I know the pain still shows But you left me in an ocean with a sail where no...

  • BohemianEmbrace
    1

    BohemianEmbrace

    4 years ago

    It was my last night Living by the sea as you came walking towards me A French Goddess From all mens dreams Would like to talk Or so it seems No word was spoke You kissed my face My lips, my neck As we embraced ...

  • My love Your lust
    4

    My love Your lust

    4 years ago

    I don't know why You ran so fast When all our dreams had come at last Our sweat, our blood all winter long My reasons love Your reasons wrong Another man You couldn't wait One last cruel act Now it's too late Why...

  • They wont listen
    7

    They wont listen

    4 years ago

    Through laws and courts I must fight Where so-called saviours Dismiss your plight Just ticking boxes They don't care But on your scalp I've found grey hair Ticked boxes won't change your fate They will...

  • I Won't Rest
    1

    I Won't Rest

    4 years ago

    I won't rest My fear is creeping I won't hope Till I know your sleeping I won't breathe While your soul is shaking My grief returns When I know your waking I won't smile Before your held in my...

  • Your Daddys Reasons
    2

    Your Daddys Reasons

    4 years ago

    Your life gave me the reasons To wake up in the cold Your talking sounds like music And stops me getting old Your smiles warm as sunshine The tonic for my soul Your crying draws me to you Your pain my...

  • Your My Child
    0

    Your My Child

    4 years ago

    you were torn from my safe embrace So she could run from shame Your dreams, your life just pieces In her foolish game Don't think that I have left you Or do not feel your pain As I will fight forever To bring you...

  • I Won't
    0

    I Won't

    4 years ago

    I won't rest My fear is creeping I won't hope Till I know your sleeping I won't breathe While your soul is shaking My grief returns When I know your waking I won't smile Before your held in my arms ...

  • Your Daddy
    4

    Your Daddy

    4 years ago

    Don't be afraid of strange lands Or fear the dark and cold Don't worry for your future Your Daddy is not old He's a lion that protects you His life is in your soul Your happiness his purpose Your dreams his only...

  • It Was Written
    3

    It Was Written

    4 years ago

    It was written that I'd love you Before the earth, the wind and rain It's love that lasts for ever And not the cold sharp pain Don't wish that now's a bad dream On some far distant plain One man is here to save you And...

  • Poems for my Daughter
    2

    Poems for my Daughter

    4 years ago

    You were torn from my safe embrace So she could run from shame Your dreams, your life just pieces In her foolish game Don't think that I have left you Or do not feel your pain As I will fight forever To bring you home...

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