As of lately I am deeply examining human nature in a committed relationship. This hub will probably be followed with quite a few more . There are so many levels and sides of a healthy relationship to unravel or sometimes a very unhealthy one . ...
Today brings me to my pc, outside and a warm patch of sunshine on my face. Normally and most days that in itself motivates my spiritual being an enhances my writings. However today what I truly feel is in a world too complicated and confusing to...
Back in the day (before our high/higher technology) one had to sit for the artist to paint a portrait of oneself. My guess is that it could possibly take a day or more. How it must be difficult to sit that still and in perfect accordance to where...
If I was strong I would hold your tongue for once it's said it can't be undone If you could hold me in place to hug me and stop me from walking away If our love ones could make us move forward from here take away our sadness, ...
Thanksgiving day now over and now the true hustle and bustle starts. Our society has named it "Black Friday". How incredibly accurate. Personally I have never been out shopping on this day. The stories I have heard and read about were enough for me...
Let the wind fall upon the lake In quiet whispers of rampage Twirling about in escapade Halting only to gain momentum Whisking away in fortitude Forbidding the shattered dreams ahead Dancing reflections of two ...
Torture of sidelines and watching the falls Arrogance of knowing but knowing nothing at all Learning is at a small pace and past is gaining speed To remind of failures and complete shattered dreams History in the making and...
No time like the present Discard yesterdays Seeking much pleasure Don’t run away It can be found near by Relax and close your eyes Fountain of youth Natural springs Find in yourself Spiritual...
The party line was something I remember my late grandmother had on her phone. I would pick up to make a call and others were on there just a yakking away. Somehow I felt ( even as a small child) like I was a wrong doer and would quickly hang up. In...
Uncharted water. unwritten word emotion filled soul , felt but not heard timeless serenity and still movement felt with minute energy that once was there now echo's of song that play only chords a band of togetherness is what...
Your hand out stretched your small legs are curled you breath air into us but not aware the laughter you made will never be heard effortless you sooth with a hug we here will fail you you're truly a gift of love but love of self...
You don't know me but I'm your neighbor I sit quietly as life presents itself You are so stressed as you walk with your children they are scolded harshly for so little you walk your dog and yank his collar you look stone cold as you start...
Take a closer look, better views you shall see when you come as close to thee what bitter forces will completely wear the vessel God gave us, we must beware Take a look at the tears I don't show be observant and then you will know I wear...
The truth is a multi faceted mastery, I have found. What I have noticed in my 47 years of learning is that the whole truth is not easy for so many people. In fact some people will lie automatically , before even considering telling a truth. Call it...
Frozen inferno of heated cold my emotions trickle over buried in snow heavy with much burden not granting any pardon wanting to engulf besieging at it's worst cover me completely now surrender for all my worth remaining would...
Reaching inside my inner core asking God for enough and not any more to guide us to his majestic light there we will know what is right God wins our battles everyday taken under his wing taking us where we need to be Albeit, seems...
As sand slides readily to the other side mark the calender of each minute make sure not to miss what time offers to complete lack of time , means of measure boredom, forgetting what does matter In a blink of an eye, much to your...
For about 4 years (until the last year) I was reaching out to others via the Internet. My illness took my immune system down but my spirituality would take a soar into Gods domain. Once I became that close to God and my gifts from God had been...
Today I was asked a great question from a fellow Hubber. Realizing once I started to answer I was going to get long winded..... as I often get when excited, I decided to answer her here. In hopes of helping another find peace at the office place. As...
For the last few months, I am personally touched by someone I know that has lost a friend or a child of a friend These losses cause even more despair as they are a youth. Here at the holidays, it must be even harder to try to deal with the loss of...
This year is ever so diff none like any of the rest I see the twinkle of the lights I hear the music and it delights The spirit of Christmas is coming near inside of me it starts to appear I sing to songs and now feel the intent colors...
Can you hear me my sweet Paige? let me speak it another way help me help you, find yourself make time and effort to be yourself Your smile warms my heart to see you struggle tears me apart you are so smart , witty and wise this should...
1. The truth is never changing but the many views can be skewed by personal interpretation.(when one can see past their own hurt, desires, wishes and wants, they can be empathetic to others views and ultimately their truth.) 2. Open mindedness...
There are quite a few luekemia's. The form I have is not listed in any medical book as of yet. However after my last surgury I signed papers for research to be done. The type I have is within My basophils. Most people do not have any basophils but...
I am borrowed on living time one day my voice will rejoice I will mask my pain and sorrow until My vessel is here patiently awaiting my Lord my soul has visited the place I will call home wanting to Live but needing to die so burden...
com·mu·ni·ca·tion /kəˌmyunɪˈkeɪʃən/ Show Spelled[kuh-myoo-ni-key-shuhn] noun 1. the act or process of communicating; fact of being communicated. 2. the imparting or interchange of thoughts, opinions, or information by speech,...
When the end of time begins new growth what will become of all of us folks? Will a selected few replenish? with new cultures and new dimensions? will it start anew with dirt? will it still be called earth? or universe? do you think...
What makes a stand like being ones self for what glory is conditioned the other only feels the sting of complete opposition. For being yourself implys much torture to the other side for they have only one goal to take from you ...
Turn around slowly and try to see a glimpse of where I was standing when we had our first dance turn every so softly or you just might miss that very first day we had our very first kiss you were watching and waiting to see if I...
Getting straight to the heart of this matter! Once in a while we meet someone that we completely trust with no background check or references. We take them at their word with very little questions asked. We feel things when they speak, almost as if...
Looks like a broken heart to me Today I am taking a deeper look into what causes arguments from miscommunications and misunderstandings. I have recently had a few of these and would like to take a closer look at what could be some of the reasons...
Many years I have often wondered, why many people let family, friends and even coworkers affect the choice of whom they feel is right and correct for them. At the very least what they think couldn't possibly be of more importance than what you feel....
Seeing with my eyes closed answers come with fingertip touch touching is now in musical version walking this earth so unrehearsed hearing color scream off the wall notes of music sooth my soul God speaks to me in unwritten version ...
Last call for ideaology first mentioned is the begin of times last told is war and sorrow in between is a mix of foreign matter save us all is the quest of voices those that matter will feel less than those that can't feel. feel the...
Daily travels takes us there stresses , hurt , somedays care troubles, excitement strife, fills our exsistance and our life mountains of foothills to overcome when observed with astuteness can be done mind over matter matter of...
Much more to fall hours of white cold frozen white matter mind and soul remnants of past hurdles buried under past woes misery might love company too far to walk although mending heart and meltdown covered by atmosphere ...
cold,dark winters depair .......my heart matches the earth .........cracked and layers of ice........ molten lava locked deep inside....... trying to not seep out .........holding on to temperment........ vast oceans with stormy waters.............
Within my 45 years of learning about myself and others , were lesson with parents and the people around my daily world. The church taught me about God and my parents confirmed all this. My elder neighbors taught me about understanding, patience and...
In a word or two " Gods love" It is truly unconditional. A parents love should be. All should strive to love in this type love. For it should never matter if you approve of their opinions, dress, finances, or lifestyle. However it helps to have much...
Awareness is the key to knowing about the energy that we send and recieve. First off realizing it is there. Everything is cellular and moving and energy begets more of the same. Have you ever noticed that a room full of people are laughing and...
Last week I spoke to a new person and we were quickly becoming freinds! She is a very gentle soul and also loves humor to deal with her days of stress. In conversation this beautiful person has just informed me that her roomate stole the rent money....
It was one late summer night 2008. The house was so empty as I was there only. By 1 am I knew I could not sleep so I may as well cook a bit and then surf the net until I could escape the lonely feeling and get some sleep. After snacking and...
Two years ago I woke from a deep sleep......my laptop was turned off by my bed but I saw an outline of a young man and he was telling of how he was going to commit suicide on webcam for the worlds entertainment. I was terribly upset and I ask my...
Casting out of most entities sweet forms of serenity playful tones of frolic and fun only there to communicate with someone some are my friends, others are strangers trying to share, sometimes of dangers reaching out in whatever way...
For we are our own temple and vessel of the knowledge and emotions we hold to oversee our days .......this is a grande gift from God. What we do and feel can and will impact others. With that in mind we must remember it goes both ways and that...
Glady I would give my last breath for another that might breathe to conquer this test To find wisdom within himself to simplify the complicated for the rest to feel without being spoken to to feel moved in a blanket of darkness to...
Understanding this blog is not really about spirituality but more geared toward karma. Payback for the people that choose to lie, cheat and hurt their significant other. There is even a television show , "Cheaters" Where they follow and record...
Progress is a wonderful thing, as long as the side effects are minimal and not terribly damaging. The cyber world has many advantages and many take advantage.......good and bad! A person can shop online, research, set up and cancel...
Who am I to try to explain the wonders of the mind and universe? Sometimes posing some intelligent questions will give our brain provoking thoughts and a clearer answer to the unknown or at least a broadened escape of where our minds will roam....
It has been a month since Albert Einstein was here at my home...and at a time in my body...speaking his jargon through my lips. Wow at first...as I knew very little about this man, However I now have a very real sense of who he is and what he...
The peaceful and tranquil feeling of that calm....ahhhh it is so nice. When all is well and comfortable. We see many people sitting on porches and so enjoying the temp drop and the noneventfulness ..just before the crash of lightning and a...
My grandma died with leukemia in 2002. I had moved the year before to help my parents take care of her......me and my 2 small girls. I felt so blessed to be with her as I had lived hours away for 20 years prior. In my younger years she held 2 to...
1) This marriage thing has me baffled.........two become one huh? That really helps me little when I need a firm mattress and he needs a feather to sleep on. So there is the sleep number bed......but its so expensive.......we would have...
Things that make you go...............HMMMMMMMMMMMM 1) A friend of mine were out the other day.....the stop lite was red...it changed to green....one second went by and the car behind me was honking! 2) Yesterday my poodle Julie got away from...
There are many ways to get spiritual. I believe it starts with seeing, feeling, hearing, smelling, touching something positive. For me that would be laughter, sunsets, warm blankets on cool mornings, my favorite parfume,Guns N roses going least...
When too much of a good thing goes bad.... When a person stays so busy they can't miss what their missing. That is for starters. Wow do I remember the day! In the salon I made sure I was back to back appointments. So when I went home...to the...
Choices are made each day what to wear and what face to display where to go or does it matter? stopping here or make our way? Helping others or watching them fail being happy to no avail sweet bitterness calls somes name hatred...
Last night I held a phone conversation with a young man (26) and he became outraged at me saying that I believe in God and that I hold my gifts with high regard... Yes I was hurt briefly at the names he called me and after much time had passed...
Orchards are growing flowers in bloom manufactured lawns gardens with wishing wells paths of roses they have no home illusions of centered perfect leading back producing beauty at mans will having no say vines can't...
Realizing I started my site to discuss our gifts from God and knowing most I have spoken to believe in the gifts....many are that point they do see and believe...just difficult to write about or maybe just put in words sometimes! Here I am...
When setting out in life, leaving your parents home and looking for your very own set of rules and a better knowing of yourself! Hopefully great morals and work ethics are already instilled and a keen sense of God's warm hands embracing you are...
Never thought a day would come that I would question that.........I like me and understand me well! Took years of fine tuning..........but I run like a well oiled machine..........when I am in my element! That means being around caring, loving,...
For most of my life I have been an avid people watcher. Wow the body language and eye movement! Most have no idea how much they display about themselves and the entertainment that it has given me for so long. Often I have questioned why others are...
Recently I spoke with a 19 year old guy, he has had a few rough bumps in life and now seems to give up on love, life and our earth as well! Sure he has many bad experiences to find resolve for but the end of the conversation was "why...
It has been written that we can do anything that we set our "mind" to........and yes I whole heartedly agree......as long as our mind knows its bodys limitations and also our mind understands its own set of limitations! There is a balance of the...
My out of body experience occurred when I was 21, and in seemingly good health. I was visiting my parents, as my usual, once a month trip, and so far , everything appeared to be within that usual and normal visit, Atleast until bedtime. 9 pm rolled...
Reach out and with warm hands sing a touch of wisdom and comfort making words an unneeded thing feeling, holding destiny at a glance resting peacefully remembering the last dance how knowest when one has won love lost in this...
Whimsical wreath of hand painted horses carnival music wisping in air children skipping ,laughter felt blue sky everywhere delicious treats made from scratch essence of lemons while strolling past ticket booth fills 10 rides for a dollar ...
Modern day Sinbad walking the plank caring little what people think twisted, warping mindset duo manifested in one soul tearing down structures as they go not seeing what follows behind the loathing destruction of mankind embedded...
Games End To be wrapped in fear and no one knows the tears of saints and forward woes the laughter daunts the circus crowd leaving the men with humility they fight with unfair match superior men become detached only then they will...
Living in my purified box Longing to touch the air outside holding my breath so I can breathe praying the invisible warfare will stop killing me needing the touch of the garden roses knowing the threat that it poses throwing caution in...
The blackened rage of this storm loses its fright In the midst of triumph we lose momentum To bellow out in a forever lost night No shame is felt in scanty attire Hearing no signs of human despair Knowing the wreckage will never be found ...
Is it heaven on earth or hell? Some say we all have the answers within our own self. Others pray for the resolve. Many chant, meditate and gain a calmness within. At the end of the day, it is the end result that matters to us most. If we...
Anger has its place! As a product of my southern baptist parental guidence, I was never allowed to show any anger or upsettment! That was a big mistake for by the time I was in my 30's I had all that I could take! People saw me as...
Honesty...exactly how honest shall we be? If you knew something that woud save someones life, or much stress....would you tell them? If you didn't that would not be a lie but I dare say it is dishonest! What if you did something that...
What is lost is never found those who love know not bounds others hate awakens dread minutes turn to days instead one that feels no perception of pain fears are high just the same their days become miserably dark nights chaotic...
God never gives us more than we can bear..............and that is very well true..... however when he give us love and free will..........we may choose someone that gives us more than we can bear, handle, tolerate or even survive. It is of the...
In the narrow escape of mind embark.......the light has shown thru my soul and my body left bewildered....to have tryst untold....but yet to behold other forms of calculated and skilled communication that is left to bestow ! In the final output...
If we are to create peace in our world, we must begin with our children. Mahatma Gandhi Racial understanding is not something we find, but something that we must create. Through education, we seek to change attitudes. Martin Luther King Jr. ...
Sometimes having a friend is more difficult than being one! Flipside that.......being one is harder to do! There it is black and white! It truly is give and take ! That was simple huh? Well it should be! If we have not an intimate relation or...
Make no mistake my face is not yours the travel and journey was not your tour I see what is there and what is not helping me skip and connect the dots Make no mistake I do you no harm want only the best throughout your...
Lifetime of irony shattered dreams pick up the pieces restructure the means Blinded by woes branded by those the ones that can't see the hurt they bestow fallen angels they become heart filled with turmoil to even help...
Witty temptress, calculated moves hands of silk, heart of steel waiting, craving her next thrill seeing is believing watching in wait fast foward images longing debate where she goes next lost in abyss unfathomable intent sealed with a...
Through the years I have been very aware of paranormal activity, especially where ever I live! Moving a few times thinking that would rid me of the bizarre happening and colorful sensations! To be honest, now I would not even desire such! ...
Feel the numb as it pours another shot laugh away the world walk in stumbled doorways smell the small victory See with double eyes that speak where there was a soul only left a calender empty no place to go excuses make a mind so...
Realizing most people are not as sensitive as myself where immune system issues are concerned. Coming from a family with a long record of auto-immune disease and allergys are a big part of that! I live in what I call my "purified box". My...
My title is probably going to stir up a mixture of emotions but maybe by the time my blog is through, we will all have the same idea of what faith really is to each of us! When I hear someone say " dont lose your faith" I hear that one should not...
At best we can assure ourselves of sleeping well at night and not having to watch over our shoulder all of the time if we are always truthful! Starting but ofcourse with ourselves. To see the truth seems to take a wizard , but to live your truth and...
Lord please let there be a smile upon my wake forever happy and content upon their face that they see the strenght in me, even in my sleep and upon my wake that it is also apparent to me. LORD let me see the good that lies in other people, let me...
Accumulation Association Starting with the snowball effect so small one notes it is not a threat Give this some time and you will see the monster it will grow to be Look deep into our DNA what lies there will dictate and say who you...
When the Church turns people away from God Chir(i)che origin bef. 900 ME Lords house Church= a building for public worship Church= the whole body of believers plus 17 similar definitions! So I...
Like condensation on white matter multi shades of invisible gathered in collage remnants of exclusion windscaped in tunnel vision in a crowd, yet alone light is loud relentless scope altering the view capturing slience destined to be alone...
In the Face of Injustice As A parent we kiss boo-boos, explain our views, teach by example, love with triangled depth! We shelter the storm as a broad angled buffer! How do we teach them about injustice? Is that something we should let them see...
Ashes to Ashes.. Fear not what remains ...God's Promise is still the same Having 4 atheist friends, and yes I realize that is not a large enough number to do real stats on, but, I will at the very least write this...
Being Single does not imply Damaged Here we go again on yet another first date. Bombarded with same and like questions.... Have you ever been married? How many times? Why haven't you chosen to marry? How many children do you...
T.E.A.M. Two Equally Appreciating Much When I speak of my team...I speak of my girls, We have enjoyed so much, so far in this world. I think of my poodles. they are a small team too . I remember my Miatas, my team of something fun to do. As I have...
Out of the blue I try to speak left side numbness and very weak no words will form or even said they are locked up inside my head I try to walk but just fall down many times glad no one is around for to see their eyes in panic mode no...
Looks can be deceiving beliefs become misleading knowledge is power truth is rage What lacks luster doesn't always need shine decades of heirloom unravel with time descendants become more honorable knowing complete unknowns guilt is...
Now That the holidays are over I feel more comfortable sharing my view! As a christian child of God and a chic that feels a very special bond with Jesus...I think it would be approved upon for me to speak about my thoughts on Jesus! W.W.J.D. I...
In the spirit of true spirituality, I address the subject today of" Feeling Spiritual". There are many that feel only spiritual when preaching to others about God, others when they read scripture, many feel closer to God with song, some...
When we pray...do you hear God speak to you? What a bizarre question one might ask! Many people I have done just that....ask if they actually hear God. Ofcourse I was told "no not really" Just an answer came to mind" That could be our...
Tearful projections of a clandescent affair midnight caresses mark the mood reaching further out to claim a secret life of taboo now the hours are filled with passion remembering little of the day champangne filling the glasses eyes...
The morning air soft as the light touch of a petal moving gently through the sun lite hues making room for the voices enchanted by the view Flowing is the small stream below clear waters rippling slowing , lightly changing each stone ...
Follow my heart where ever you go Hold me near in your thoughts Where ever I may roam Let me ease your strife feel the peace with in me use all your senses See me as I am touch my soul once again take a deep breath see the music hear the colors...
At 45 years of learning about my body, environment and my ilness ( systemic mastocytosis) a form of luekemia, My body rejected many natural and un-natural things. Severe allergies have plagued my immune system and its response to myself...
My 14 year old daughters latest work of art! One day we will be amazed when we see our child retain much of the wisdom that we shared how they use it much the same Hand them the tools they need in life patience, compassion, how to deal...
Most everyone has had an event take place in their life that could not be explained scientifically or even rationally! If it concretely points to a good end result, most christians and believers in God will give credit to God! As...